HOW THE FUCK DID I JUST WAKE UP TO 99+ NOTIFICATINOS WHERE DID YOU MFS COME FROM?????
NO. NO NO NO NO NO SHUT THE FUCK UP RIGHT NOW. YOU GET THIS WHEN YOU INPUT "SORRY"???? FUCK YOU. ACTUALLY FUCK YOU. AND ON FIDDLEFORD FRIDAY?? AAAAAAAAAAHIOUGASHPIUHGPA
so i was reading the dipper and mabels guide to mystery and nonstop fun when i came across this. and i was like. huh. where have i seen this before. and then it hit me
your honor, i rest my case.
HAHA I GOT A FUCKING "AM I GAY TEST" AD UNDERNEATH THIS ๐
i dont need the test i already know the answer by looking at this /j
this is gonna be one of those things where i look at it tomorrow and decide it needs a lot of fixing but for now I present to you but a humble stan
https://tapas.io/episode/3254726
i sunburnt my face today because i forgot to put sunscreen on my face time to project my pain onto dipper.
"ooohhh fiddauthor so sad so cute theyre so yaoi" you are all overlooking a very very important detail here. FIDDLEFORD HAD AND WORE FULL ASS COWBOY BOOTS IN COLLEGE.
guys im so sorry for posting angst on fiddleford friday but like... i have to talk about this can you imagine how stressful weirdmageddon was for him?? like dude. it would be like 15x as bad as during the construction of the portal. the entire town was counting on him to build this robot. not only does that include ford but probably most importantly tate. if he failed then his best friend and his kid would be trapped in stone forever, or destroyed, or whatever bill was going to do to them. and he wouldnt even get the chance to say goodbye or make up for his previous mistakes. if he was quintuple checking his equations for the portal, then imagine how many times he checked his equations when building the shack-a-tron. its also a really horrible loop because working on the thing made him stressed out about messing up, but building is also kind of his coping mechanism, so he builds to cope while stressing himself out even more. dude. give this man a hug. he should get a hug.
dude ive never even watched rick and morty but like. i look at rick. this complete mess. an alcoholic. apparently a kinda shitty dad i think idk again i never watched it. and i go "yeah. stan would probably hit that."
just had my first therapy appointment. feeling good. (this bitch talked about fiddleford hadron mcgucket for 75% of the session)
how do i manage to post fiddleford on every day except for friday? i dont know.
its kind of ironic that everytime i take my adhd pills i shake them because they sound like tiny maracas when the actual medicine moves around inside the pill.
i physically could not sleep last night because of how much I was thinking about fiddleford so i decided to draw this instead of sleeping i have no idea what the storyline for this is it was like 2 am when i drew it but. its based on that one page in book of bill of fiddlefords mindscape? and originally i was just going to have him having a mental breakdown or whatever but then i was like hey it would be cool if i added like. ciphord in there. but with post canon fiddleford it doesnt make a lot of sense so. maybe its post canon fiddleford having a nightmare about the past with ciphord? maybe its him being stuck in the past? i dont know. i think the colors turned out cool though so. maybe it was worth losing an entire nights sleep over.
just binged all of book of bill and i. love it so much. what.
im going to stare at this book for the next month i think.
me scrolling so cautiously and slowly because people are starting to get their books and i will be damned if i get spoiled before i get the thing in like. idk an hour or something thankfully people have been pretty good at tagging spoilers so. just scroll past.
you guys know i had to draw this
(also i used @stephreynaart 's gus design as a reference.. pretty cool..)
for whatever reason when i read this i pictured tbob just barking at gus like a dog
gonna see if i can drop into a barnes and noble with my dad today and search for him more specifically his book actually. then i can summon him or whatever
for whatever reason when i read this i pictured tbob just barking at gus like a dog
tbh i remember one time i was walking around a nearby town with my mother and my aunt and i saw an old man on the street wearing a pretty blue dress and loudly singing some song i didnt recognize. i am deeply considering drawing mcgucket with said dress because. i keep thinking about how pretty that crazy old man was. and i feel like its just the right thing to do.
GOD DAMNIT I WAS WATCHING GRAVITY FALLS WITH MY AUNT (WHO HAS NOT WATCHED GRAVITY FALLS) AND I ACCIDENTALLY CALLED STAN STANLEY I TOLD MYSELF NOT TO FUCKING DO THAT
ok i just had a thought remember how in the journal (that i now have by the way im so excited and happy to have it oh my GO) ford said he had a picture of nikola tesla yeah what if he had that during his sea grunk era stan: [looking at a picture of the twins] man i cant wait for summer to see them again. what great kids. i wonder what they're doing right no- ford: [looking at a picture of nikola tesla, a few feet away from stan] siigh. tesla. such a great man. i could only dream of being as smart as him. i swear ill catch that anomaly for you tesla. i shall avenge your memory stan: shut the fuck up ford nobody cares
GUYS. GUYS. GUYS. THE NEW BOOK OF BILL VIDEO PLAYS A FUCKING JACK STAUBER OPAL SONG IM SOBBING SCREAMING this means nothing i just really really like jack stauber
his hair didn't start to grow back until after he got his memories back i think? that's why all the episodes before had him bald but then after blind eye he was shown with hair when his hat was off. i think idk i might be wrong thats just how i interpreted it. bc that episode is after blind eye.
really?? oh wow. i didnt realize his hat ever came off after SotBE. thats my bad lmao.
HAHAHA I MEANT I WOULD DRAW THEM TOGETHER. IM NOT GOING TO DRAW THEM FUCKING I SWEAR
you think they were banging on the down low though
i think a lot of people draw him with hair because he has hair
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(anons image) wait what when was this what episode huh?? they show multiple times that the man has no hair. in the memories he says he puts a hat on because he was losing his hair. this stage of some hair still being left is like. only shown in the memories during SotBE. I'm talking post canon.
does it look like this creature has hair. he has charlie brown sydrome he has like 4 tiny hairs on the top of his head. listen you can draw him with hair just dont try to tell me its canon (but also correct me if im wrong because im a dumbass sometimes)
you think they were banging on the down low though
me (right side of my brain): i dont like how people draw post canon fiddleford with hair. adding hair to bald characters just doesnt feel right to me especially with someone like fiddleford who had his hair ripped out due to stress, and it was sorta part of his character. why change his character design like that. literally just me again (left side of my brain): actually it kind of makes sense. fiddleford growing his hair back out could show growth on how hes getting better, and doesnt pull out his hair or is so stressed to the point it falls out. if anything it adds even more to his character development. me again (right side of my brain): well fuck you i dont like it literally just me again (left side of my brain): well fuck you too
friday was yesterday why am i only now thinking of drawing fiddleford..
ok i love the angst that comes from fiddleford's whole society of the blind eye arc and all but like. i cant help but giggle imagining this little southern twink boy whos heartbroken over his little scientist boyfriend going "it is unseen" with that goofy accent
(hey uh. tw for like. eyestrain and stuff? these colors are pretty bright man. and also maybe like psychological torture and stuff.)
anyways. just dr NTL and bill "bonding" dont you just love getting revenge on your muse because they psychologically manipulated and tortured you so you psychologically manipulate and torture them
whenever i'm picturing like. a scene in my head with a character i always try to picture their actual voice actors voices because then it feels like i can. idk feel whether its in character or not?? idk how to explain it but when i think of fiddauthor (which i do often). i actually cannot picture it because wholesome gay people comfort and j.k. simmons' voice just do not go together. i need to like train my brain in order to really get his character and his voice in my head