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day twenty one
im typically XS or S but i dont look like an XS or S bc my arms and face are really chubby
its a metab day, not a binge, i repeat to myself as i shake back and forth in my padded white room
day twelve
i normally eat a smaller portion of whatever my mum cooks, so alot of asian food and rice. i also eat frozen grapes alot and i drink an ungodly amount of green juices and coke zero
day eleven
i dont really have a favorite thinsp0 blog, as i mainly find mine on pinterest but i love alternative thinsp0 and pink thinsp0
some alternative thinsp0 for yall 🖤
all from 📌
day nine
yes, i always got small comments about my weight from friends and family plus im asian and the weight standards are very harsh. ive never been overweight, but not eating gives me control and im so sick of being average in everything
the silence after you binge <<
day 7
my parents dont know im actively trying to lose weight, but they have noticed ive lost weight recently and my mum says i look slimmer which im taking as a win
day six
yes, and its mainly cus im a junkorexic. i dont eat that much, but when i do its typically high in calories so its really easy for me to go over my calorie deficit unfortunately 💕
diets to try in new year! im going to try the hello kitty one in jan, but when my body is more used to not eating ill try skeleton 💕
I gained a bunch of weight in the summer and I need to lose it bc I actually look disgusting now and I need a good tracking app if anyone knows one 🎀
somebody be my @n@ coach please, i need help ‹𝟑.ᐟ
𝒹ay 4
AHHHHH
today i woke up and weighed myself and i was exactly 107, not 107.6 or 107.9 —> 107
and it makes me so happy because i know the next number on the scale will be smaller, even if they’re ounces too
today i have to go to brunch for my mom’s birthday and ive been dreading it because i know they’ll try to make me eat and i can’t lose my progress
please dollz if you have any advice please help me
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(˚ˎ 。7 always a cute kitty for you! <3
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i could be your girl, but would you love me if i ruled the world (lost the weight)
𝒹ay 3
i forgot to update yesterday, im sorry dollz
yesterday was so good, i had 700 c@ls but most of it was healthy and i burnt off 900 c@ls too!
the sc@le went down and now i’m 107 lbs instead of 108 and im so happy
so far today has been good, i probably won’t e@t much either
i can already feel myself getting lighter, please don’t leave me @n@
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`·..·‘ ₊˚ ♡ bunniez for my angelz
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𝒾𝓃𝓉𝓇𝑜ductions of a 𝒹oll
𝓃ame: val
𝒶ge: 16
𝒽eight: 5’3
𝒸w: 108
𝓊𝑔w: 98
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𝒹ay 1
i really ate to much today… i had around 700 c@ls and half of it was junk… im poisoning myself…
i did 20 minutes of ab pilates to try to help but i can’t get myself to stop feeling sick..
maybe tomorrow will be better?