it's what it says on the tin (I am a minor, pls don't be weird)
88 posts
There truly is nothing that is over sharing with me, I want to live in your ribcage, lemme in
I have both the unstoppable want for a girlfriend, and also negative rizz, I believe I am fucked
I love Zoloft so much
I love STEM so much, but by God I cannot hold back my want to create and experience art
Okay, I have some ranting to do. I am a STEM student, I'm going into engineering in the future, but because I'm still in school, I'm exposed to soamy different fields, and some friends of mine convinced me to do theater next year, and it sparked this thought.
I used to do art all the time, and now I feel so disconnected, it's like once you decide you want to go into a STEM field you aren't allowed to be artistic any more which is so fucking stupid. The point of Engineering at least is to be creative and to solve issues, and you cannot fill that if you have no connection to your own creative side through some kind of art.I am being a bit dramatic, but it's so dumb to shun STEM students away from art, we want to create any way we can,and yet are constantly told to channel that into more math and science, instead of being allowed to take a pause and just have fun with our creativity.
Obviously I can't really make a living off of art, but I think if I didn't have to worry about money in the future, I would simply spend all my time doing whatever art sparks interest. But instead I have had to make peace with the fact that if I want to have a stable source of income, and not want to kill myself, I would have to go into STEM and leave my love for art behind.
And that is a truly horrible thing
I am both so incredibly unfunny, and the biggest clown to exist
I keep smacking my head into shit, I'm literally 5'2, how does this keep happening?!?!?
Having permanently injured shoulders as a rock climber sucks and all, but I can make incredibly entertaining noises with them, so that's a plus
real!!!!
They need to invent a doing nothing that doesn't make you feel guilty
Reblog this and I'll give you a tbh
I was drinking a popping boba, and I couldn't get any more pearls out, so I said, out loud, "you fucker, give me the balls"
I have never felt such intense embarrassment in my life
I will follow two of these instructions
Be gay, do crimes, stay hydrated.
Cornell notes I hate u with my whole heart and soul
if you could snap your fingers and be fluent in any language, which one would you choose and why?
It's a bit of a cop out, but Spanish! My mom speaks Spanish and tried to teach me when I was younger, but I was a little shit and refused.
lowkey missing all my pookies rn 😔 (I saw them today)
I got better!
I feel like everyone should appreciate that I could be so much worse
how to get a girlfriend no glue no borax
I toe the line between the most extroverted person you've ever met and a cave dwelling rat with extreme grace and precision
I got worse
I feel like everyone should appreciate that I could be so much worse
There is far too much will they won't they tension between me and going to therapy
I think about flowers growing in the pavement a lot, I'm so engrossed in their ability to create beauty in the grey landscape they were born into
I am both so loved and so lonely, not sure how I feel about that
I need someone to both match my freak AND my deep desire for tooth rotting love
the two most in love people you will ever meet are best friends first and everything else second. i will die on that hill
what is your favorite type of flower?
I've always loved rhododendrons! They grow a lot around where I live, and I would draw them a lot when I was younger
I can feel my interest in a fandom leaving, I'm bout to be fandomless again :(
Seeing a Cybertruck in the wild inflicts you with a debuff called “urge to do some property damage”
I say shit like "If my memory serves me" knowing damn well it serves the dark lord