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Adrianne Lenker - Blog Posts
Saw this trend and couldn’t help but hop onboard
as someone who isn’t fond of ai generated anything, and as someone who wants to be packaged as a transformer, i couldn’t help myself :3
i’ve been in an angsty edit mood lately :3
chat is it normal to be absolutely destroyed by your own edit? :,)
Adrianne lenker is a genius.
Song of the day!! 🤍💜
i cannot choose a specific type of music to listen to i go from eliza fitzgerald to frank sinatra to jeff buckley to radiohead to green day to adrianne lenker to clairo to lana to tyler it’s such a random mix.
wrote this while listening to not by big thief.
Why has no one made an edit of Misty yellowjackts to Miss Misty by Adrianne lenker.
𝓲 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝓮𝔁𝓲𝓼𝓽 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓮₊˚⊹ ࿔
~🔮🌞🥀~
~i find raw emotions beautiful, the ‘uglier’ they are the more beautiful i think they are because its genuine. Im disgusted but also mesmerised by my own emotions. I only ever want to get worse. ive never had any wish to recover. It hurts but its the hurt that i feed off. if thst makes sense. time and time again i tend to imagine myself at the bottom of a tower thats like a prison, sprawled out on the floor. suffering because i’d finally let myself succumb to my mental illness. I dont know if any of this even makes sense.i i think its time for a cigarette🫶💖i dont wanna live(ldr reference) but atleast music is good~
𖦹₊ ⊹Anyway heres a poem~
how to never stop being sad
let the anguish fester inside of you,
let the chilling hands of this demon become your embodiment,
let the waterfall free from the imprisonment of your eyes,
drain yourself of the blood congested in your veins,
drench yourself in the crimson trickling into the crevices of your body,
as if swimming in the deepest body of water,
let yourself drown,
become the sorrows you fear,
depleted as you begin to embrace the void,
leave it free to poison your mind and body till your left an empty carcass,
walk through the simulation of life,
a living dead girl,
the void in your eyes so potent,
let the torment orchestrate your life.
~.°˖✧ 1 of 89 poems ✧˖°.~
im not so sure whether i like the poem or not but its there to read anyway<3🫶💖
~𝜗𝜚
no one really cares for what i have to say, not even my ‘friends’.this blog is like my safe space idk.i spent ages trying to make this perfect.hopefully this post reaches the girls(and non girls) that get it!💖
⋆⭒˚.⋆if your reading this i love you ₊˚⊹ ᰔ
~𝜗𝜚
Song im listening to~
(i do this because i love music and im always listening to music and i like letting people know what im into)
I know - Fiona Apple
everyone on this app is too real i swear. or maybe its just the side of tumblr im on. whatever but i smoked 9 cigarettes today. ive been up for 4 hours. i feel great. ill probably post like poems amd song lyrics on here idk i write poetry. whoever is reading this i love you<3🫶💖
my spotify link because my music taste is amazing🙌
idk this app is my safe space
current song playing -
bag of bones - mitski 🌀
━Quote from the novelization of Star Wars: Revenge of the Sith by Matthew Stover
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。..・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。..・。.・゜✭
━Song: Vampire Empire by Big Thief
Weren’t we the stars in heaven? Weren’t we the salt in the sea?
Brushing a cat’s head with a wet toothbrush may remind them of their mothers
Okay I had more percabeth song related thoughts
This time it's a whole song so bear w me
Not a lot just forever by Adrianne Leneker
Through your eyes I see
A smile you bring to me - his love of making her happy
To your joy, I tether - his positive personality rubbing off on her
Not a lot, just forever - her need for a relationship that lasts long, her something permanent
Intertwined, sewn together - held together by their bond
Like the rock bears the weather - going through all the things they went to and still remaining solid
Not a lot, just forever - her realization that she wants something permanent with him.
My dog barks wildly
To protect my infancy
From my ex-believer - her anger at Luke and her anger because of him
And I try to calm the wolf
To remind her I am both
Still she tears at my sweater - all the time she lashed out at Percy especially during BOTL without meaning to
Not a lot, just forever - her need for him to live
Intertwined, sewn together
As the wren sheds her feather - growing up together and seeing each other mature, and their relationship maturing with them
Not a lot, just forever - the confirmation that yes, he wants forever with her
And your dearest fantasy
Is to grow a baby in me - his dreams of their future, of new rome and all it brings
I could be a good mother
And I wanna be your wife - her longing for that future too, despite how much it scares her
So I hold you to my knife
And I steal your letter - her guard still being up a little bit, her hesitancy to fully let him in
Not a lot, just forever - them moving towards the future
Intertwine some together
As the rock bears the weather
Not a lot, just forever
So I bash around the house
And the poison stains my mouth - their time in tartarus making them damaged, the effects lingering
She comes, I let her
And we share a pair of dice - their fate being intertwined
And I roll them once or twice
Can't get much better
Not a lot, just forever
Intertwined, sewn together
As the rock bears the weather
Not a lot, just forever
Not a lot, just forever
Intertwined, sewn together
As the wren bares her feathers
Not a lot, just forever
Love is a gentle thing
yours is thicker than a velvet ring
These songs are constantly on repeat °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･