Not Me Series - Blog Posts

Soooo, guess who started another Thai drama? Here's how it's going for me. 😄

I started Not Me two days ago... I'm on Episode 3 Part 2/4 and I can't OMG 🤣 I am HERE for this plot!

If White gets caught, it's all over!🫣

I like Todd; he's chill. Whenever he's on screen, I'm just like: “hi Tod. (Hot Tod) I kinda suspect you but hello still. ”

Yok's mom being disabled and wanting to work hit me in the FEELINGS 😭 cause ‘sh*t, I've felt that!’

The music pausing and playing during the fight with Sean is hilarious. White was literally just socked in the face, falls back, gets caught by Sean and lowered down... and the music kicks back in! 😂 Wtf, it's so great 🤣

The dad gets on my nerves 😤😮‍💨 10 (Actually 15) YEARS of ignoring one of your kids WTF!

Here's an Update:

Sean and White's heart-to-heart is a sweet scene. Then Sean ties him up...okay then 🤔

Tod teasing White after the tie up is funny. Also, “hi Tod.”

Yok is BOLD omg. The art/drawing with Dan is very pretty though. It was giving Titanic vibes.

The music is amazing 😍 That intro goes hard. And the song choices for certain scenes are bops that I will be looking up later

OOooH some of my theories were right! Oh sh#t 🧐😲 I can't WHOO! 🫢🫣

Black and White's conscious reunion is so heartwarmingly sad. That smack caught me off guard lol😲Ain't seen each other in years and it's right after a fight 😞

Update Update: I finished it and it's great. The drama was thrilling and sad and fun. So good imo💜😭😍

The fight scenes are great. Love this series 😍

Black is savage 😲😭🫣 I'm here for this!

Namo and Eugene are great and I love them. Great sensible characters💜

I really called Tod “you Harry Osborn b*tch” lol 😂

The ending slowed down for me but it's still really good 😊

Gram spitting in Dan's face was ✨ immaculate ✨ As soon as I thought ‘what if he spits at him?’ and then it happened! I had to replay that! 😂

Sean confronting Tawi in the bathroom was so good. Very chilling 😶

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This is the only thing I will accept! You worded it perfectly 🤍

But honestly, even if I weren't a GramBlack shipper this is such a good explaination of why Gram has been acting the way he has.

We see Gram treating White (who he thinks is Black) more casually and openly than the rest of the gang. Black taught him how to ride a motorcycle. They are always together in classes. Gram tends to lean on him and drape his arms over him etc.

Now we haven't seen much of Black's character but from what we know it is obvious that Gram gets away with way more than the others. And don't get me started on the figurines.

All in all, I hope the other GramBlack shippers don't think they are being unreasonable, crazy, making things up- it has been heavily hinted at a romantic relationship between these two.

As for the Eugene situation: Gram is tired of not having his love reciprocated and his best friend and crush (White pretending to be Black) is acting drastically different and spending all his time with Sean all of a sudden.

Gram knows Eugene as a friend. She is the closest to Black he has and vice versa. I think it's just two people trying to get over their heartbreak and finding comfort in each other.

It would be a real loss and bad writing if after all this build up and story we don't get them together and GramEugene becomes a thing.

I hope there aren't any misspelling and grammar errors- English is not my first language.

So idk if we as a fandom have decided that Gram probably isn't going to get kidnapped (I saw a few ppl say that at least) however

I disagree. I do think Gram is going to get kidnapped and it's going to be because of how erratic Gram has been acting. Gram has been confused, hurt, and just acting fucking weird. We seem him talking badly about Black despite clearly caring about him (I think this is 100% a defense mechanism because of how "Black" has been treating him). We see him (badly) flirting with Eugene because he feels that if he's losing Black, at least maybe he can have Eugene.

Honestly the more I'm thinking about it, the more his erratic behaviour is starting to make (some) sense.

Because he's just so fucking hurt and confused and literally losing the person who grounded him. Because how else are you supposed to react when you see your best friend, the person you're in love with, become a completely different person. Someone practically unrecognizable.

Gram probably went to Black for a lot of things, and again, spent all of his time with Black. Now, that's gone. He went from spending all of his time with Black, to seeing Black fixate on Sean of all fucking people.

Like, clearly none of these boys are mentally stable. So I'm honestly not surprised Gram is acting as irrationally as he is.

Anyways back to the kidnapping. I think Gram is going to get nabbed. And, while I thought before that we were gonna get a Gramblack talk sometime next episode, I've since changed my thinking.

Gram gets separated from the rest of the group. Dan and Yok are off playing surgery, Sean and White are off HOPEFULLY EXPLAINING SHIT, and Gumpha is an enigma who the fuck knows where he's going (I still don't trust him btw).

So Gram is separated. And somehow he gets himself nabbed. He's not paying attention, his mind is all over the place, etc. This, I think, doesn't happen until the end of the coming episode. It's going to be a big cliffhanger.

Then the episode after that is going to focus on Black trying to find Gram.

Gram is scared and confused and is probably gonna get beat to hell. He can't escape, can't fight back. There's probably gonna be flashbacks to him and Black's relationship. How they met, moments they spent together, etc.

Black finds him. Saves him. Gram expresses surprise that Black came for him and Black stares at him incredulously. "Why the hell wouldn't I come for you?"

And Gram feels bad for saying it, but just kinda sadly shrugs "you have to admit that you've been acting differently towards me. You've changed." They leave, head over to Gram's place. Black explains everything that happened, the whole thing with White. Black can't seem to stop checking to see if Gram is okay.

Gram feels terrible that he never guessed, and that Black was in a coma for so long. But he's also so fucking relieved. He starts crying. And after that, who knows djdjdjdj maybe they confess and kiss or maybe they awkwardly dance around each other more.