I Really Hope There Isn't Already A Story With This Title.
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talkischeapbutsoareyo0ou:
HAHAHA this really just happened… like no words.
Your-To own possessive; “Are we going back to your house”
You’re- You are- “You’re a beautiful person inside and out”
Its almost 2013 lets know the difference.
Lol, no problem. You didn't delete it, you answered privately.
Thank you i-write-stories for that message, I accidentally deleted it. But I’m doing better and I’m trying to type a few chapters today.
Bitch, don’t kill my vibe
Kendrick Lamar (via findfanficshere)
collective-history:
Martin Luther King Jr removing a burned cross from his front yard with his son at his side. Atlanta Ga 1960.
hello-beautiful-youth:
If you don’t reblog this I’m judging you.
Yea a little, I'm not doing completely bad though considering the opportunities I'm being presented with. I kinda wish I could stay longer,because class ends in the first week of Dec. & I have to leave relatively close to that.
i-write-stories replied to your post: Hope it’s not too late to post.
How dare you ask that! SmH
Lol, my time is like a couple hours earlier then a lot of people. I don’t want to be posting mid morning and shit.
I get stared at when I'm on my way to school, I'm 18 & feel like a child because its hard for me to communicate, but it'll get better soon. Thanks for asking.
i-write-stories replied to your post: Hope it’s not too late to post.
How dare you ask that! SmH
Lol, my time is like a couple hours earlier then a lot of people. I don’t want to be posting mid morning and shit.
Yoo, My ass moved to China...To China! where I'm 12 hours ahead of when I was in New York, I still gotta read these stories though... Now that we have established that it is never too late for you to post, carry on with your civil duty & write Wait For You. =D Please.
i-write-stories replied to your post: Hope it’s not too late to post.
How dare you ask that! SmH
Lol, my time is like a couple hours earlier then a lot of people. I don’t want to be posting mid morning and shit.
#Weak!!!!!!!!
1reblog=1prayer
Support this lil guy show him that you care : )
But Make It Better. It'll Most Likely Have The Same Theme, Just Better Writing.
The greatest scene in all animated movie history.
i skipped out some parts but w/e
Real shit though, I just wanted to write a story with people I noticed look some what a like. Then I opened my eyes and saw madddddd Chris Brown fanfics. This right here is my first and last.
To start anymore Christopher stories. He is being played out in the fanfiction world. Smh.
But Lost Ones is still being revamped, it will also have a different name, and I still have my other story on hush. No more BROWN stories for me after I finish the ones I’m working on.
Jerrell's Point. Of. View
As I awaited her answer I noticed that she was becoming teary eyed. I don't know why she just won't tell me what's going on with her. I love this girl and I've always been here for her, and I plan to continue this pattern of being here for her. However I was growing impatient and I needed her to talk to me now.
Me: Khloe look at me. *I said as I cupped her chin in my hand bringing her to face me.*
Once I had eye contact with her she turned her head again. I wasn't gonna leave until she spoke to me about what was going on. I picked her up without even getting off the couch,placing her body on mine so that she was now straddling me. Then I tried again, this time holding her face a little tighter, enough for her not to be able to turn her face from me but still not too hard.
Me: Khlo? What's going on?
Khloe: Please can we just talk about it a different time Jerrell?
Tears were now streaming down her face. Yet here I was still lost with no clue about what she was feeling.
Me: No, Khlo look at you, you're crying and you still don't wanna tell me what's going on. Listen, I love you, and I'm here for you so just please let me be here.
Khloe: Please don't do this.
Me: Don't do what Khlo?
Khloe: Don't be all kind, loving, and sweet to me.
Me: Ok, tell me you don't love me back and then we'll come to this agreement. I won't be kind, loving, or sweet to you.
Khloe: I.....I....
Me: Khlo don't force yourself to say words you won't mean.
As she got up off of me she began to cry harder, except for I wasn't gonna just let her run to her room crying.I grabbed her by her arm and pulled her into me. I put my chin on the top of her head while she cried into my chest.
Me: Its ok babe, everything while be ok.
Khloe: No, it won't, and I'm so sorry Jerrell. I really didn't want to hurt you.
Me: Babe I'm fine, when I talk about my dad I sad for just that moment, but then when I think of how much he made sure we knew he loved us, I'm ok again.
Khloe: No, Rell, not that.
Me: Then what Khlo?
I eased away from her so that she could look at me, but I didn't let her out of my arms.
Khloe: The day after you left, I had a doctors appointment...
Me: Yea?
Now I was getting scared, but I wanted to be there for her. Just as that thought left my head she began to cry hysterically again.
