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SNK S4 EP13: CHILDREN OF THE FOREST
wine x blood
the latest episode made me so excited... especially the conversation between gabi and kaya in the end. it was awesome. and i can’t help but think again about how deeply gabi actually hates herself. the saddest thing is that she doesn’t even understand it. may i just cry about this lost, misguided child?..
when kaya asks gabi why her mom must be eaten alive, all that gabi has in answer is racist marleyan bullshit. and when kaya calls her out on that bullshit, there’s nothing left but shock and panic.
because there’s no reason why kaya’s mom has to die. and why gabi and other eldians have to suffer, carrying the burden of their ancestors, too.
it’s that simple.
but as kaya struggles to understand why people of paradis have to be eaten by titans, gabi and marleyan eldians struggle to understand why they have to live in an awful ghetto, bear countless acts of violence, and be turned into these goddamn titans. sadly and ironically, marleyan propaganda is the only thing that helps gabi not to sink in the despair her life is. it gives her simple reasoning of why she has to live like that and be hated, as well as the faith in a better future.
if only she will be the good eldian, of course.
SNK S4, EP 11 : FAVORITE SCENE
“There are humans outside the walls and they call us the race of devils, right? But I couldn’t understand why the world despises us like that.
Mia. Ben. Tell me.”
Rule #4 by fish in a bird cage is ussop and kayas song, like how kaya was stuck in bed sick and ussop told her stories of the world and gave her a glimpse of it.
Like I might be totally missing the point of the song but they're all I can think of.
I've had an Infinity Train story in my head for at least a year now. It's a post-canon story following Lake but there's also an "OC on the Train" second plot and the two plots intersect later. It'll be a series. I told myself that I should finish the whole first story before posting it, but when have I ever done that? Then I told myself to do it in chunks of 10 chapters (there will be roughly 40 total). Now I'm like, "Why not just do it in chunks of five?"
The first few chapters I wrote about a year ago, but I got stuck and then I was writing Mindscaperers and now I'm writing like 5 billion different stories. But I still think that this one is almost ready to be sent out into the world. (This is because I've almost finished the first five chapters. Yes, it took me over a year to get this far, but only because I was working on other stuff, which yes, I will still be doing, but I love this story and want to share it soon.)
Other Infinity Train characters will show up throughout the series (Hazel, Tulip, Grace, One-One and Samantha will both have minor but important roles in at least the first book, heck, I even have plans for Ryan and Min-Gi!) but Lake and Kaya (the OC) will probably be the main characters for the majority of it.
I have no idea what the rating is going to be, so I'll probably leave it at "not rated" for now. Reason being the story is going to deal pretty heavily with stuff like self-harm and anxiety. I'm not sure if it warrants an M rating, so for now . . . NR.
But there will be fluff! It is very much a Fluff and Angst, Angst with a Happy ending sort of thing!
I'm pretty excited for Lake's part of the story, because there really aren't a ton of stories about her like . . . trying to integrate into society as a literal metal person. How do you even do that?
Series name is A Place To Call Home, first book is called We Only Broke The Train A Little Bit (More Than You). It's gonna be fun! And angsty. And fun! And hurt-y. And fluff! And also some dark parts. But fluff!
I'm really excited about this.