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U ever purge so much that when u consume anything ur stomach bubble or is that just me
A bitch jus wants to be thin
I just had a panic attack from watching cloudy with a chance of meatballs....
To the bone vibes
You ever purge so much u start shaking and feeling really lightheaded and your hands and feet feel really cold and hard to control bc me rn lol
The way i feel like an evil mastermind when i sneaky snake my way out of meals with my family
The way i look pregnant post binge
Alrighty, so I started my diet off today and gotta say, we're off to a pretty good start. I managed to stay under 400 calories and worked out through out the day, and ill be adding a walk in a bit later today. I've almost reached my water goals, and im gonna have a tea bc we cold, but other than that, im done eating for the day. I am a bit worried about this Thursday because my family and I will be staying in a hotel and they'll get full monitoring of what I eat and what I do so that should be interesting. In other news watched a lot of gossip girl today (highkey cringe ik but we aren't gonna talk abt it), and did a lot of drawing. I hope you all had a good day, and if u ever need to talk, the inbox is always open 💕
Stay safe, loves ❤
@ me sipping green tea after eating everything in my kitchen
Me waking up: ah what a beautiful day,, to sTarVe 🥰🥰
I got a new safe food :DDDDD
Went to Freddy’s for the first time and their food is so easy to eat for me. I was able to eat a large amount without feeling gross, and my stomach is only hurting a little bit. It’s very bearable, and didn’t happen right away it happened like a few minutes after leaving the restaurant. I also didn’t under eat either. I am still a little hungry but I ate the whole burger and lots of fires. And a drink and milkshake. Now I have 2 safe foods, and one that isn’t a rare time thing cause it’s expensive
Little Intro
Hi, My call me Dee! I'm a 23-year-old NonBinary[Neutrois] Spoonie. Over the past few years, I've gotten a few official DX’s after suffering for years since I was really young. Its been hard trying to come to terms with things and accepting my mind and body for what they are and the illnesses I do have. It's taken this long to stop fighting myself and consider extensive therapy and medicine. I tried when I was younger but being a mentally Ill and hurting kid I didn’t want to accept certain things. Especially when society makes things like mental illness so taboo. But I’m 23 now and I realize I went through nothing a child should ever have to, and yes I survived but at the cost of my mental and physical well being. Coming to terms with that, and that I can't and will never be fully able-bodied is hard. I'm hoping that eventually, I learn to accept and love myself the way I am and stop comparing myself to others. A bit about my conditions:
Mental:
•C-PTSD
•Anxiety/Panic Disorder [Severe]
•BPD
•Bipolar
•Depression [Severe]
•Dissociative Disorder
•DPDR
•OCD
•Paranoid Personality Disorder
•Maladaptive Daydreaming. [not sure if this counts much.]
| I also think I have OSDD-1b but I'm too scared to tell my new Doctor just yet.
Physical:
•IBS-D
•Fibromyalgia
•PCOS
•Psoriasis
•Terrible sinus/ear issues that we don't know what it's from yet.
•Eating Disorders. [A and B, as well as BED] •Sluggish Gallbladder
Medications:
Going to start Vistaril soon for my anxiety. Hope it helps. If anyone is on it too let me know how it helps for you.
Tldr; I'm using this blog as a way to help vent and come to terms with things about my mental and physical health. The past few years have hit me so hard. A lot of trauma memories resurfacing because of trying to recover from abuse and a bad childhood. The stress of this flaring up my body and a lot of invalidation from my mother and family. I just want to at least make a small place for myself where I can feel that I somewhat belong, even a tiny bit.
So..Lets see where this goes. :)
Not allowing myself to make the roblox soumd unless im actually eating in order to get myself to eat
☁️ About Me ☁️
I saw this somewhere else and figured I’d do one!
Name: Jane
Age: 25
Pronouns: She/Her
ED Type: Anorexia Nervosa
Star Sign: Aries
Average Calorie Intake: 200 - 450 / Day
Height: 5′7 
SW: 170 lb
CW: 119 lb
GW1: 125 lb
GW2: 115 lb
UGW: 100 lb
Other MH Conditions: Anxiety, OCD, Bipolar 2 Disorder
Feel free to ask me anything else! This is my free space and outlet, and I want everyone to feel like they can ask me things 🥰
Key thing about my tumblr is that I am PRO RECOVERY. I am struggling right now and this is my only safe space, but that does not mean I am pro ed! If my tumblr triggers you or negatively affects you in any way, I’m so sorry, and I encourage you to block me, but please do not report. Thank you and stay safe loves ❤️
The doctors had been neglecting me for more than a year, and the day after yesterday I casually had tremors, though I needed to stand up. It wasn't too hard, though I walked like a soldier, cuz my legs were too stiff. And yesterday and today, I noticed a glue-like feeling in my joints, as if some liquid was there, plus it's SO FUCKING PAINFUL to bend it... It starts to hurt, burn and the glue feeling gets worse.... I don't know what to do... Looks like I ended up damaged due to the malpractice of doctors!
• Some GIFs i made of Betterman's amazing end credits.
Ultraman Season 2 has one of the best EDs of all time man.
That scene where [Definetly not King Joe] towers over the city hologram with Taro in front... chills everytime.
Found this recipe on eat this much.
So I won’t take any credits for it.
17 calorie AMAZING strawberry ice-cream!
okay guys so I was super craving something cold and sweet and tried this out and this tasted SO GOOD. If you want it a bit more creamy add more of the milk of your choice, but this proportion is my fave so far!
(This recipe makes 2 servings, but I could only eat one it’s so filling - I had it for lunch)
🔆 6 medium frozen strawberries (24 cal)
🔆 40 ml of your milk of choice (Alpro coconut almond - 10 cal)
🔆 0 cal sweetener (stevia)
🔆 Lots of ice!
So place all your ingredients in a blender, blend until all the ice has broken down and enjoy! If its runny pop into the freezer for 10 mins and it should firm up to more ice-cream-like consistency 💖
Top 10 Black Characters in Anime: INPO
Disclaimer: I am narrowing this list carefully so I do not use any negative stereotypes. I support the BLM movement and I’m not affiliated with any negative people who are against it. Other than that no racist comments and we can begin
10. Canary - Hunter x Hunter
9. Afro Samurai - Afro Samurai
8. Yoruichi Shihoin - Bleach
7. Darui - Naruto Shippuden
6. Michiko Malandro - Michiko to Hatchin
5. Muhammed Avdol - Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure
4. Ed - Cowboy Bebop
3. Marik Ishtar - Yu-Gi-Oh!
2. Casca - Berserk
1. Agil - Sword Art Online
Oh my god please tell me this is a joke. People perceiving my bpd as manipulation has torn my life apart and I just lost the love of my life to it. This disorder ruins my life. It took him away from me. And I’m so fucking tired of it.
I really don’t understand why so many borderlines are so afraid of unintentionally being manipulative.
