I Am Haunted By The Character Of Nakahara Chuuya. Knowing There Was A Life Before Becoming A Monster

Beautifullllllll art piece I commissioned from @bysarahada of my fave boys. I couldn’t be happier about it I love it so much and am so so stoked and over the moon. Thank you thank you!!!

Letting go of this old thing for good…

this fandom doesn't get dabi tbh. Like outside of the aesthetic, if given half the chance, he would have become a workaholic to rival his dad. Like he'd complain about it more than Enji tho, but he'd still be out there working his ass off.

Dabi inspired by the song Indigo

interview with the vampire 2.05 / red dragon (2002) screenplay

im sorry, remind me HOW people find niragi attractive?? i mean, were talking about the same niragi, right?? THE RAPIST???????????????

[ BSD STORM BRINGER ]

"Such nice things like a heart don't suit me."

Lev St. Valentine

rip dabert you would’ve loved Charli XCX

i have so many thoughts on why it seems like kevin's experience after leaving the nest was different. my main thought being that we just don't get to see it. neil joins the foxes months after kevin does and in the beginning he only interacts with kevin during practice, so that explains part of it.

in son nefes we only see kevin as he relates to exy or andrew (lmao). but also kevin spent his first month or so with wymack, so whatever might have been there we simply don't get to see. the extra content says that he only took his coat and wallet when he left the nest, and that in his first few months he struggled with missing his team, his inability to play, and with doubting his decision to leave.

kevin also spent longer than jean in the nest, timeline-wise it seems to have been closer to a decade, and if 5 years was enough to make jean forget the previous 14... sure, kevin was afforded slightly more decencies than jean - he had a car (who knows how often he got to use it), he had to travel for press reasons, and he had more clothes i guess. but taking it all into account we have no reason to assume it was easy for him.

but we just don't see a lot of kevin's struggles period. we don't see his thoughts we don't see all the ways in which his trauma manifests we don't see what other coping mechanisms he has besides drinking. the night training could partially be that but again. we don't know.