Me: Babe, shhhhhh, stop crying please. Just tell me what's going on.
Khloe: Jerrell I found out I was 1 month pregnant.
I had to stop for a moment and walk over to a chair. I didn't mean to leave her there crying, but I didn't know what to do. I did know one thing for sure though.
Me: Babe, I'll tell my mom and Terry, and I'll be-
Khloe: I had an abortion Jerrell. *She said wiping her eyes, which didn't make sense because she just continued to cry.*
Me: You did what!?!
I could tell she was scared, because she jumped then froze in her spot as if she forgot how to use her feet.
Khloe: I'm so, so, sooooooo sorry Jerrell.
I didn't know what to do, so I had to chuckle.
Me: I'm not even mad that you killed my child, matter of fact...I am mad. But I'm more upset at the fact that you didn't tell me. The girl I loved, the one that was everything to me. I took your virginity remember?
My voice was growing cold, just as my face was becoming hard with anger. I now had tears streaming down my face.
Khloe: Jerrell, I... I was just-
Me: You were just what? Huh Khloe!? You were what?!
Khloe: I don't-
Me: Man shut the fuck up!
She walked over to where I was sitting, tears still streaming down her face. I jumped up and looked down at her, I just couldn't believe this.
Khloe: Jerrell, I love-
Me: Man, fuck that.
I went to pick my phone up off the coffee table, when again her crying became hysterical. It took everything in me not to go swoop her up in my arms and hold her until she felt no pain; but then again I was feeling pain. What about me?
I didn't even look at her before heading to the door.
Khloe: Jerrell, PLEASE! *She yelled as though she was pleading with me*
Me: Please, what Khloe!? *I yelled while turning to face her*
The next thing I knew she was on the floor crying, and her mom was entering the living room.
Kathy: What's going on in here?
I looked at her mom, the turned back heading to the door.
Kathy: Jerrell, whats going on? Why are the both of you yelling and crying?
I stopped in my tracks and turned back around.
Me: Tell her Khlo.
Khloe: *Looking up at me with puppy dog eyes* She knows Jerrell. *She barely above a whisper*
She knew what she was doing, because I didn't hear anything after the word "she."
Me: What was that Khloe? She, what?
Khloe: She knows. * Again she was wiping her non-ending tears*
I looked at Mrs. Santiago like she had three heads.
Me: Wait, so you're ok with your daughter having an abortion without even telling the father of the child that the child was existent?
Kathy: Woah, I would never be ok with something like that. Khloe Maria Santiago, what does he mean when he says " without even telling the father of the child that the child was existent?", because you told me that he knew. You also told me that you guys agreed that it was for the best.
There Khloe went again with that loud ass crying.
Me: * Taking a deep sigh* Look I'm out, it was good to see you Mrs. Santiago.
Kathy: I'm so sorry baby, I thought you knew.
I gave her a hug then started walking. I didn't feel like taking the bus so I called Jason.
Jason: Yo, wassup?
Me: Can you come get me?
Jason: From where?
Me: The Metro
Jason: Iight, I'm on my way. 15 mins, so order me some crabcakes.
~20 mins later~
My phone was ringing, and I could only hope that it was Chase. I know the lord heard my prayers when I looked at the screen and saw his name.
Me: Yea?
Jason: I'm outside, you better have my crabcakes.
I hung up and ran out to the car, putting the crabcakes in the back seat and sitting there quietly. I had a feeling this quiet peace wouldn't last long when we got to our first light.
Jason: Aye, what's wrong with you bruh?
Me: Nothing, just get me home please.
Jason: Whatever you say young blood.
~The Next Morning~
Jerome's Point. Of. View.
Its 6 in the morning, so I knew no one would be up. I decided I was gonna go visit dad before anyone could wake up. I checked for the keys, but the rent-a-car key was no where to be found. I decided to just walk to Aunt Ray's house and ask if I can borrow her car. I think its funny how mom's little sister bought a house 2 blocks from dad's mom.
I rang the bell and waited.
Aunt Raven: Hey Rome, whats going on; why you here so early?
Me: I wanted to know if I could borrow your car.
Aunt Raven: Umm, why?
Me: To go see dad.
Aunt Raven: Oh, sure Romey.
We went inside, I gave her a hug and made my way to visit dad. Except someone had beat me to it, Jerrell was here before me.
Jerrell: Dad, I'm so lost and I don't know if I could ever forgive her. I know what you're probably thinking "go talk to Terry I sent him for you guys to have a father figure", but Terry isn't you dad. Sometimes I need a man of my own blood line to talk to me.
Me: I may not be what your looking for, but maybe I could help you.
