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made a silly animation about how memory loss affects my identity
bruh fuck vegan alters in a non vegan system
like how dare you you bitch, dont get nauseous while im trying to eat chicken nuggets
i just wanna enjoy my nuggets
we have been told by our stepmother that we will no longer receive gifts for the holidays after this year and now in true us fashion our littles want to riot
so any systems have some ideas for how to celebrate the holidays for the child parts? im thinking i might make a post of ideas later
got a new penpal (theyre plural and trying to figure out the kind of plural they are which is p interesting to be able to support them through)
also i dont have a boyfriend but like the not-boyfriend didnt give me an absolute no to being my boyfriend eventually which was swaggy
just gotta both work on some stuff from our past together
heres my wacky opinion of the day:
DBT is useless for people with dissociative disorders and i think it needs to be talked more about how and why
got a job at the hospital
one of our friends works in the psych ward as a nurse (its like a fwbs situation and we may or may not be super into them cries)
finally admitted to having DID today after months of talking and her response wasnt exactly the greatest, she doesnt think its actually fully fledged seperate individual alters and instead just thinks its super intense derealization
so now i just feel gross and like i cant be open about my own personal experience and symptoms i deal with on a daily basis with her
like im not the same person i was earlier and i want to be respected in that and i want to feel comfortable in that and i want to be able to trust them
-wes
would anyone be interested in like a system news youtuber type of thing? that updates everyone on syscourse, drama, and medical updates from a nonbiased view? along with just talking about being a system and how it impacts things?
would any systems be interested in system penpal exchanges? we really want a penpal again and have just thought of how fun it could be to have a place for systems to find other systems to send letters and little trinkets to
tomorrow we wont be homeless anymore
tomorrow we'll get to put our recovery before our survival
tomorrow we'll get to finally be ourselves after months of not being able to
gonna be so real
i think the only issue i really have with endogenic systems is that most are not willing to see a therapist or get professional help and theyre not willing to face the idea that they may actually have trauma or another mental health issue causing their system symptoms
i have the same issue with self diagnosed traumagenic systems that discount anything their therapists say if they bring up any other disorder first before DID/OSDD
like yall
for your health and wellbeing please be open to other options andnplease seek professional help to help navigate this stuff
like you wouldnt be like yea i have ehler danlos syndrome and not seek professional help because youre scared it could be an autoimmune disorder instead
Hito, just chilling, working our barista shift in his wig on Halloween: 🕺
Our Manager, dressed as Aizawa: What are you doing, problem child?
Hito: 🧍🏃🥲
i was not prepared for my manager to call me a nickname from my source
its a well known nickname between the characters she and i were dressed as
but i wasnt just cosplaying. i was actually just dressing as myself and it took me so off guard. because for just a moment it was like i was home again.
me when marc and steven are simping over each other and im just third wheeling everytime we’re all in front together
-jake
ok since some of you idiots who enjoy watching Moon Knight don’t understand shit I’m going to explain it.
(*Moon Knight Ep 5 Spoilers towards the end*)
First off, Marc, Steven, and Jake are part of a system. Because of the childhood trauma they faced in childhood they developed Dissociative Identity Disorder.
Which means that because of the constant pressure and traumatic events happening to them their psyche fracture. Marc, Steven, and Jake are all fragments of one collective.
Secondly, Marc did NOT “create” Steven. The brain split both Steven and Marc to do seperate tasks. Marc to hold traumatic memories and protect the others. And Steven to keep them going, keep their area clean, keep them healthy.
Thirdly, they are all seperate people, they have different thought processes, different emotions, and different reactions, but they CANNOT exist by themselves. They need each other to be able to get through life. The creators of the show have had several professionals and people with the disorder talk to them about this stuff and how to portray it well.
That means they are aware that Marc didn’t create Steven and that they can’t exist without each other. So no they won’t stay seperate even if Steven has supposedly died and become sand and Marc is in the field of reeds.
Now stop for the love of fucking god calling them personalities, they’re alters, and stop calling Marc the original, THERE IS NO ORIGINAL WHEN YOU HAVE THIS DISORDER!
if i see one more person calling marc the “original” or saying he “created” steven and jake i am going to actually lose my freakin mind.
That! Is! Not! How! This! Works!
do some god damn research before making uneducated assumptions on how dissociative identity disorder works
sincerely, signed,
an anonymous introject from the show
Hey uh singlets maybe don't tag your random moon knight posts with DID-
Alright! So now that Moon Knight episode one is out I’d like to talk about it!
So first off! I thought that it was actually incredibly well written and portrayed D.I.D. almost perfectly. It showcased a lot of the issues most of us deal with (the waking up somewhere else, the sleep issues in general, the paranoia, the awkwardness of not knowing whats going on so you cant tell people whats wrong and such, and the just general questioning of reality). It was honestly extremely similar for us when we first started discovering the system and stuff.
