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Wish I didn't have to break it soon. Maybe he'll forget...
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•★ I'm gonna cry, my boyfriend wants to force me to eat ice cream with him. He said it's a punishment for throwing up earlier. I'm doing so well, I don't want to break my fast ★•
•★ B0dy check from today. I'm not really satisfied... ★•
•★ I did 25 hours fast because I was forced to eat something but I spat most and threw up the rest. I've never done it before so I'm kinda proud of myself. Definitely will use it once more ★•
•★ I feel like the worst girlfriend on earth. Why do I always have to do everything wrong? Can't I just be a good girlfriend? Also I feel very disgusting today. I hate myself for eating so much... I don't know what to do. Maybe another fast will make me feel better or sth ★•
•★I feel so fat and disgusting today. I ate three meals and it just feels so wrong. I'm starting fast tomorrow ★•
•★ b0dy check the day after I binged ★•
•★ Decided to post a b0dy check from yesterday bc why not ★•
45 hours of fast and a binge right after coming back home... I feel disgusting
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AHHHHH
today i woke up and weighed myself and i was exactly 107, not 107.6 or 107.9 —> 107
and it makes me so happy because i know the next number on the scale will be smaller, even if they’re ounces too
today i have to go to brunch for my mom’s birthday and ive been dreading it because i know they’ll try to make me eat and i can’t lose my progress
please dollz if you have any advice please help me
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