Jerrell: You sure? Cause lately you been so in your feelings, not even mama wanna talk to you.
Me: Yea I know, but if you need me I'm gonna be here because you're my little brother.
Jerrell: Man stop being so soft.
Hmph. My little brother.
Me: Iight, so what's up?
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Once Rell had told me what happened I couldn't help but be angry. I'm gonna make sure my cousin finds out about this, because she's in deep need of an ass whopping and I don't hit girls.
Me: Yo, follow me to Aunt Ray's
Jerrell: Why?
Me: Cause I got her car, and I ain't got no other way to get to Nana house.
Jerrell: Silly if I got the car we gotta go back to Mama Philips house first.
Me: Just follow me lil' nigga.
Jerrell: *Sighing* Iight, lets go.
When we got there we decided to stop and say hi to Saraya.
.:: Side Note ::.
Saraya is 3 months younger than Jerome. Her name is a combination of her parents name. Her father being Samuel and her mother being Raven. The 'a' at the end is so that she wouldn't have the same nickname as her mother.
.:: Ok, Back To The Story ::.
Saraya: Hey uglies. *She said opening the door.*
Jerrell: Hi to you too short stuff
Me: Fuck outta here monkey ass.
Saraya: Aww, you guys must have missed me to make fun of me so calmly.
Jerrell: You mad?
Saraya: Nope.
We looked at each other then back at Raya.
Me & Jerrell: She mad. * We both laughed, because now she was getting mad.*
Saraya: Ugh! I swear ya'll so dumb.
Me: Anywayssssssssssss. * Put on the most bird like voice I could* I need a favor.
Saraya: Who you want me to fight?
Me: Why is that your first thought? Why I can't need a normal favor, like you lending me money or something?
Saraya: One, you always have a job, I bet you made your boss transfer you to a CVS in New York. Two, every time you ever need a favor I end up with my hair in a bun, some sweats and tims, oh and some girls face attached to my fist.
I had to laugh, that was so true. I always ask her to fight girls for me, but its just because I wouldn't dare hit a woman.
Me: Alright, that may be true.
Saraya: No, Its true.
Me: Ok, its true. I need you to handle-
Jerrell: Jerome no.
Me: Why not?
Jerrell: Just don't Jerome Damn!
Saraya: Umm, what's going on here.
Me: Jerrell's ex, current, whatever aborted his child without even telling him she was pregnant. *I blurted out as fast as I could*
Saraya: What?! Nah Rell, Imma beat her ass.
Jerrell: Look, my moms don't even know yet, and this shit I just can't deal with. Yea, I'm hurt but I still love this girl so whether or not we're together I don't want you to fight her.
Me & Saraya: Man, fuck that.
Saraya: Look at you over here defending her, when like you said you "love her". You think she love you? *She paused waiting for him to answer, but when he didn't she kept on.* If she "love you", why she didn't even have the decency to call you and say "I'm pregnant, and I want an abortion." ?
She had a point and whether or not he wanted to admit it, it was evident that he knew.
Jerrell: Like I said you're not fighting her... Yo I'm out, so if you want this ride lets go.
I got up and gave Raya a hug. Then she wispered to me, exactly what I expected her to say.
Saraya: Don't worry I'll handle it.
Me: Just chill... for now until he come to his senses.
She nodded, then I walked out to the car and got in without a word. Of course we drove in silence, Jerrell was in his feelings. Once he cut the engine off we got out the car and went inside.
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Today is Thursday and Jerrell hasn't spoken to me since Tuesday when I tols Saraya to fight Khloe. I mean, Khloe did some fucked up shit, but then again I knew where he was coming from. When I broke up with April, Raya went behind my back and jumped her in the school parking lot even though I asked her not to fight her.
I walked upstairs to the room Rell was in, me and Chase were staying in the basement while mama stayed at Nana's. I knocked on the door three times and waited to hear something.
Jerrell: Yea?
Me: Its me.
Jerrell: So?
I sighed then went in the room.
Me: Look I'm sorry iight? My heart told me that Khlo needed to be fucked up and I followed it, but I didn't think about how it would make you feel. I didn't think of how I felt when I walked out the school and saw Raya and her girls jumping April.
Jerrell nodded at me in understanding, I knew he'd forgive me but I wanted him to understand that I would always have his back.
Me: You know dad wouldn't like this, us making each other mad and shit... especially at a time like this.
Jerrell: Yea, he'd be on some shit like "Whatever ya'll feeling, gone head and feel it, just remember to let it go."
Me: Aw man,that used to be his favorite line. Well that and " If you're thinking with your heart and you're not in love you must be stuck on stupid." But yo, I got some apologies to make since I was all up in my feelings this week.
