Latest Posts by mizzykittyy - Page 2

Childhood loneliness

I keep having flashbacks.

Not full fledged images.

My memory doesnt work like that.

All i remember is the painful emptiness.

The time i spent all on my own.

Because noone cared.

Noone ever has and I'm finding the will hard to locate.

Am i made to be a solitary creature.

Is this a prison.

A chamber where god has put me.

Made me forget all my sins.

Only thing he left me with.

Agonising desertion

Isolation beyond explaint

Why forsake me lord?

You made me this way.

You want your creations to be happy?

Then who made me.

You want me to believe.

How can i?

You refuse to send me a sign.

You want me dead.

But every chance you get you ignore.

What do you want from me?

Currently handcuffed

I am the biggest embrassment to mankind

Fly me to tbe moon

Anyone else ever cry because of a friends death but without them being dead. Like they are alive and well and i fully know this fact so why was i breaking out into borderline hyperventilation about their death

Finally broke up thank you lord for the courage !

#imjustagirl

Crying hyperventilating and packing my bag i dont want to be in this house anymore i dont want to feel like the ultimate disappointment and i dont want to live i wish i was never born why would they put me on this earth if they wouldnt love me why do i have to be so useless why csnt i just be normal

Sometimes i cant go to the bathroom because im too depressed to move so i just do mia in a can of cola

I need to break up rn urgh

Writing songs because killing myself is "selfish"

My notes app is colour coordinated for this reason