I Need To ⭐️ve - Blog Posts

tweaking cause im eating like a normal person. i need to r3l4p53, and i need to quick.

Current mood = Grey clouds

Why are all my friends skinny and I'm the only whale in the room? Why can they eat so much when they want and I'm still broken and struggling? Why me?

Current mood = Purple clouds

Why does my head scream at me? I know I'm stupid for eating 3 packets of crisps instead of just eating a salad today. You don't have to scream at me during sleep hours!

Here I am

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Just a 27yr old Aussie girl 🦘🇦🇺 living in USA 🏈🇺🇲

What do I say? I'm back on Tumblr after failing so hard. It's the only place I feel accepted and understood. That's me, just a girl trying to hold everything together 😿

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My stats

I'm fat. That's my stats.

Height/165 cm

SW/106 kg

CW/106 kg

UGW/50 kg

Wishful thinking GW/0 kg I don't even want a body.

being bmi 16 but not FEELING bmi 16 is a different type of pain T_T

Can someone remind me tomorrow that I don’t need to eat so much 🙃 I seriously need to lose weight again

FUCK M Y FUCKING LIFE I HAVE SWIMMING TMRW ON MY P.E

This will be you if you keep stuffing your face 🤒🤕

stay safe and eat only what u really need.

I outgrew my tape measure 🥴 My belly is now over 60" around at the widest point 🥵

don’t ever give up! it’s waiting for you🎀

Have you noticed that your outfits just don't look right on you? It's odd because they looked stunning in your head, but they look tacky when you put them together. Now, let's see. Is it your body that you're visualising those outfits on, or is it someone who looks 20kg slimmer than that pudgy body you're in? It's wishful thinking. Obviously, an outfit will look good if there's a good figure underneath, and that body of yours definitely isn't 'good'. You pretend that you look like that while you make your outfits, but you're snapped back to such an awful reality when your stomach pokes over your jeans and there's a bulge of fat all around the strap of your tank top. The best accessory for any outfit is a skinny body, so you should go and get one.

✨ my April stats ✨

3/4 morning ? evening 68.7 kg

4/4 morning 68,1 kg. evening ?

I NEED to lose 20 pounds in 2 weeks

14/3/2024 ~ 31/3/3024

I hate working out so... normally i would just simply ⭐ve... but this is not the normal case.

Im so sick of myself. I need to lose the fat, I miss seeing my bones.

Guys I'm feeling the definition of fat right now. Like I can't stop eating. I don't know what to do.

I don't really have pictures right now, but I don't have muscles I only have fat. I need to gaslight myself into eating less or better nothing. I'm going to search up meanspo now.

Pls send roast me in the comments, I need it.

The way my ED isolated me is insane

I hate when people give up on weightloss because it "was too hard" obviously you didnt want it bad enough. But its fine, while you stay uncomfortable in ur own body, I'm gonna get skinnier everyday🎀

Would this actually work?? i have a pretty high sw and exercise daily

Only being able to complete a fast if you feel miserable<<

Getting up and working out everyday so my future boyfriend can carry me🩷

What do you crave more, the food that you won't remember the taste of or the body that you constantly wish you had?

God i've been such a pig the last few days im going to start a fast PLEASE ENCOURAGE ME

I want to lose weight so the people who don't see me often are shock that i lost so much weight in a short amout of time.

You think you are gonna get your dream body if you keep saying "its just one binge" "ill start tomorrow" "one bite won't hurt" no you won't. If you follow you plan you would have your dream body instead of wishing for it.

Eating an apple while my family eats dinner makes me feel so good

Does anybody know how to get sick quickly ?? I'm trying to lose as much weight as I can before April 9th.

(any other suggestions are greatly appreciated !!)

TW: M34NSP0 (for myself lol)

You already have all that fat in your body, do you really want to add more?

Reasons I want to be thin !! -`♡´-

1. CLOTHES!! Everything would look so much better, plus I want to try out different aesthetics and see what I like the most

2. Taking up less space. Everytime i sit down I feel huge...

3. Jewelry! A necklace would look so good if you could see my collarbones, rings on my slim hand, a bracelet that is too big because my wrist is so small^_^

4. Confidence. I would be more outgoing if I wasn't so insecure :(

5. Dancing. When I reach my ugw I'm definitely going to become a dancer, aiming for more elegance than a hip hop vibe

6. Not sweating so much. I also love the feeling of being cold and I would be more often!

7.A boyfriend. I just don't feel confident in myself enough to have a boyfriend... I don't wanna bring somebody down with my own insecurities

8. THE COMPLIMENTS!! I want to hear that my family is proud of my weight loss, want to see my friends notice the work I put into losing weight

9. Eating with friends/ in public without feeling horrible about myself and the way I look.

10. Looking in the mirror and not being ashamed of what I see. Stepping on the scale and feeling proud instead of feeling regret. It would be the best feeling ever!

Writing this so I remember that if I put in the work, this list will be reality☆

Never waste money on food. Spend it on something that will give you happiness for more than just an hour!

Waiting for the day the clothes i wear now are too big for me🤍

can't wait until im skinny enough to get a boyfriend🩷