He gave me a pound(dap) and I left out to go see a bunch of people I was dismissing this week.
Jerrell's Point. Of. View.
We've officially been in this house for two weeks, and next week would make it a month since we've been in New York. Crazy part is I've only spoken to Khloe that one time, yet I still called her everyday to not get an answer. There's just something fishy about that. This is gonna be a tough week, because this week is-
*Knock Knock*
I was taking out of my thoughts by the knocks to my door. I looked up as if the person were already in my room.
Me: Yeah. *I said waiting for whoever it was to show their face.*
Jason: Yo, mom said come downstairs.
Me: Iight.
I threw my phone on the bed and followed Chase downstairs.
Chase is our older brother, mom & dad's first kid. He's in his sophomore year in college. We call him Chase, because "Jase" would've been a stupid nickname. He goes to USC on an athletic scholarship. At our highschool Rome and I lived under his legacy. Not many people respect that aside from being involved in sports Rome wants to be a Neuro Surgeon, and I want to open a Daycare.
I sat on the end of the sofa while Chase sat on the other end and mom and Rome sat on the other couch.
Faith: I know you guys miss home, and so do I. So I was thinking that maybe we can go on Monday and stay the whole week, seeing how Friday is...Friday is...
Right then and there she started to tear up, everyone knew what Friday was already.
Jerome: I'm going. *He said like he and mom were beefin' or something*
Jason: Mama Imma go, but I gotta go back to Cali from there, so can you arrange that for me please?
Jerome: Man fuck ya flight to Cali, real shit you probably only tryna get back to shorty.
With that he got up and walked out. Now mom didn't even know what to do.
Me: Mom don't worry we wouldn't miss it for the world you know that. I gave her a hug then made my way back to my room.
Jerome's Point. Of. View
~Monday 1 p.m~
We just landed in Tampa, and Aunt Ray came to get us from the airport. I'm not gonna lie I missed home, but I don't want to be bothered with anyone. Everyone handles this week differently, my way is not dealing with anyone.
Since Thursday when I cursed at Chase we haven't really spoke, he tries to check on me, but like I said I don't want to be bothered.
Aunt Raven: So how was the flight guys?
Faith: It was good, nice and fast.
Jerrell: Yea, it was cool.
Jason: I'm just glad that we get to spend this week here, because this all would be so crazy if we had to go through this in New York.
Me: Get the fuck outta here Chase, you didn't even help us move, you just showed up when you fucking felt like it. Just the other day you were worrying about going back to S.C when everybody knows that Friday is-
Faith: Thats enough Jerome, I been letting you get away with your bullshit, but now shut the fuck up before I come back there and fuck you up!
Jason: Ma calm down, you know he's always up in his feelings when this week comes around.
Jerrell's Point. Of. View
There he go making everything salty. Always on some fuck boy shit like no one else is in pain.
~6 hours later~
We've been at Nana's house all day,but Jason, Jerome, and I are gonna stay at Mama Philips until we go back to New York. I'm glad we're here, we need to be around family and I now have the chance to see what's up with Khlo.
Me: Hey Nana. *I said walking into the living room.*
Nana: Hey baby, what's up?
Me: Nothing, I just wanted to know if you minded me going to visit Khloe?
Nana: Not at all sweetie, call your mom and tell her that your over there though.
Me: Ok Nana, no problem.
Within 30 minutes I'd called mom and let her know, and I was now arriving at Khloe's house. Her mom opened the door for me and hugged me like I was her child...not gonna lie I miss chillen over here.
Kathy: Wait in the living room, I wanna surprise her because she's been moppy since you left.
Me: Iight,cool.
I sat on the couch and waited for her to come out.I looked to the walkway that connected to the living room when I heard her footsteps, I really missed my baby.
Khloe: Mom I did not leave my sneakers in the middle of the-
When she saw me she tensed up like she saw a ghost. I don't know if it was just because she was surprised or she didn't want to see me.
Khloe: Jerrell *She said lightly sighing*
Me: Hey baby, wassup? *I gave her a warm smile,but she still didn't move from her spot*
Khloe: Hey. *She said softly as she nervously rubbed the back of her neck*
Me: *I chuckled at her* Hey, can I have a hug? A kiss? Some love from my girlfriend?
Khloe: I'm sorry. How are you babe? *She asked as she walked over to me wrapping her arms around my neck.
Me: *As I wrapped my arms around her small waist* I'm ok, just missed you baby.
The look in her eyes read that something was wrong, but I don't see why she wouldn't just tell me.
