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HOWD I GAIN 2 KG IF I ATE 400 CALS😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

me bc becoming skinnier isnt gonna make my face any prettier

me when i actually gain weight after eating more calories than i should

why do i always ruin a perfect 400 cal day by eating sth high calorie in the evening😭😭😭

i was at cheer today and i was doing a backbend and i could feel my hip bones, which lately have gotten much more defined, and i stood up and started saying something to my friend about them and she said "yeah they're so sharp" HELLLL YEAHHH THEY ARE BABBYYYY

also tho they hurt when i lay down soooo that's not cute

i was in the car with my mom and i said that my collarbones were more visible and she was like "yeah bc you don't eat food anymore" like thank you, you noticed? 😻😻😻😻😻

tell me how i chewed like 80 pieces of gum in the first two weeks of school

i always hyperfixate on someone else's collarbones and shoulders. like i loveeee them. sluttiest thing a man can have is defined collarbones, it's literally so ughhhh 🤤🤤

i want those too like HELLO

DID Y'ALL KNOW THAT THERE'S AN ALBINO ALLIGATOR NAMED CLAUDE LIVING A SAN FRANCISCO MUSEUM????

gum and walking 🤍🎀

tbh eating isn't that great?? like yesterday i hadn't eaten so i had a smoothie for lunch but it gave me such a stomach ache

guys what if i just don't eat and when i stand up i faint and everyone worries about me <3

tell me why i started comparing myself to my 8 year old self yesterday?? like hello? i was scrolling thru old pictures and i found one from when i was homeschooled and was learning about agent egypt so i had DRESSED UP in a SHEET and a bra and did the stereotypical egyptian hand thing (i was 8 don't come at me) but i was so thin and small and beautiful and i could see my ribs and i weighed like 60 pounds

the doctor told me i weighed 124.8 pounds yesterday

when i was in 7th grade i weighed 98, why can't i be back there?

i have grown five inches since 2022 though so that's kinda cool

OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH HELP I'M GOING TO THE DOCTOR WHICH MEANS I NEED TO GET WEIGHED WHICH MEANS THAT ALL MY WORST FEARS ARE GONNA COME TRUE AND I HAVEN'T ACTUALLY LOST ANY WEIGHT AND THE DOCTOR IS GONNA CALL ME OVERWEIGHT AND MY MOM IS GONNA UNDERSTAND WHY I WANNA LOSE WEIGHT BC I'M SO FUCKING GIGANTIC

if i was built like this i would legit never stfu

i physically do not let myself eat unless i feel my stomach rumbling, especially in the morning

my dad does sunday breakfast (it's really cute) and i only feel comfy eating it if i can feel my hunger

before you 3@t look in the mirror and remember why you're doing this in the first place

don't stop until you physically can't pull any l00se sk1n off your b0dy

all the time your mouth has spent chewing you could have been working towards your ugw ...

LIFE FASTING IS DOWN THIS IS NOT A DRILL OMG

good day today

watching disgusting mukbangs to distract myself from 3@t|ng <3

me blogging about my little 3d (reposted)

worst thing you've done due to 4n4??

fav safe foods??

shouldn't u be on a walk instead of stuffing ur face

introoo (again) ♡ ·˚ ₊˚ˑ༄ؘ

hii my name's lanna

I've had 4n4 since I was about 11

this is a safe space for me and other people struggling with an 3d so please don't report cuz that won't do anything

I'm pro recov <3

stay safee

old acc got t3rm3d so if u remember me here I am 😓