fiddtober day 11. turns out having ocd isn’t great
Hello hello, not to just appear randomly but I AM very interested in your interpretation of ABW Emma May 👀 if you want… to ramble…
screams. /pos
ok so basically im gonna explain the og timeline first so that i can like. define where the paths diverged into abw. emma may and fidds met when they were younger (about 1960 or so?). they were really good friends and all. fidds transitioned(1968), theyre still good cause em is supportive and all that. so now because its a boy and a girl people were like “relationship when?” and because fidds liked guys and em just. wasnt that interested in marriage in general. they were like “okay then. we can pretend we’re dating. thats fine.” so they did because they thought it would be the most simple way out of it. and then they runaway to college together (1972). fidds meets stanford, em probably kisses a few girls, idk. and then after college they got married (1977). now fidds actually wanted to have a kid. even outside of the whole religious and general societal pressures. and em was fine with that. this won’t make things complicated at all whatsoever. so they have tate. everything is going perfectly fine.
and then that phone call happened (1980)
so fidds leaves. em is now in california with tate. fidds says he’ll be back soon. and about 2 years later is when it diverges. in the og timeline, fidds just doesnt come back. he gives a phone call, but its all cryptic and like. horrifying. so they divorce. the problem was less that he was out with stanford. that wasnt the issue. it was that he just left her behind entirely to deal with a kid that he wanted in the first place. so then they divorce. mostly to keep tate safe. even though that backfires completely and he leaves to go after fidds anyways (2002) which is an entirely different can of worms that i will also yap about if anyone wants me to.. HOWEVER. in abw, fidds calls em after the portal is called off. he has clearer communication and basically says “hey we called off the project because it was super dangerous. but i wanna stay in gravity falls with stanford and we’re gonna do really big things and have a bunch of money” so they work out a situation. em and tate move to oregon, theyre still married. they stay best friends. tate has both parents (including an extra dad lmao) and everyone is happy for the most part. em is actually pretty interested in the work that fidds and stanford do, so she visits sometimes to just watch what goes on and listen to fidds ramble on about it for a while, which is what was depicted in the fiddtober drawing. tldr; abw em doesnt divorce fidds. moves to oregon. supports him and stanford. everyone happy.
fiddtober day 10. this is like a whole thing with emma-may in my interpretation of better world and their marriage in general but who cares
(if you do infact care then tell me i will gladly yap about it.)
fiddtober day 9. i imagine that thing gets pretty itchy sometimes
i drew this instead of sleeping and i have no regrets.
(backle design by @slightlyartist)
sigh. i’m returning back to my roots. rebrand.
fiddtober day 8. decided to pull from the fun list again and animated it for no reason.
fiddtober day 7. i dont really have any comments for this one. the anatomy isn’t great but that’s ok
fiddtober day 6. wanted to make this as dramatic as possible but i’m also very tired today so.
fiddtober day 5. sorry i slipped and accidentally made angst. it will happen again.
fiddtober day 4. this one took longer than i expected
fiddtober day three. this one was a lot of experimenting but i really liked how it came out tbh
fiddtober day 2. (i swear i tried to make it wholesome it just don’t work out idk what to tell you man.)
fiddtober day one let’s go. (pulled from the fun list but for the rest i’ll probably do the canon list)
ive never done one of these before but i have been meaning to draw fidds more often so. heres to hoping i dont burnout immediately.
Fiddtober prompt list!!!
I made two versions choose whichever you like or mix them together
Pairings are welcomed too!!! Do whatever you want!!!!
————————————————
Less eye straining version
thank you. so much.
for some reason ive been thinking about stan with DID recently. his alters would basically be based on all of his fake identities throughout the years (andrew "8 ball" alcatraz, steve pineington, hal forrester, etc.) and then maybe mullet stan. i dont know enough about DID to really go into it yet but i imagine in dreamscaperers when everyone enters stan's mind they all just see a bunch of different stans telling bill off and telling him to get the fuck out of their headspace. again idk enough about DID to go into detail. but i will probably do extensive research on it because of this idea i randomly had.
for some reason ive been thinking about stan with DID recently. his alters would basically be based on all of his fake identities throughout the years (andrew "8 ball" alcatraz, steve pineington, hal forrester, etc.) and then maybe mullet stan. i dont know enough about DID to really go into it yet but i imagine in dreamscaperers when everyone enters stan's mind they all just see a bunch of different stans telling bill off and telling him to get the fuck out of their headspace. again idk enough about DID to go into detail. but i will probably do extensive research on it because of this idea i randomly had.
