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Day 2

gw: 110

ugw1: 100

ugw2: 90

Weightloss Plan!

mon-fri

workout at least 1hr30min

dance 1hr

500cal max (EVERY XTRA CAL MUST BE BURNED BY WALKING OR PURGING!!)

8hrs sleep

have to fast for at least 2days a week

only diet, water, or lowcal drinks(less than 15)

avoid sugar, high fat, unhealthy food

eat full fat not low fat (more cals but more benefits)

no deserts or snacks (only fruit)

weigh at least 2x a day

DO NOT GET A SECOND PLATE

no eating after 9pm or before 12pm

if feeling faint take a nap, if it doesnt work eat an apple

dont eat until homework finished

sat-sun

fast 15 hours a day

refuse food unless "forced"

allowed 1 cheat MEAL (not day)

800cal max if out to eat

measure sunday and saturday (week apart)

GIVE ME SUGGESTIONS PLEASE !!

No binge July here I come‼️‼️‼️

Being suicidal has some pros cause I’m too dead to want to eat or got anything to sound good at all!! yay i love starving and feeling dead

I only get up if I want to do art or makeup so I at least feel a little okay

sometimes I think I should genuinely just kms

I’ve been on and off binging sense summer STARTED and it’s driving me crazy

like I’ll be good for three to four days then ruin it for two and I’ve gained almost ten pounds

I feel so defeated and dead

I won’t be able to reach my goal by school and that’s devastating

I need to get back on track

I miss starving sm

someone HELPPPP

I really want more friends on here

like cause chatting but maybe like a Ana buddy?

To like encourage and motivate

keeping eachother on track and all^^ would be nice to have someone to talk to about these things :P

I’m so desperate to feel loved omfg

I want someone who truly cares and listens to me

someone who understands and I can TRULY connect with

Someone who shares interests with me or will listen to my interests

please please please

I feel like if I was skinnier I would totally have a better chance

my face is quite nice but my body is NOT

I need to lock the fuck in and maybe I’ll find love

Binging has made me realize how bad food actually tastes

like I don’t understand how I still get cravings when it all taste so bland and gross

I don’t want to eat a fucking brownie that taste like shit but the cravings do

have to say fruit taste so much sweeter and better then any dessert I’ve had

In the mood to cancel everything and just rot in my bed 💜💜💜

I’m so fucking excited to go to the gym tomorrow

I NEED to lose weight this summer

Oh my god I am so miserable I want to die

I love you Ana but you hurt so so much

I’m so scared to go to my friends birthday party tonight

I love him dearly but he always has Costco pizza and fatty chips as the food

a singular slice of cheese pizza from there is 700 CALORIES

which is fucking insane and I am not ruining my progress for a slice of pizza like that

I just don’t wanna be the odd man our sitting there not eating but also that’s goals

being a great baker and having a ED sucks

cause like what you mean I can’t even try my chocolate chop espresso cookies

Could I get some meanspo PLEASE

I like need it to be as harsh as you can because dude I’m fuckin 189ib 6’5 at SIXTEEN

which is so insane like how the fuck are you that fat

I’ve been starving really well lately but I just binged and I need to feel disgusting

I want to be so fucking thin that I don’t even look real

like fucking art dude

I feel like I’m going crazy

like what do you mean I’m LOOKING FORWARD to laying in bed watching like 2013 animatics, crying while cutting myself?? Oh with the possibility of literally feeling nothing but my head getting dizzy from starvation

I’m so ready for bed rotting starving summer

like I want to start now but my friends staying with me until Sunday due to family issues

and I love them dearly but PLEASE STOP MAKING ME EAT

Why do you want to eat all the time and eat fatty foods

LIKE BRO WHEN I SAID GO FOR A WALK I DIDNT WANT TO SIT IN MCDONALDS AND WATCH YOU EAT

this this horrible

I want to lay in bed all day drawing and only leaving to go on walks

Frankie falls to peer pressure again and ate

gonna be SICCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Bring back ED forums 2025

Never did I think there’d be a day I spend 26 bucks on laxatives

Tried being normal the past two days and have gained five pounds

I hate that I tried

it didn’t make me feel better

only worse

now I’m grosser

I need to starve for at least three days

I’m going to be skinny by my junior year

I’m gonna lock the fuck in this summer

ten pounds a month if I try hard enough

I’ve done it before

I can do it again

I’m so stupid

At night I’ve eaten and purged to feel

I just want to feel

cutting dinner make me feel because the deeper I cut the number I feel

but when I starve

I feel

I feel the rumble

I feel the dizzy

I feel all the crazy in the good way

I can’t wait to starve tomorrow

and this weekend

I love starving

Everything is so wack

Like I don’t feel anything really it happens all the time

it’s so horrible

if I feel I feel horrible

and gross

and fat

and ugly

I need to die

I need to throw up

I need to feel

I eat to feel just to throw up to feel

I love saying “I’m so normal, it’s crazy!”

like bitch you just age ten bucks worth of snacks that you bought for your friends graduation THEN threw it all up. Proceeded to crumble whatever was left into said toilet that you threw up in, started giggling and then cut yourself a few times then heard a noise freaked out and flushed that gross shit up and brushed your teeth and went to bed. boy it’s 1am on a school night, you got finals tomorrow get your ass to sleep

Binge = Killing myself

Lowkey really missing the feeling of going crazy

Like I’m feelin a lil too normal today

I feel so horrible throwing out food that was made/bought for me

I don’t want to fucking eat it but I feel like such a bad person for doing it

like oh my god just started sobbing and smashed a sandwich my mom made me

“I’m so normal” I say as I bash my head into a wall sobbing about how much I hate food

Bulimia wins and now my makeup is fucked up

still have two and a half hours of school left

KMS

I love it when you starve for a while then can suck your stomach in SOOO much

It’s so cutsie