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-"Gardening with the Son I Will Never Have", Ocean Vuong, Burnings

In all the colours I expected love to be, it was not what I got . I thought love will be the dawn colours. The warmness of orange that at the end of the day being with your lover will ease the scars , the calmness of blue that doesn't matter how complicated the situation is we will get over it , the assurance of lavender that it will all heal, the sweetness of pink that no matter what love will make everything right and even the yellow that doesn't matter what at the end love will win, but for me love was the colour of silver. Too shinny and perfect from afar but from close it was the colour no one will choose. The colour of coldness, the colour which will left you numb. The colour which will leave you in the state of being non-committal.

“She turned to me and said, “hold me”. So I dropped the world I had been holding and picked her up with both hands.”

-Zachary K Douglas

Fck feelings, I love being dead

It was June, and the world smelled of roses. The sunshine was like powdered gold over the grassy hillside.

-Maud Hart Lovelace, Betsy-Tacy and Tib

WRITE IT ANYWAY!!! EVEN IF YOU DONT THINK YOURE GOOD ENOUGH!!! WRITE!!! IT!!!! ANYWAY!!!!!!!

“Brown eyes that loved without a trace of fear,”

— Jean Toomer, from Cane: Poems; “November Cotton Flower,” wr. c. 1923 (via violentwavesofemotion)

Are you serious, nanowrimo?

"You're"?? 🤨

Bad news for me:

I'm out of work.

Good news for y'all:

I'm out of work!

Since I have a lot more time on my hands now until I can find another way to make money, perhaps even find a way to follow my dream of monetizing my writing, I can get back to publishing storys on here.

While I haven't been updating on here it's not because I stopped writing but mostly because I had redirected what little creative flow I had (after the trainwreck that was season 2) into writing scripts for my own version of House of the Dragon / Fire and Blood shows.

I currently do not plan to release those, at least not until S3 is out, but I have regained more motivation for writing so I'm back starting today.

I'll be releasing my teased one-shot "Broken Bonds | Maelor x f!highborn!reader x Aemond x Aegon" that I had teased A LONG time ago here tomorrow.

Don't hate me for the long wait please. Its just the first (and so far only) type of story that I have written like that. The latter half of it hits a sore spot in me and I struggle to continue writing and editing when I'm crying lol. That's why I usually just write horny storys or some drama.

But this story is one that I do want to share with others so I am now pushing myselt to stop re-editing it time and time again in an attempt to get it "perfect" and just post it. It will be the first thing to go online after I've finished editing and will be followed either by new Chapters of Mother's Madness or a new story called Redemotion (Maegor x f!noble!reader).

See you soon. Love y'all <3

"To you, I'm just a man,

To me, you're all I am,

Where the hell am I supposed to go?"

Something in the Orange (Z&Es Version) - Zach Bryan

I would probably need this at some point.

how to generate creative ideas:

(i need to get this out of my brain)

Make moodboards, playlists, keep a list of people who inspire you. Before starting a project think about the general vibe you want it to embody. Ask questions like “What would this concept sound like if it was a song?” ,“What would this concept be like if it was a person?”. Create a shirt that looks like a building you like, literally anything can be combined.

Take unrelated things or concepts and mix them together. Let’s take Addams Family as an example. “What if it was a story about a typical suburban family…but GOTH!”. It basically flips everything upside down. Or “What outfit would someone wear, who’s personality is the mix of the vibes of these two songs?” Random word generators are amazing for this if you don’t know where to start from.

Try making something truly BAD and then add a twist to it. It’s a great way for your brain to let go of expectations and then think outside of the box. But you can also use this to find out what you do not wanna do under any circumstances.

Think without worrying about the limits of what you can do and when it’s time for excecution, find a way around what’s impossible. It births more creativity and adds uniqueness.

Consider what your idea is NOT before considering what it is. Limits are the best way to avoid getting overwhelmed and giving up. Don’t ALWAYS do this though (unless you wanna…), it’s just something to try out when you feel like you’re seeing too many possibilities to the point that they’re contradicting each other. Unless your goal is to make something full of contradictions, you’re a Free Man, do whatever you want.

Keep a list of random ideas you have throughout the day in your notes app or something and then at some point actually review them. Keep what you think is worth exploring and then act on it.

Find out how something works very throughoutly so you know which aspect can be changed to create something new.

Take a concept and break it down into smaller concepts, ideas, questions, key elements and then also break those ideas down etc. This will naturally lead to associations, unique ideas you wouldn’t think of without doing this. I found that this is a great way of coming up with metaphors.