Khloe: I missed you too, you wanna watch a movie?
Me: Sure,but only if you tell me what's wrong.
She then pushed herself off of me, now I know somethings wrong.
Khloe: *Nervously chuckling* Nothings wrong.
Author's Point. Of. View
As the watched Fat Albert in her living room, the wheels in Jerrell's head wouldn't stop turning. There were so many questions he didn't have answers to.
1. Why was she avoiding his calls?
-Although she didn't ignore any of them, she still didn't answer them. Heck she didn't return any either.
2. Why was she so tense when they hugged?
3. Why didn't she give him a kiss?
4. Why was she so nervous?
Jerrell's Point. Of. View.
That's it, I gotta know what's going on with Khloe.As soon as I was about to ask her what was going on she asked me something.
Khloe: So, what brings you back to the bay? I know ya mama ain't drive all this way just so you can see me.
Me: Well we didn't drive, but your right we didn't come back just to see you. We came back for my dad.
Khloe: Aww you call Terry dad now, but what di-
Me: No, we're here for my real dad. Friday is the anniversary of his passing.
Khloe: Oh, I'm so sorry baby. *She then kissed me for the first time since I got here.*
Me: Its ok, I'm just glad we came back because I need to be around family at a time like this.Especially since Rome has been all up in his feelings.
Khloe: Everyone grieves differently Rell.
Me: Yea I know, but can we change the subject though?
Khloe: Sure. What do you wanna talk about?
Me: Lets talk about why we only spoke once in almost a month. Please just be honest with me.
This Can't Be Life...I'm Weak.
#Repost I’m crying. (Taken with Instagram)
Some people graduated and still be stupid.
Kanye West
Jerrell’s Point. Of. View
I miss Khlo so much, I swear that girl is my everything.We’ve been here in New York for 3 days, and I haven’t spoken to Khlo since the night we got here. It seems everytime I call she’s busy, or she’s avoiding me. I’m gonna try again.
Me: Hey babe…its me, call me when you get a chance, ok? I love you. Bye.
I was almost sure I’d get her this time. Well, on the bright side they finished the house early and we’re moving in tomorrow. We saw the house the other day with mom and picked our rooms… well me and Rome picked between two rooms. They’re the same size though, so its all good. I walked into the living room a plopped myself onto the couch. I found a movie to watch and I was good.
Mom and Tee are out visiting one of Mom’s old friend from college. They took Naya with them, and Rome is down at the pool.
Jerome’s Point. Of. View
I just came out of the pool and started to dry off a little bit. I was about to go up to the room when I looked and I saw April, or at least who I thought was her. I just shook my head and began to make my way to the elevator.I was standing there waiting, when I heard my name.
April: Jerome?
Me: Uh, hi April… I thought that was you.
April: *Smiling* Yea, its me.
Me: Cool, how you been?
I was actually happy to see her, she mean’t the world to me once…then she cheated, but I still missed her sometimes.
April: I’ve been fine, so your on vacation here too?
The elevator door opened and I stepped in first, with her following my lead.
Me: Nah, we moved here, and we’re moving into our house tomorrow.
April: That’s cool, 12 please.
I pressed 12 for her, and 14 for myself. We spoke about random things we liked about the hotel, then she asked me to walk her to her room. I don’t know why, but I did. Within seconds we were standing in front of her door.
April: I’m glad I saw you. I always wanted to say sorry for what I did, but then my parents changed my school and I-
I cut her off.
Me: Its ok,I had time to forgive you.
April: I’ve missed you Rome. *she said smiling*
Me: Yea, I missed you too…now I know better.
April: That was cold.
Me: No, that was honest, once I realized what you were I moved on. Look, I gotta go…see you around.
I leaned in and kissed her on the cheek.
Me: Bye April.
With that I left.
When I got to the room I told Jerrell everyrthing.
Author’s Point. Of. View
The boys hung out for a while until it was time for dinner. The family went to Red Lobster and enjoyed their meal. When they got back to the hotel the boys went to the pool and hung out with girls they met in the hotel.
Jerome: Yo, I’m glad the house is finished early, but Imma miss chillen with Ren and Leah.
.:: Side Note ::.
Renee and Aleah are cousins. Renee lives in Georgia but was born in New York, while Aleah was born in New York and has never left. She is only in the hotel because Renee and other members of their family are visiting for the family reunion.
.:: The End ::.
Jerrell: True, they some cool girls. I like chillen with them, and if I was single I’d be all in Leah’s face. Speaking of, I miss Khlo and everynight that I don’t speak to her I feel like something is wrong.
Jerome: Just keep calling her, matter of fact call her now before we go down to the pool.
