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the bunny and the badger’s jaw

looks like a heart right ?

*screame at Lemon in French* ouioui lemon

Spread 🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥

Soda Pop would love these

Bubble gum

The life I still crave

the summer ends.

Yep in my feels for seriously no reason. This is lame.

And yet I still fucking miss him, fuck you dad. Actually no. Not fuck you because it’s what you wanted.

Like i said. It’s today’s mood.

Today’s topic is my fucking abandonment and daddy issues. Because I’ve been fucking crying all day over literally nothing. Thanks mental illness.

Outsiders driving headcanons:

- Soda and Steve are both lead-footed as FUCK but they're ultimately responsible drivers

- However, their responsibility goes out the window if they pull up next to a Soc at a red light (at which the race is immediately ON)

- Darry drives with one hand on the steering wheel and his elbow on the edge of the window

- Ponyboy hates learning how to drive because Darry gets impatient with him and yells all the while Soda's in the back just laughing his ass off

- "I drive responsibly because there's illegal shit in my car" - Two-Bit probably

- "I drive irresponsibly DESPITE there being illegal shit in my car" - Dallas definitely

- Ponyboy drives under the speed limit at first and it annoys EVERYONE

- Johnny only drives the others cars when they get too trashed to drive home and need a sober driver (he's too jumpy to drive without slamming his foot on the brake every so often, FORGET driving on the interstate)

- Johnny "turn the damn music down I can't see the road" Cade

I had more but my brain erased them like an etch-a-sketch

So many people think anxiety is just being shy and nervous.

No. Anxiety is thinking the person you love the most hates you out of the fucking blue. It’s thinking everyone secretly can’t stand you. It’s feeling like you’re dying when all you’re trying to do is order food, it’s crying over seemingly nothing. Having a break down because something doesn’t feel right. I hate having anxiety it’s a mother fucking monster.

Friends yep. Best of friends

Johnny: "Pony is my friend, and if I love him, it's the way I would love a brother."

Darry: "Pony is my brother, and if he looked at me the way you look at him, I would call the police."

ponyboy vs. back hugs, arms around your waist and cheek kisses.

sodapop vs. tight hugs and nose kisses.

darry vs. warm, big hugs and forehead kisses.

dallas vs. awkward side hugs and neck kisses.

two-bit vs. pick partner up hugs ( if he can lmfao ) and chaste kisses.

steve vs. jumping on partner hugs and temple kisses.

johnny vs. not initiating the hug and kissing partner on the mouth. he can be a bold little fella sometimes

Behold:

A thing

The chore chart appears a couple weeks after the death of Mr. And Mrs. Curtis. The creation of it comes after countless arguments about people pulling their weight. You do your chores and you get a gold star. They boys claim they don't care about getting stars but it quickly becomes a contest on who gets the most. (Winner gets a treat at the end of the week) (Pony steals the stars out of the junk drawer but absolutely denies it, it becomes obvious though when magically him and Johnny have more than anyone.)

The chores are assigned randomly and switch at the end of the week. Darry writes them on masking tape for easy transfer.

Dally ripped the chart in a fit of rage after Darry yelled at him for not vacuuming one week.

Every week is a new angry note written on cardboard in the spot where his stars are supposed to go. He did his chores one week because Johnny was sick and he didn't want johnny to strain himself but otherwise he ignores the chore chart.

There are certain chores they are better at than others. Two-Bit isn't allowed to vacuum after he tried to vacuum up beer caps instead of picking them up by hand. Steve and Soda had to perform emergancy surgery on the vacuum.

The chore chart is another way the gang searches for consistency in their new life. It causes bickering but brings comfort.

During the Christmas season, a small sprig of mistletoe appears over the Curtis brother’s kitchen door, but with a slight rule change: instead of being kissed, anyone caught under the mistletoe gets punched. Overnight, mass war is declared.

Johnny’s living in the kitchen because he’s too scared to try and get out.

Two-Bit gets decked the most, because he keeps forgetting and brazenly walks through the door multiple times a day.

Ponyboy is climbing through windows just to avoid the door.

Soda and Steve are either bolting through doors faster than they can be caught, or trying to sabotage people by pushing them under the mistletoe.

Dally is is relatively safe, because no one wants to try taking a piece out of him; in return, he hides behind the door and wallops whoever tries to sneak through, laughing maniacally the whole time.

Meanwhile Darry is pinching the bridge of his nose, 100% done, like “guys please stop, this is stupid”

Then turns around and absolutely DECKS Steve as he tries to sprint into the kitchen.

Same ponyboy…same

how the curtis siblings swear

— sodapop: what the heck this is freaking dumb as hell.

— ponyboy: what the fuck did you just say to me you shit-fucking fuck i will beat the dicks outta your ass.

— darry: what in the snick snack frick frack did you just say?

He rides a lawn mower

Okay hear me out

Swap AU

Everybody is from new York, they're all like these tough guys right

And then Dallas is from Oklahoma and probably eats grass or some shit

⍣ ೋ some unfamiliar photos I found of the outsider’s cast

100000%

Dallas has cried in Darry’s arms at least once (they never talked about it again) (Dallas was probably a little intoxicated)

Darrel Curtis gets nightmares too. Except his are that Pony and Soda were with their parents in the accident. In his nightmares, he loses everyone. But his nightmares are different from Pony’s because he doesn’t wake up screaming. He wakes up in a cold sweat, silent tears running down his face, and shaking so hard he can barely see. And there is one thing that can calm him down. So every night he silently goes to Pony and Soda’s room and just kinda watches them. He watches the slow rise and fall of their chests and he listens to their snores and that is the one thing that allows him to go back to sleep. Sometimes it takes longer. Sometimes he has to sit by the door of their bed and just listen for a while. One night Pony woke up and saw him so he crawled over to him and kinda pulled Darry up into a hug. That was the first time Pony had seen Darry so vulnerable in a while. Darry eventually got Pony back to sleep and when Pony woke up he assumed it was a dream. So neither of them ever brought it up.

I see you Darry, and I know that feeling all too well

I think some people forget that Darry lost his parents too. His grief isn’t loud. His grief is a quiet gnawing on his heart and his soul until there’s nothing left for it to chew. People remember that Ponyboy and Soda lost their parents because they’re young, they grieve loud and wildly and so hard that you’ll always know they lost someone. Darry hides his pain away under lock and key so that he can stay a life raft for his brothers to cling onto. But one day the lock is going to snap, and people will remember: they were Darry’s parents too.

Dally seems like the kind of guy who’d be allergic to tree nuts. He acts all tough but a cashew could bring him down