Why Is It That Every Time I Have Someone In My Life I Feel Comfortable Talking About My Trauma To, They

the summer is like well what if it was unbearable outside and you can't wear any cool jackets. and everyone's going to tell you that this is the best time of the year. and you're the crazy one

Been feeling like this lately.

It's like if you don't want to interact with me just fucking tell me.

I don't want to feel left out.🧩

I don't want to feel rejected.

If you don't want me, just tell me and I'll stop bugging you.🔴

If you need a break of pause tell me. I'll respect that. Just let me know. 🟡

If you want to interact with me, but need to find time or I did something wrong or made it difficult tell me! I need to be able to fix it. I can't if you don't tell me.🟢

I just don't want to feel invisible or rejected or unwanted with out any communication.

Tell me you want me to fuck off and I will.

If you have ever wondered what others would rate your looks out of 10 or what number you actually are, you have fallen victim to a sexist, abusive, opressive, objectivized mind fuck that is so harmful and laughable at the same time. Screw all of that, you are so cute. You are so pretty and attractive. You're the cutest cutiepie that ever walked earth.

“It’s unfortunate that we live in such a technologically consumed world that when we try to sincerely speak we get tuned out because people are so tuned in to their devices.”

— -m.b. justalittlewildflower

Stop leaving me on "seen". Stop leaving me on "seen". Stop leaving me on "seen". Stop leaving me on "seen". Stop leaving me on "seen". Stop leaving me on "seen". STOP FUCKING LEAVING ME ON "SEEN" AND TALK TO ME, DAMN IT!!!

heartbreaking: none of artist's other songs are as much of a banger as the song I discovered the artist by

I just had a small epiphany why you might like other people's art more than your own:

It's the lack of suspension of disbelief.

When you see something someone else has drawn or painted, you take in the content faster than you take in the technical aspects. You experience it as pseudo-real, the same way you stop perceiving animated characters as drawn or book characters as written as you get into the story.

On the other hand, when you yourself have made something, all you see is the machine behind the theater, so to speak. You're probably thinking about lines, shading, coloring in a "does this make sense? Is this the best decision I could have made?"-kind of way.

I think that's also why sometimes, pictures you haven't looked at for a long time starts looking nice to you again, à la: "Hey past-me was unto something! Why can't I replicate it nowadays?". It's probably specifically because you've forgotten the process of making it that you are now seeing it with fresh eyes.

Art is an illusion, but a magician has a hard time tricking themself. So don't be so hard on yourself: it's probably just that you can't see the magic right now, but that doesn't mean it's not there.

Ive seen multiple posts from reddit refuges that go like "im queer and its so welcoming here!" Or "im nonbinary and dont get quized on my gender here!" Or "im autistic and i can be weird here and yall like it!" And its so fuckin cute its like yes hi hello welcome this is the gay ass autistic website we love special interests we love weird genders we love just saying random shit and the just happy surprised tone of those posts is so wholesome to me like yes! hi! you are in fact the target audience! welcome home

Literally cannot emphasize enough that my #1 writing advice is to stop being afraid. Stop being afraid of sounding too cringe, or too stupid, or too horrifying, or too horny, or too weird, or too much, or too little, or too you. You need to put your entire pussy into your art. Sure, it won't be to everyone's tastes, but if you keep yourself to the blandest tamest safest roads possible you will be of no one's tastes, not even yours.