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AO3 filtering system my beloved

STOP FEEDING ME AI SLOP, I WANT HUMAN GENERATED BULLSHIT

I think every lesbian who says she wouldn't date a bi woman is functionally on the same wavelength as men who say they would only marry a virgin

Sometimes I feel like a wife in the 1940s waiting for my husband to come back from War while I wait for my moots to interact with my posts

Like yeah I'm a freak, but I'm a freak who wants to be loved for the small things about her

Random revelation that I just had, the way I desire love is kind of odd, obviously people want different things in life, but something just clicked for me (because of a goddamn ao3 fic mind you). I want someone who will meet me in the middle of knowing the small things about me, and love me for them. I want someone who knows my favorite texture, and my favorite food, I want someone to know how I like my eggs, and have an analysis on my day to day behavior that originated from observational love, I want someone to want to be ingrained into my life just as I am in theirs. Sometimes I worry that I'm weird for wanting someone I feel comfortable enough to do certain things with, as if maybe I only want them for nefarious purposes (hey look, a vocab word), but I know, I truly just want someone to love me romantically for the small things about me, not just what I can provide.

I think people's ideas of romance are so ingrained with sexual desires that it's hard for me to get people to understand that I also want someone who wants me for me, not just for fun.

@mrcarmenile the viscosity

Literally love getting to be a freak with my friends (not like that!), oh you have something incredibly off-putting to say? I would love to hear it! Weird ass conversation about something NSFW, I'm kicking my feet and giggling.

Random revelation that I just had, the way I desire love is kind of odd, obviously people want different things in life, but something just clicked for me (because of a goddamn ao3 fic mind you). I want someone who will meet me in the middle of knowing the small things about me, and love me for them. I want someone who knows my favorite texture, and my favorite food, I want someone to know how I like my eggs, and have an analysis on my day to day behavior that originated from observational love, I want someone to want to be ingrained into my life just as I am in theirs. Sometimes I worry that I'm weird for wanting someone I feel comfortable enough to do certain things with, as if maybe I only want them for nefarious purposes (hey look, a vocab word), but I know, I truly just want someone to love me romantically for the small things about me, not just what I can provide.

I think people's ideas of romance are so ingrained with sexual desires that it's hard for me to get people to understand that I also want someone who wants me for me, not just for fun.

Love getting zero notes, I get to look back on all the shit I've said knowing no one else has seen it, like a little personal journal. Tumblr is self care ❤️

So like, this is kinda stupid, and if you know me in real life, no you don't, buttttt.... I have something to complain about. So, someone told me today that I looked like a "masc lesbian", now I am a lesbian, but I love femininity, and over the past few days it seems like more and more people have told me I have this kind of masculine quality about me, and I, Fucking , HATE IT. I want to be feminine, I try to be feminine, I loveeee feeling pretty, and my question is, do people see me as masculine???? I try to wear pretty clothes when I feel up to it, and I do my makeup and I have long, big hair, what the fuck about me is masculine??? This is not hate for my lovely masc lesbians, y'all are fun as hell and I'm glad you're comfortable in your own skin, but God I hate being perceived as masc, it makes this weird feeling settle in my chest. Is it the fact that I can put my emotions on hold when necessary?? Is it my affinity for leadership??? Is it because I'm a STEM kid??? You can be feminine doing all these things, but people keep telling me I seem masc. Part of me wonders if it is because I have a more masculine build because I do sports, but like, my waist curves like a woman, my back problems are a result of my chest, I have a fuck tone of muscle and fat on my thighs, I cannot for the life of me see myself as masculine, but so many people have told me this.

IDK how to finish this off, but, if u see this pls give me ur opinion on this topic if u feel like it.

Ur too freaking good at art ❤️❤️❤️

new pfp just dropped 🔥🔥🔥

I have a genuine question, where, the fuck, are all the lesbians who are actually looking to date. I may be pretty focused on school, but I am by default an extrovert. And I am rather baffled by the distinct lack of romantically driven lesbians.

I need a girlfriend to re-watch she-ra with :((

Pirating websites my goat

I have ranting to do!!!

I am so so so tired of fandoms mostly ignoring all the F/F ships, I myself love some M/M, and if it's truly well written I will even read some F/M, but why, in the ever loving fuck, do we ignore the sapphics????

I was reading ao3 (as one does) and I was trying to find an F/F fic for a fandom that has over 500 THOUSAND FUCKING FICS, and all the sapphics ones were either very short, poorly written, or were shoved into the background. There were only about 35 fics longer than 2,500 worlds that were solely focused on sapphics.

I genuinely can't wrap my head around why we neglect sapphic stories so much. There are so many interesting and heartfelt pairs of women that almost no one does justice to, and I don't know why. Obviously there will always be more M/M representation because we live in a patriarchal society, so the characters are wayyyy more likely to be fleshed out. But why oh why can we as a community write good sapphic material with out over sexualization or shoving them into the background and then quietly killing them off screen?????

I just want to be able to filter for F/F and not go from 1,000 fics to like 20, I want to be able to be picky, but I literally can't.

IDK what else to say, I'm just a little sad and disappointed, if anyone has any sapphic fic recs of fandoms that focus on sapphics without killing them in the end, I am all ears.

The fact that people don't think friendship is enough to justify characters doing insane acts of love for each other baffles me. Like have you never loved your friend so so much you want to live in their ribcage. Have you never been really weird about a friend. Have you never wanted to bite your friends parents or shove them down a staircase. Have you never wanted to be buried in the same grave as a friend. Have u never. How do u people live like this.

I think we should criminalize me having acne

One of the greatest pleasures known to man is getting to ignore emails

“Why are you scared of dating” I’m not scared of dating, I just haven’t found anyone’s company to be more enjoyable than my own. And also I don’t care

We as a society need to bring back magic and whimsy

you get to fuck one (1) woman you want. any woman. who are you choosing

Trick question, I'm the woman getting fucked (the evil lady from incredibles 2, she was so fine!!!)

rock climbing the love of my life

Some crazy work from my Spotify daylist

born to be fucked by a hot woman, forced to be fucked by exam season :(

I litteraly got a B+, life is good

Every time I bomb a math test I consider suicide

Someone needs to invite someone who wants me just as much as I want them

Every time I bomb a math test I consider suicide

I can't tell if I want a girlfriend because I'm yearning for deep human connection,or I'm just bored

I mean I think it's the first but at this point who knows

not to sound like a whore, but can we go to an aquarium date?

Real!!!!

I like ppl who are direct bc I don’t get it otherwise. Tell me you think I’m pretty, tell me you want me to be your girlfriend, tell me you want me.

Shout out to that one moot who will always like my posts no matter what (luv ya @mrcarmenile )