He took his brother’s advice and called her again, and again it went to voicemail. They were just about to leave the room and Jerrell’s phone rang.
Jerrell: Hello?
Khloe: Hey babe *she spoke in a scratchy voice*
Jerrell: Hey, you sound like your sleeping.
Khloe: Yea, I am…I just didn’t want you to worry.
Jerrell: Thanks for calling me, I love you.
Khloe: I love you too, goodnight baby.
Jerrell: Night Khlo.
Author’s Point. Of. View
Faith and Terrence took the cars to be washed at 7 in the morning, They made sure to be quiet because they knew that the boys were still tired from the party.
Jerrell’s Point. Of. View
I’m so tired, why is my phone ringing? Still I answered it not checking who it was.
Me: Hello?
Khloe: Aww your sleeping?
Me: Yea, what time is it?
Khole: I came to surprise you, and its 7:30
Me: *I got out of bed and began making my way to the door* Don’t expect me to stay up though, ok?
I hung up and opened the door.
Khole: Ok, hey babe.
She kissed me then made her way to my room, I closed the door behind me and did the same. When I got in my room I got back in my room and patted the other side for her to lay down, soon enough we were both sleeping.
Jerome’s Point. Of. View
Its 9:00 and I just woke up, went to the bathroom, and did my hygiene thing. Once I was done I wanted to check if Rell was awake, he’s always quiet in the morning. However when I went to his room I saw him and Khole asleep under his covers, Imma just mind my business and go back to my room.
When I went to my room I began to think of what it would be like if me and April were still together, what if she was the person I had to say good-bye to today? Then I realized how I found out she was cheating on me with a boy from another school. I decided I didn’t need to be thinking about this right now, so I just turned on the T.V.
I heard the cars pull into the driveway as soon as I turned the T.V on, when I checked the time it was 9:45. I jumped out my bed and ran to Jerrell’s room.
Me:Yo, Mom is home get up now!
Jerrell: *Jumping out of his bed* What?!
Me: Yea, like right now!
Both Khloe and Jerrell quickly rushed to the bathroom, Jerrell in one and Khloe in the bathroom of the guest room. Clearly they didn’t have sex, which is great because I wouldn’t be able to save them from that.In enough time the three of us were on the couch watching T.V.
Janaya: *Running into the livingroom* I missed you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She gave Relly a hug and jumped right in my lap.
Janaya: Hi Khloe.
Khloe: Hi Nay
Janaya: Did you know we are moving today?
Khloe: Yes, I did know you guys are moving today
Janaya: Your not gonna find a new boyfriend right?
I looked over at Khloe as she began to tear up, I felt so bad for her.
Khloe: No, I’m not gonna find a new boyfriend now that your moving.
Janaya: Do you-
Me:Thats enough questions Janaya
Janaya: But
Me: But thats it.
I looked at Khloe and mouthed “I’m Sorry”, while Jerrell rubbed her back.
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After everything started to move so fast, we were loading the moving truck, and in less than 3 hours we were ready to leave our Tampa memories behind.
Janaya: No! I’m not leaving.
Faith: Aww baby, we have to leave
Janaya: No, I can stay with my grandma’s, they love me.
Faith: What about me and daddy? We love you too.
Janaya: But I don’t wanna go.
Faith: I know baby, but you gotta wait until you see your new room.I know your gonna love it.
Janaya: Mommy I don’t care about that room, I love the room I already have.
Mom bent down and hugged Naya, with tears running down both their faces. I felt so bad for mom, but I knew that I wasn’t too excited to leave either.
I picked Nay up and put her in the Audi, Then Rell and I got in the Lincoln. Right before we pulled off I saw Mama Philips and Grandma Johnson smiling and waving with watery eyes, then Khloe standing there wipeing her tears, but the sadess part was when I looked at the Audi and through the window saw Naya crying, she was breaking my heart.
Rell and I waved back, then pulled off right behind the Audi.
Jerrell’s Point. Of. View
I just pulled up to Khlo’s house and was calling her on the phone. She ran outside wearing this outfit, that just happened to match mine. I swear I’m in love with her.She opened the car door, got in, and gave me a kiss.
Khloe: Hey babe.
Me: Hey, where to?
Khloe: To the Mansion.
Me: Ok.
I pulled off without hesitating, the Mansion was our spot.Everyone goes to the Mansion, thats where the best parties are.
Jerome’s Point. Of. View
Me and my boys stopped at McDonalds to rack up on food, man I love my crew…I’m not gonna lie though, I wish Relly was here.
Me: So where we finna go ya’ll???
