The Urge To Fall Back Into All Of My Bad Habits Because I Am Too Tired And They Feel Familiar.

I don’t think there is a worse feeling than realising no one is listening to your story

It's the insecurities about ourselves that make us look for confirmation of our own worth, lovability and general validation on the outside, in others. It's cause we probably never felt appreciated or validated as a person or human being, but we had to prove our worth somehow (maybe through good grades or behaviours).

But we need to take control of this and start realizing that we can validate ourselves. That we are humans and therefore worthy of love and appreciation despite anything else our mind and upbringing or any other issue that may have arised, want us to believe.

It's all inside of us since the first day we were born. We have nothing to prove to anyone. We don't have to reach any specific or particular goal in order to be deserving of love. We're already deserving. It's our natal right.

Ever feel like you’re the one asking everyone else how they are while inside dying for someone to ask you the very same thing?

fuck i completely forgot i need to curl up on my couch and scroll my phone for six hours. can we reschedule

Friends who

Don’t ignore you……damn i wonder what that feels like

subtitles should be on automatically. people who don’t want them should have to turn them off

Your recovery is not erased because you had a setback. You are not starting over at 0. You already learned a lot. Keep going.

the peace of coming to terms with being everyone's second choice is quite disturbing, actually.

I’m really ready to just throw in the towel. I have no fight left in me. I can’t take the pain anymore. I can’t take the sorrow and sadness anymore. I can’t take life anymore. Everyone says it gets better, but it keeps getting worse, and theoretically speaking-shouldn’t it be possible that it truly doesn’t get better for everyone?