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If words aren't your cuppa tea because I either type too fast and/or you read too slow, whatever works or doesn't 🤷🏽♀️
maybe these songs will put you in my right (and only right right now) headphone #typo headphones* but #headphonesisfunnyenough #for me to leave it in there for now #to see if it'll be a #callback #joke #iykyk #fatesphreaks #vampirefreaks #wasmyspace
or at least see why they sound like i upgraded from mono to surround
Because these songs speak to me in a way words never can. And some words deserve not to be spoken #enjoy the silence #wordscanbeviolent
and sometimes I'll explain exactly how i relate, and sometimes I'll be the one the construction guys across the street in Toronto (because everything's under construction here, including me) are laughing at.
Because they finally SEE me dancing like no one's watching. But I see them watching while I'm dancing. #whostherealwinner #itme #winwin #winsumdimsum
That is all this series will be when it starts. For now enjoy what I'm vibing with as I'm liking this.
Soon I will host a live Twitch stream since I know we always wish we could hang with each other, but x, a, b, pik ur poision, and variable, we can do it all! At least now you can hop on when I'm there, because I'm only turning my camera on when I welcome company and/or feel like I have something stupid/funny/smart/intelligent to say. Whatever you have to believe to make YOU feel safe. I'm finally building my own encampments in MY NEIGHBOURHOOD #fuck #nimbyism
Because I know where my parents came from, and I know which way the world is going, but only I know how I'm getting from A --> B. No matter if the world or my own daring kills me (survivor of 3 car crashes and eternal depression/anxiety/suicidal ideations/thoughts) me first.
At least when they audit me - my receipts will FINALLY fucking explain:
who i am
where i came from
where i wanted to go
where i ended up
who walked with me in [x] = ERA (mine tho)
picked up my language on DuoLingo when they have time/bandwidth
what I was consuming:
whether it be food:
love
anger
fear
heartbreak
hope
the lack thereof
when i had times of happiness
or not
when I was a good person
and #viceversace
I can keep writing like I'm running out my time
because I almost smashed my own hourglass
thankgod i didnt
bitch loves to bedazzle
because iyrk
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thx for sticking by
ur a warrior if you didn't know
You may see this like this because like my thoughts come in all shapes and sizes, so do all my soulmates.
#capitalizing #consciously #onmy #love #friends #art #goals #dreams #laughs #tears #etc.
I'm sorry I found abundance in myself and am carte blanching on my personally curated art gallery/cafe/print shop/safe space/community acupuncture clinic/hair+makeup+nail+curly+straight+gay+brown+white
Not everyone understood Basquiat's/Jimi/A.R. Rahman/[x] 's madness or genius when they were alive.
And then we spend the rest of their life admiring their lifeless work in a institution where they stole all of our best people and treasures. And we're supposed to say thank you and admit to you that we don't know what YOU think that art means. Because we finally figured out what our oppressors asked our ancestors.
and the rote memorization they made us perform #without #fucking #consent on top of performing as slaves in some for for every single one of them
Welp. I rage quit so. If YOU want. Keep looking at me looking at me.
But I'm the captain of my ship now, and u best get out the way #withrespect #leadingwithlove #andcurbstomps #press b for bawss-ome #iykyk #gow #xbox #gamer #gorl