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This is me again reading my story. My daily routine or what I did full day today. Today's story about the power of believing in yourself and something that have seen from long time it's all the state of mind.
In first year when I enter my college I never dream of having friends to study in library with you think it's my one of the virus fantasy to sit with someone in library and study I mean say but it's mine. And today at the 4th year I never tried for it just happened naturally I just kept working consistently I just keep pushing through the darkness that always came to me.
I just wanna till myself that Abhishek keep believing in yourself don't come it anytime if you work hard you will get it start holding us stop holding yourself back start holding yourself up the shirt yourself and leave everything to Krishna and yep please I beg you be more spiritual is there for you no one is only the lord the Krishna.
Do you wonder about how mundane things are everyday but when you look back there’s so many things that reminds of you each and everyday. Do you say to your mind or under your breath” this day sucks” but when you think, you realize they are different. I do this a lot, looking back I mean however that doesn’t mean I don’t enjoy my present. But I look back a lot, and most of the time I go through my pages of old diary. It’s the end of 2021 and when I read my old entries, I wondered and always became astonished how different I am compared to my previous self and sometimes I wish I could go back at that time and say to myself you are doing great love, stop the self loathing thoughts. I am completing my Master this year. When I went to my campus for the very last time, I stood for a long time in front of my class building and my mind went through so many flashbacks. One of the most prominent thought was I will never be able to go through those simple times. I am an adult now and can never go back to those carefree days. I wish to enjoy and live my present more lively so that I look back to my life and can say it was a great life. New year and new situations. Hope my 2022 be brighter and full of everything.
The Garden of the evening mists:
Life is always chaotic and we always try to find balance in it but why we can't swim through it. Life is a great teacher and it is trying to teach us something new, something hard, something that will expand our boundary once again. This movie makes us ponder over our life, time, and the regrets we face. I always thought WAR means heroism, patriotism but it also the history of thousands of people's pain, sacrifice and how much lucky I am. This is such an underrated movie and I accidentally stumbled over it. Such a great opportunity for people to watch this movie and absorb a mesmerizing story. It has love, pain, and also closure. I just wanna end my post saying that time may not heal it but time makes you wiser.