Charles And Erik - Blog Posts

Charles x Reader

Short AU one shot where Charles and Erik do not have powers. Charles is a psychiatrist and is trying to get the reader (Erik's sister and a police woman) to open up to him about a traumatic event in her past.

Charles reaches out and touches your hand across the table, you look up at him and he holds your gaze "Just talk to me Y/N, it's my job, I can help. I want to help." You wipe a tear from your eye and look away. "Charles, please stop. I appreciate that you are trying to help, really I do, but you can't. No one can." You get up from the table and go to refill your glass from the large, but almost empty, bottle of gin on the counter.

Charles isn't about to give up that easily. He knows about your past of course, Erik had told him years ago of your Mother's suicide and that you had been the one to find her body when you were only 15, but you never spoke of it. On the face of it, you had overcome the tragedy well. You appeared strong, confident, self assured and, above all, happy. You laughed, joked and seemed, not unfeeling, but unphased by the horrors you encountered at work. You shrugged off the pressure and stresses of your job as though they were a coat that you could simply put on and take off as you pleased. Most would never guess that you had ever experienced such sadness, perhaps maybe even Charles wouldn't have realised had he not already been aware. But he had seen it. Every once in a while, beneath the smiles and the happiness, he could see the pain. These moments were short lived and you would quickly recover your composure in time to deflect his questions. You were infuriatingly good at it in fact. He had never known anyone so skilled in avoidance. But this time was different. This wasn't a fleeting glance at the pain that simmered below the surface. This was raw and unchecked emotion.

"Y/N, I can help you. But you have to talk to me."

Still with your back turned, you slam the glass back down on the counter. "Why can't you understand?! I don't want to talk about it. I don't want to be helped... I don't deserve it... I..." your words falter.

"You don't deserve help? Why would you think that?"

Your shoulders sag and you suddenly seem to Charles so small and vulnerable. You let out an almost imperceptible sob and say quietly "Because I didn't stop her."

This admission strikes him like a hammer to the chest. He realises that you blame yourself. He feels tears pricking in his own eyes. He knows how that feels, the torture of believing that you are responsible for the death of another. "What happened to your Mother, what she did, it isn't your fault. You were a child Y/N, and there was no warning, no reason. How could you possibly have prevented it?"

You turn to face him, tears streaming down your cheeks "I didn't find her after she had killed herself Charles, I saw her. I knew what she was going to do..... I didn't stop her....."

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I feel something so right

Doing the wrong thing...

No Final Fantasy, can we end these games though?

I tried so hard, ı hope you like...

'Cause I don't want to lose you...

Cherik🥺

But this much desire, together we're winners

(Listen with headphones)

I just can't take my eyes off you...

White suit 🤝Michael =🥵

Who else do you want?👀

(Michael next😉)

I hope you like 🙏

I hope you like 😙

Someone wrote this song before,and I could tell you where it's from....

I hope you like 👀

I took your heart

I did things to you

Only lovers would do in the dark

Made you a God

Pre-spokes and pre-shows

Will tell me what I did wrong

Charles... My impossible love, the man who lives in my heart. I miss you so much, my hands, my arms, my heart miss you so much... I didn't do anything wrong. I just like to love, love you. Loving you was the greatest feeling I've ever had. But you're gone now, and I'm still waiting for you... Goodbye old friend, my love.

~Erik

3d photoraf challenge with cherik 💜

I hope you like :')

I hope you like 🤟

Let's fall in love for the night

And forget in the mornin'

Why'd you only call me when you're high?

'Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name.'

''Cause there'll be no sunlight, If I lose you baby.'

Different time, different place but same energy.

You knew the game and you played it.

It kills you to know you've been defeated.

Maybe I just wanna be yours,

I wanna be yours...

Hihi☺️ I hope you like the wallpapers I make.

I like me better when I'm with you💕

I knew from the first time, I'd stay for a long time 'cause, 🌌

I like me better when I'm with you.. 🌈

You and I,

We don’t wanna be like them.

We can make it ’til the end,

Nothing can come between💫✨

All I know, all I know,

Loving you is a losing game... 💔

If our love is tragedy why are you my remedy...?

And now I'm with this guy. The blue guy💙

If you're afraid of black, you can't see white🖤🤍

Look up at the sky and remember me... The man who will always love you💜💜