Is it weird that I want to disappear? Just long enough to see if anyone, besides my family, would miss me.
my life just is [gets traumatized] [gets traumatized] [gets traumatized] [gets
“It’s unfortunate that we live in such a technologically consumed world that when we try to sincerely speak we get tuned out because people are so tuned in to their devices.”
— -m.b. justalittlewildflower
Ive seen multiple posts from reddit refuges that go like "im queer and its so welcoming here!" Or "im nonbinary and dont get quized on my gender here!" Or "im autistic and i can be weird here and yall like it!" And its so fuckin cute its like yes hi hello welcome this is the gay ass autistic website we love special interests we love weird genders we love just saying random shit and the just happy surprised tone of those posts is so wholesome to me like yes! hi! you are in fact the target audience! welcome home
I could function in a society that had an actual nightlife that isn't synonymous with just clubbing. Where are the night markets what if I want to go to the library at midnight
I guess today is “let’s not respond to me” Yeah okay that’s fine too
It's so weird watching the internet enter into this period of major anti-consumer changes which will almost certainly give birth to new alternative sites that will become the new juggernauts of the internet, or some new age of consumerist horror never before seem.
Between the Tumblr porn ban, reddit blackout, Twitter's implosion, TikTok threatening to be banned every other month, Netflix cutting off sharing, nothing seems stable anymore.
I'm just pack rat hoarding and copying down all the life-tips, artists names, resources, and shop names I love before it's parent site inevitably falls into the abyss
It’s okay if things turned out so differently than I planned. It’s okay if I don’t have the life I imagined I would when I was 19 because I don’t think past me had any idea of the things that could change in and around herself. It’s okay to not be able to predict the future, to map out your whole life. I don’t even agree with things past me believed, and she didn’t know enough about life to be so wise beyond her years to be able to have everything figured out, because no one has every last detail of life figured out. It’s a good thing to have changed, to have learned. It means that the suffering wasn’t all in vain. What matters is why I’m going to do with my life now, and not if I can do the things past me expected to. It’s okay, it’s okay, I’m just not the same. I still get to build a life more aligned with present me and to be happier than I imagined.
if you're a late bloomer and you have had circumstances in your life that led you to slow down and be "behind in life" in comparison to your peers and people you see online, let me tell you that that's totally ok and you can still win in life with slow and steady progress and you are not worth any less than super successful people and comparing yourself to them is unfair because they prob never struggled the way you did but you are still here.
heartbreaking: none of artist's other songs are as much of a banger as the song I discovered the artist by