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It’s annoying how you can be doing and feeling great all day, and feel super inspired and confident in a skill. Like I’m actually dressed, I have my blinds and curtains actually open for once to light up the place. Like wow. And then it only takes one comment, just one, and it all comes crashing down.
It’s wasn’t even that negative, but just like that, it feels like everything just shuts back down, I don’t feel like creating anything, the blinds and curtains get closed, and now all I wanna do is lie back down in my pajamas. Damn, that feels pathetic…
And now I’m just ranting…anywaysssssss aside from all that I’ve been pretty productive today so that’s a win. Go me!!! I can actually do shit, so fuck off brain, I’m writing my feelings out, so fuck yeah. I’m airing those negative feelings out!!!
This made me feel more positive than I thought it would, still don’t feel like doing shit anymore, but at least I don’t feel as bad as before and that’s a win in my book, so thank you rambling.