wannabdoll

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I can’t write because I think to much

The way my ED isolated me is insane

God I've been so inactive.

What I thought was recovery was just a VERY long binge cycle. My relationship with food just got worse and I hated everything about myself.

I still do but I'd rather hate myself while losing weight than hate myself while getting fat💔

and yet I’m oversharing

RIP Nabokov you would’ve hated “lolita nymphette girls” and Lana Del Ray

Dream body🩷🩷🩷

i want to be known as the "girl who nev3r e@ts anything" i lwk want ppl to know im dis0rdered. i want to hear whispers about how sk!nny ive gotten.

Having a victim mentality towards weightlose is useless... "i had to eat because ___ made me" nobody can force u to eat... U CHOSE TO. Taking accountability for your actions will help you tremendously

I hate when people give up on weightloss because it "was too hard" obviously you didnt want it bad enough. But its fine, while you stay uncomfortable in ur own body, I'm gonna get skinnier everyday🎀

my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->

REBLOG IF UR AN ACTIVE EDBLR BLOG AS OF: APRIL 2024

Would this actually work?? i have a pretty high sw and exercise daily

Only being able to complete a fast if you feel miserable<<

Getting up and working out everyday so my future boyfriend can carry me🩷

Fr. Nothing more to say tbh.

What do you crave more, the food that you won't remember the taste of or the body that you constantly wish you had?

God i've been such a pig the last few days im going to start a fast PLEASE ENCOURAGE ME

i actually love sweetspo

Sweetspo for those who need it:

Hi lovey !

I know that you keep messing up and you aren’t seeing the results you want but just wait!

Think about your pretty ribs showing! Your delicate collarbones ?

You are so pretty under all that fat my love, so just start over and know that you can absolutely hit all of your goals.

Think of how happy you’ll be my ana angel <3

I want to lose weight so the people who don't see me often are shock that i lost so much weight in a short amout of time.

You think you are gonna get your dream body if you keep saying "its just one binge" "ill start tomorrow" "one bite won't hurt" no you won't. If you follow you plan you would have your dream body instead of wishing for it.

Eating an apple while my family eats dinner makes me feel so good

Does anybody know how to get sick quickly ?? I'm trying to lose as much weight as I can before April 9th.

(any other suggestions are greatly appreciated !!)

Ate 1200 calories today omg i hate myself

TW: M34NSP0 (for myself lol)

You already have all that fat in your body, do you really want to add more?

my tummy: Can we get something?

Me: We have food at home

The food at home:

Reasons I want to be thin !! -`♡´-

1. CLOTHES!! Everything would look so much better, plus I want to try out different aesthetics and see what I like the most

2. Taking up less space. Everytime i sit down I feel huge...

3. Jewelry! A necklace would look so good if you could see my collarbones, rings on my slim hand, a bracelet that is too big because my wrist is so small^_^

4. Confidence. I would be more outgoing if I wasn't so insecure :(

5. Dancing. When I reach my ugw I'm definitely going to become a dancer, aiming for more elegance than a hip hop vibe

6. Not sweating so much. I also love the feeling of being cold and I would be more often!

7.A boyfriend. I just don't feel confident in myself enough to have a boyfriend... I don't wanna bring somebody down with my own insecurities

8. THE COMPLIMENTS!! I want to hear that my family is proud of my weight loss, want to see my friends notice the work I put into losing weight

9. Eating with friends/ in public without feeling horrible about myself and the way I look.

10. Looking in the mirror and not being ashamed of what I see. Stepping on the scale and feeling proud instead of feeling regret. It would be the best feeling ever!

Writing this so I remember that if I put in the work, this list will be reality☆

watching supersize vs superskinny is my guilty pleasure

Never waste money on food. Spend it on something that will give you happiness for more than just an hour!