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A4a reminder

An E.D. (any disorder, for the matter), doesn't have one fixed shape or form. Not everyone struggling with it is extremely thin with their ribs visible. Check up on your friends and if you're the one struggling, you're still valid, just as you are.

I want to be able to hang out with my friends and not feel self concious abt my rolls

I want to be able to look at an overweight person and feel relieved that I don't relate to them and wonder how it can get so bad.

while I'm not necessarily heavy on the thigh gap, I'm dying to have thin legs. I need my bones to show.

I need to starve myself and lose sm weight in a short time that my parnets get severly concerned

I went some where w my bf yesterday and he took a pic of me while i wasn't paying attention. That double chin was HORRID.

Fasting is addicting once you get into it

I can't wait to be done w my exams so i can starve myself properly again

❝ well , i walked into ur dagger for the last time . . . ❞

seeing irl th1nsp0 is so humbling . . . UR LiKE 9 WHY R U SO SKiNNY ૮ ˃𓈒꒧ ˂ ა i feel so bad and im trying not to stare but im so jealous ughhhhh . anyways at least i went outside , been held up in my room for too long (- ‸ - " ) plus the fits cute !! sooo it's worth it ig ⸝⸝ ‹𝟹

idk im completely alright w getting worse , but getting back into my ed is smth i HEAViLY avoid . i always get into the euphoric - like episodes and always end up wanting to kms in the end sooooo yea no ! ⸝⸝ ‹𝟹

❝ . . . it's like tryna start a fire w matches in the snow . ❞

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Picture this every time I eat 

not stopping till I look like this

be like a ballerina have discipline.



⭐️ve for the summer bod

I didn’t eat for 3 days so I could be lovely.

The devil is real.

And he’s not a little red man with horns and a tail.

my fav th!nsp0 pics

If you start now you can still get your dream body by summer.

I can't tell my mom about 4n4 and ⭐ving because she unintentionally ⭐ves herself and can go days without eating without skipping a beat, so if I told her all my problems, she would just brush it off and act like I'm being dramatic. Kinda like if an obese person came to you and told them they're ⭐ving their self and are eating 1000 cals a day, anyone with 4n4 would think "oh they're fine, that's not ⭐ving". I broke down crying 6 months ago because I felt f4t and disgusting, and she said "oh honey, you're the perfect weight" and then has never followed up on it or noticed my lack of eating. I'm so sick of her brushing off my problems, and not caring about me enough to notice I'm eating half of what I was 6 months ago.

Just binged super hard, I ate 1,283 calories after staying under my deficit for weeks and loosing a pound. I feel disgusting and I'm going to stop 3ating breakfast and lunch because my mom watches me eat dinner. I feel so f@t and disgusting. Might have to take up purging because ⭐ving and laxatives aren't working.