for some reason ive been thinking about stan with DID recently. his alters would basically be based on all of his fake identities throughout the years (andrew "8 ball" alcatraz, steve pineington, hal forrester, etc.) and then maybe mullet stan. i dont know enough about DID to really go into it yet but i imagine in dreamscaperers when everyone enters stan's mind they all just see a bunch of different stans telling bill off and telling him to get the fuck out of their headspace. again idk enough about DID to go into detail. but i will probably do extensive research on it because of this idea i randomly had.
me:oouuuughh i wanna read lost legends so bad. i have to. its literally on our bookshelf i need to- also me:NO. ITS STILL LIGHT OUT. me:WHY DO WE HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL ITS DARK OUT TO READ. THAT MAKES NO SENSE. also me:I DONT KNOW BUT YOURE WAITING ANOTHER TWO HOURS WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT. me:BUT SHANKLIN- also me:SHANKLIN CAN WAIT UNTIL ITS DARK. HES NOCTURNAL ANYWAYS STUPID.
me:shut up.
cool i’m just gonna put this here.
duuude i just realized. soos being adopted by stan + fiddauthor means that soos and tate would be cousins. i think thats cool and makes sense. like imagine soos being at the tackle shop fixing a lightbulb or something yapping about some random bullshit and tate's just sitting there running the shop listening and occasionally nodding. that just makes sense. they would definitely have that older/younger cousin dynamic. they even have the same outfits even though theyre just employee uniforms but shhh let me dream
running this blog is going to give me so much psychic damage with the intentional spelling errors isnt it.
i Finally hooked up my little laptop Project onto the interwebs so i reckon i coudl put all my htoughts adn feelins out there for, someone. i aint the best at typin clearly though, i reckon i ought to get me osme better googglrs than these big ol greenones hi someone
CHAT I THINK I CONVERTED MY DAD TO FIDDAUTHOR LMAO
me looking at the tad strange tag because i wanna see stuff of him with the woodpecker guy and all i see is some random ass blue square (i had no idea about the tad strange incident of 2015): . what the hell happened here.
i already posted for fiddleford friday but im thinking so hard right now im thinking about ford and dipper parallels. then it hits me. dude. fiddleford warned ford about the portal, and what did ford do? ignore him. and what happened? it almost caused the end of the world like he said it would. fiddleford warned dipper about the portal at the end of the northwest mansion mystery. what did dipper do? ignore him. what happened? the end of the world almost happened like he said it would. oh. my god. will someone just hear this man out for two god damn seconds. miscommunication must run in the pines family or something because what the fuck. and fiddleford probably didnt even remember the original portal situation yet at this point. imagine the weird feeling of deja vu he probably felt right then. but he couldnt really place where it was from. and like it was SO similar. both times he was warning the "smarter" person about the portal, and more specifically bill, and they both flat out ignored him despite how obvious the dangers really were. it kind of makes me wonder how NWHS would've turned out if someone actually fucking listened to fidds for once. maybe then stan wouldve had time to explain everything. maybe then fidds would have some amount of credibility. for being right. and its not like dipper ever apologizes to him for not listening?? at least not from what i remember lmao. fidds gets fucked over so badly at every turn. like what the fuck alex. what did the smart little hillbilly ever do to you.
for once i actually drew him on friday. i drew him so much on friday.
i will throw myself into a lake if i bite my tongue one more time i swear to god
guys i think bill possessed me i passed out and when i woke up this was drawn on my screen /j
steal his look!!
chat should i draw stan in that lingerie. do i. should i. can i.
steal his look!!
are u a billford shipper
ok im going to answer this in as simple terms as i can i accept the fact that they are were in a canonical ABUSIVE relationship. however i feel that by saying i "ship" them, it implies that i find them a good pair. i do not. calling billford "toxic yaoi" feels like its romanticizing the abuse, especially since i myself am someone who has gone through similar things as ford with someone who did similar things as bill. it makes me feel icky. i find closure in the fact that ford was able to move on, because that means i can too. but with people shipping ford and bill it just. it pains me. so much. because i know what it feels like to be on fords side of things and its not a cutesy dynamic between the two of them. ford is a victim and bill is his abuser. if you ship it i wont go out of my way to hate you i just. eugh.
tldr: yeah its probably canon. but its still abusive and icky and feels kinda invalidating towards my own experiences.