So yea! I definitely liked it and am really excited to see where the rest of it goes!
But! I’ve already seen some posts and stuff about Steven and I want you all to remember that Steven is a grown man. While yes he may be confused and not know what’s going on do not treat him like some poor thing that needs to be protected at all costs. He’s just trying to live his life while slowly discovering the other alters in the system!
I would also like to mention please please please don’t refer to the alters as personalities! Personalities is a term originating from when D.I.D. used to be called Multiple Personality Disorder. The name for the disorder was changed because of new research and the fact that we are not personalities!!! Alters are their own people and you should not refer to them as personalities!!!
Oh i see you reblogged some tulpa and endo stuff :( are you not actually a system?
This is so incredibly disappointing to read.
I can genuinely only assume you're young and/or don't know any better, but what a person reblogs does not dictate who/what they are. My reasons for reblogging stuff can swing from, "I like it" to "I support it" to "this resonates with me in some way" and that last one has a sliding scale of "haha, funny" to "this is EXACTLY my experience" and you CANNOT KNOW which of these things it is, because you are not me/mine.
(Remember, we're a System, so some of these reblogs might even just be others' opinions/experiences/enjoyments, and not necessarily "mine". 😉👍)
Besides all that, you CANNOT dictate who is a "real" System and who is not. Endo Systems are just as valid as other Systems to me because I'm not going to sit here and pretend I know everything about the human brain, mental disorders, or even OSDD/DID, because I don't. YOU don't. Medical professionals don't. This research is VERY VERY NEW and mostly fueled by the plural community at this point. This science is also incredibly wibbly because it's about feelings and constructs no one can see, feel, taste, hear, etc. It's an entire disorder built on trusting that the host isn't lying, and - for that reason alone - we should stop pointing fingers and trying to tell people, "You're not valid! You reblogged someones tulpa post!"
...so?
Who cares???
I don't even know wtf a "tulpa" is. I don't care. I reblogged something I liked— BIG WHOOP!!
But even then, you - as an individual who I DO NOT KNOW, but (most importantly) DOES NOT KNOW ME - CANNOT judge what is real to me and my life experiences, just like I can't judge yours.
Keep an open mind. Be kind. Do not feed into the social media cesspool mentality of right VS wrong, black VS white.
Life is full of color. Don't dim your world view just because some asshat on Twitter told you to do so.
unstable/foggy/nonexistent identity core is constantly shifting between million aesthetics, life choices, styles, etc. and never being satisfied or at home with anything
guys the tag was literally made for DID/OSDD/CDD FOLKS ONLY PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM IT!!!! you already have pluralpink why the fuck do you need to steal ours now??? istg it's not funny anymore how you whine about being excluded everywhere and having nowhere to go MEANWHILE YOU LITERALLY STEAL OUR SPACES and invade every single trauma survivors tag!!!!
if you want to be respected for what you are, STOP TAKING TERMS AND TAGS THAT ARE NOT YOURS. MAKE YOUR OWN
I GET IT I GET IT !!!
realizing youre Real is .weird,,
like you can exist for Years??? never noticing??? never thinking about Yourself. assuming you are the host, or assuming you are another alter.
it is WEIRD to sit there with your morning coffee, having a conversation, and just suddenly the stars align . and you realize how different you are from "you" . you realize you werent "you", you were actually YOU the whole time.
I KNOW THIS DOESNT MAKE SENSE BUT I HOPE SOMEONE GETS IT
We made quite a few system based emojis for anyone who needs them!! :3
As long as we're giving out tips, me and my girlfriend use this app called Simply Plural! It is a life saver!! It logs fronts, it saves the people you make, it allows for descriptions and pronouns along with groups!! Yes you can make groups!!
There's app reminders and there's a friend system where if you wanted you could friend someone so you can see their fronting status and they can see your. Don't worry there's an option to where they can just be your friend, a trusted friend, or if you wanted you can make an alter completely privated.
You can change a members picture at any point you want, pronouns and name are also changeable, and so much more I'm not even covering. There's links for information to help your system get educated, and tons of other things. It has made our world so much easier. We used to log who's fronting using the Pk bot on discord and let me tell you this is a billion times better!!
SYSTEMS YOU NEED THE APP "TwiNote" !!!
(everyone probably already knows this app and we're just "late to the party" as usual)
but if u dont know it, omg look its so useful. its like twitter but its only the accounts u make. so u and ur headmates can post (even littles!!) that only u and ur system sees. u can make so many accounts too! i dont think theres a limit??.. idk. and each customise ur whole account however u want.
AND GET READY FOR THIS....... ITS AVAILABLE ON ANDRIOD, NOT JUST APPLE!!!