This one is similar to the last two: take a piece of art you really love and try to find out the thought process behind. What’s the story, where did the artist get inspiration from, how did they incorporate those ideas in their work. How did an artist combine their personal interests and knowledge into one big thing. For example: Tolkien was an erudite linguist, so much so that he created entire functional languages in his work, such as Elvish in Lord of the Rings. Hirohiko Araki loves 80’s music so much he named characters in Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure after music references. This is why no knowledge is useless knowledge.

Think about the times you’ve been the most creative before. What were the specific circumstances? For me my best ideas always come when I have a strict deadline for something unrelated, like school (which I’m way too willing to sacrifice), or when I’m doing something mindless like walking and listening to music, or playing a game that requires no thinking. Most of the time after 10p.m. This doesn’t mean I can’t “force” myself to be creative (tips above), it just means these are the times ideas come most naturally. For some people this might be being out in nature or experiencing high emotions, maybe having their life on the line idk, to each their own.

You can’t just create. You also need to consume. The more information you absorb, the more possibilities you have with your ideas. So if you’re not feeling that creative, that’s fine, it’s the perfect opportunity to learn something new.

If you don’t already do these things and you’re looking to get more creative my advice is to ACTUALLY TRY THESE OUT. You’ll best understand them in action.

PLAY DATE ✨- Shoyo Hinata ($MUT)

Summary- While your brother is playing with hinata's sister things get a little heated between you two

Warning ⚠️-18+, SMUT, oral (m), language, Overstimulation kink, silent play, (NOT PROOFREAD DON'T COME AT MY NECK FOR THIS)

Paring- Shoyo Hinata x f!reader

You were sitting on the couch with Hinata watching TV while your brother and Natsu we're playing in the play room. You leaned over the couch to grab a blanket it was kinda chilly down stairs, so you wrapped it around yourself. "You want some?" You whispered to Hinata. Gesturing to the blanket around you, he tore his eyes away from the TV and looked at the blanket, "No I'm good thank you" he mumbled "Are you sure?" you asked again. Right then his body betrayed him and shivered "I guess that's a yes" you laughed. Scooching in closer to him, you gave him some of the blanket.

A couple of minutes into the show he yawned and wrapped his arm around your shoulder. "That's the oldest trick in the book." you said looking over at him, his cheeks heated up a rosey pink. You always had a crush on the short copper topped volleyball player. You leaned into his body and places your hand on his inner thigh.

His breath hitched, you slowly moved your hand higher, your fingers slightly grazed the growing bulge in his shorts "I don't think we should be doing this right now" he said breathlessly "Why?" you said your words laced with lust. "Because our siblings are in the other room" he said "well I guess we're just going to have to be quiet" you said while smirking at the red head.

You sat on your knees and pushed his body down on the couch and slowly untied his shorts pulling them down with his boxers, his erection slapping his lower stomach. He moaned slightly "Shh" you hushed him. Pulling his shorts all the way off his legs and throwing them on the floor, leaning down and taking his tip in your mouth.

You taste his salty precum taking the rest of him in your mouth bobbing your head slightly faster. His moans getting higher and louder the faster you went, you slipped him out of your mouth and his breath was ragged. "Why would you do that?" he whispered frowning down at you. "You were getting a little bit to loud, gotta be quiet remember" you said with a smile on your face.

Leaning back down to take him in your mouth again, you swirled you tongue around his tip and sucked. His breath stated getting ragged again you knew he was close to cumming so u slowed down. He whimpered out of frustration. You were toying with him and he knew it. You looked down at his cock (never liked that word but whatever 🙄) and saw his tip bright pink.

So you kissed it and sat up. He looked at you with a confused expression on his face, you bent down and pick up his shorts and boxers handed them over to him and stood up gave him a wink, then walked out the room to see what Natsu and you brother were doing.

I REALLY HOPE YOU GUYS LIKED IT!!! IVE BEEN BUFFERING WITH WRITER'S BLOCK AND I HAVEN'T BEEN WRITING OBVIOUSLY BUT I GOT BANNED FROM WATTPAD I DON'T KNOW HOW BUT I DID SO I MOVED OVER HERE AND YEAH SO IF YOU GUYS LIKED IT I MIGHT WRITE A PART 2!! AN YEAH BUT GIVE ME YOUR OPINION OH DAMNN THIS IS GETTING A LITTLE BIT TOO LONG I'M GOING TO GO NOW BYEEEE LOVESSS 🥰😍😘