Tyrone: You know we gotta hit the Mansion one time for your last night.
We got to the Mansion about thirthy minutes later and then I saw Terry’s Lincoln, and Khloe get out the passenger seat.I went over to it and gave Khloe a hug.
Me: Yo, I’m so glad you guys came, I was just thinking to myself that whatever I do tonight should be done with my brother.
Jerrell: Me too man.
We all began to walk inside, this night was gonna be great I could feel it. Then I knew it as soon as we got in and on the stage was mom and Tee.Rell and I began to wild out like some kids. Then we saw mom put the mic closer to her.
Faith: I wanna say that I raised some beautiful boys, and I’ve never had to do it alone. When they both were born their dad was there with me every step of the way. *She began to get teary eyed* And when he passed, their grandmothers were here…both my mom and their dad’s mom, and now my wonderful husband Terry is his here. I’m so proud of the men they are becoming, and thats why I had to throw this going away party for them.
Me and Jerrell stood here in the middle of the dance floor with tears running down our faces. All eyes were on us and I’m not gonna lie, I wanted to just breakdown…but I held it together, not for me, but for my little brother.
Terrence: I love my beautiful wife, and these wonderful boys. They accepted me for who I am, and I do my best for them. They may not call me dad, but they’re my sons…MINE. To love, to care for, and to protect under any and evey circumstance possible. These boys deserve that, and I just hope I’ve done a great job providing them with it.
Jerrell and I wipped our eyes and went on stage to say a few words our self. I let Relly go first.
Jerrell: Umm, I don’t know what to say…Thanks mom
Me: And Pops
Jerrell: Yeah, and Pops, for throwing this party for us…Thank you everyone for coming, and we are really gonna miss you guys out here. Oh! I forgot to thank my baby Khloe for being a part of this surprise, and yeah.
Me: Umm everything thing he said, minus the “my baby” part and adding our loving grandparents, thanks everyone for coming to support us.
I put the mic down and reality set in…this is really our last night.
Faith’s Point. Of. View (There Won’t Be Much Of These)
Nearly an hour and 1/2 had passed. I was sitting with my mother just letting this proud moment soak in.Then Terry tapped me on my shoulder.
Me: Yea hunny
Terrence: I think we should take off now, and come back later to make sure everything was good. ;-)
When he winked his eye, I knew what time it was.
Me: Relly did drive right
Terrence: Yupp
Me: And Naya did go to your mom’s house for the night.
Terrence: Correct again
I looked to my mom, then back at Terry.
Me: Mom do you need a ride? Or are you going to stay with Mama Philips?
Grandma Johnson: I’m fine right here, you guys go, enjoy your last night.
Me: I love you ma.
I gave my mom a kiss on the cheek, gave Terry the car keys, and we were on our way. We only made it to the driveway, but I loved it. After that we went inside and straight to the shower, it was just like when we first got married. I swear I love this man. After all of that we took real showers and headed back to the party.We got there in perfect time because it was 10 minutes away from ending. We went in, took pictures with the boys, and made sure nobody left anything behind.
Jerome: Mom, give me the keys to the Audi, I’ll drive home.
Me: Boy get the keys to the Lincoln from your brother, then take Khole, your Nana, and Mama Philips home.
Jerome: Ok mama.
First thing in the morning take the cars to get cleaned. -I told myself.
I went and kissed Maine’s( the boys’ father) mom and my mom before getting in the car with Terry. What a night if I do say so myself. I hope the boys had a good night.
Jerrell’s Point. Of. View
We had just dropped both of our grandmothers and Khloe home, and now we were on our way home.
Me: Did you notice how at the end of the party mom and Terry were wearing completely different outfits???
Jerome: Now that you mention it, yea… and she didn’t want me to drive the Audi home.
Me and Rome at the same time yelled “Ughhhhhhh, that’s nasty”
Jerome: Don’t say anything, we could use this later in life
Me: I’m way ahead of you.
We laughed about a few things, then it all came to a stop when Rome parked.
Me: This is really it huh?
Jerome: I think so.
We sat there in silence for a few more minutes, then we made our way to the door. When I put my key in the door I realized that this was the last night I’d ever use my keys for this door.
Me: I call the shower first.
Jerome: Stupid Imma shower in the guest room.
Me: Oh yea, Nay’s not home…forget it then.
Jerome: Old habits
Me: Yea.
We then went inside our officially old house.
Jerome’s Point. Of. View
Its our last night here, at home…then we start packing our things into a truck and living out of our suitcases tomorrow. I went into the livingroom and heard mom on the phone yelling.
