Your recovery is not erased because you had a setback. You are not starting over at 0. You already learned a lot. Keep going.
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When your depression hits you out of nowhere
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LOOK, IF YOU DON'T NEED TO WORK, OR PRODUCE OR CREATE ANYTHING TODAY - IF IT'S NOT ESSENTIAL FOR YOUR LIVELIHOOD OR WHATEVER...
TAKE THE FUCKING BREAK!!! OR EVEN JUST TAKE AN HOUR TO DO ABSOLUTELY FUCK ALL!!! IT IS OK NOT TO BE PRODUCTIVE ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!!
For anyone who might need this:
No, the simple task you're debating with your body to do is not a test of fate, or the gods. It will not prove your dedication, it will not set you on the wrong math if you don't do it.
It's you, alone, against the world. One good action at a time.
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It feels so bad when you realize you're being deprived, right? Deprived of your own space, of your own privacy, of your own decisions, of your own life. It feels so bad and you don't deserve it. You never did. I hope you can stand up for yourself and stand your ground or at least be aware that you deserve a totally different type of treatment. And that you know you will be able to experience that very soon in your life.
It's the insecurities about ourselves that make us look for confirmation of our own worth, lovability and general validation on the outside, in others. It's cause we probably never felt appreciated or validated as a person or human being, but we had to prove our worth somehow (maybe through good grades or behaviours).
But we need to take control of this and start realizing that we can validate ourselves. That we are humans and therefore worthy of love and appreciation despite anything else our mind and upbringing or any other issue that may have arised, want us to believe.
It's all inside of us since the first day we were born. We have nothing to prove to anyone. We don't have to reach any specific or particular goal in order to be deserving of love. We're already deserving. It's our natal right.