Faith: No, Kenny! That’s unacceptable. You said that my home would be ready on the 10th, and now your telling me that I have to wait until the 17th.
*She paused for 10 seconds*
Faith: So you tell me what I’m supposed to tell my children, do I say “Oh Kenny fucked up, so now we’re gonna stay in a hotel for 8 days.” Huh,Kenny??? What do I tell them???
I could clearly see how angry she was.
Me: Mom? You ok?
She looked like she wanted to cry when she looked at me.
Faith: Give me a second Jerome.
Me: Ok mom, no problem.
Faith: Listen Kenny, I work hard so that my kids can have the best and I expect that my house be completely ready for me on the 16th no later than that.
She hung up and looked at me with a smile, I love this woman so much.
Faith: Hey baby, what’s up?
Me: You ok mama?
Faith: Yea, but are you gonna be ok staying in a hotel for a week?
Me: Yea, no problem.
She kissed me on the cheek then got up and went to finish cooking dinner. I couldn’t say it to her, but the fact the we didn’t leave yet and we already had a problem was bugging me.I went to Relly’s room to see what he was doing, and I wasn’t surprised when I saw him playing with the cutest thing I’d ever seen.
Janaya: *Laughing* No, you can’t have your skittles back.
Jerrell: Oh yes I can, I’m gonna tickle you until you give them back.
She could hardly speak with how hard she was laughing.
Janaya: No no, I’m sorry I ate them Relly.
Me: Hey, why don’t you pick on someone your own size, huh, Jaaa-Rellllllll
Janaya was laughing so hard she kept gasping for air. I kneeled down to her and shook her hand.
Me: I’m here to save you
Janaya: Thank you Romey, your my hero. *She said as she kissed my cheek*
I grabbed a pillow off Rell’s bed and then the war started.
“Hey!” we heard a voice say.
Terrence: I just got home and this is what I see, a war…Well I Mr.President would like for it to end.
Relly and I both looked at each other then back at him, then began to beat him with the pillows.
Janaya: Hey! Be nice to my daddy…Hey! Be nice to my daddy!
We all just looked at her and began to laugh, Terry picked her Up and said “That’s my princess.” Then he looked to us and said “Ok warrior men, its time for everyone to get washed up for dinner before my wife gets mad at us all, and we don’t want that.”
I swear that guy loves my mom so much that he loves us too, he’s a great step father, and he’s always been there for us.
Jerrell’s Point. Of. View
We just finished eating dinner, and hearing about the situation with the new house. I mean I guess its ok, the situation could be worst. Anyways, mom did her thing on this dinner. I hurried up so that I could go see Khloe (My soon to be ex girlfriend)
Me: Mom I’m done with the dishes, can I get the car keys now?
Faith: Drive the Lincoln, and remember curfew is when?
Me: 12:30
Faith: Ok, bye baby have fun… not too much fun.
I had to laugh, it was kinda funny my mom thought I was going to have sex.
Me: Ok mom.
I kissed her on the forehead and headed to get the keys. I had no idea Rome was going anywhere, but when I went upstairs to mom & Terry’s room Rome was in there getting money.
Me: Where you going?
Jerome: I don’t know Kev and them said they were gonna suprise us with something, but I told them you were gonna hang with Khlo since its our last night here before we start on our way tomorrow.
Me: Oh, iight… maybe I’ll call you and see whats up.
Jerome: Iight.
Terrence: Listen, Imma talk to your mom about these curfews, but be safe.
With that he put a box of condoms on the bed and told us to split it evenly. 3 for me & 3 for Rome.
Me: Jees Tee, do you really think that’s what we’re gonna do on our last night home.
He began to walking to bathroom and stopped at the door.
Terrence: I just want you guys to be safe.
Me & Rome: Ok.
thebigbaus:
thaahighlifee:
hogwarts-express:
afterallthistime-always:
hiimant:
shit tyrone
you are tearing this family apart
MILK DOESN’T FUCKING GROW ON TREES TYRONE
WHO SPINS THE BOWL WHILE PUTTING MILK IN IT? SEE TYRONE, THIS IS WHAT I CALL BANKRUTPCY.
what the fuck tyrone you’re just doing this because the milk is white
I AM DYING ^^^^^^^^
I THINK THIS IS MY FAVORITE TUMBLR POST EVER. I WILL REBLOG IT EVERY TIME I SEE IT, I’M SORRY
HYPERVENTILATION
what the fuck tyrone you’re just doing this because the milk is white - LOL!!!
omg i feel so bad i want to cry for this kid ahh poor bby
HIS NAME IS JAMAL
Alll Jamal wanted was some Fruit Loops!!! :’(
hahahha this made my night better