Eddie Munson x Reader
A/n lol I went through my drafts and found this finished blurb with the title "feet fic" and just had to post it xD
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"Omg it's getting serious"
furrowing your eyebrows in confusion you look over your shoulder at Eddie, standing in the doorway to the kitchen
"What the hell are you talking about"
"Your feet!" Smiling from ear to ear he points at your naked feet on the kitchen floor
"What about them"
"On our first date you told me whoever's gonna see your naked feet better marry you because this person got to be special, I'm your person! "
" Better buy that ring then, Munson" walking past him into the living room, feet tapping against the floor and not the usually sock sliding. Just too hot to wear more than one item at the time, much to Eddie's glee, but his focus wasn't on your butt in just your undies but instead his eyes were glued to your least liked body part
"I don't know what your problem is, they're are cute"
" Omg stop looking at them! " you shriek playfully rolling your toes under, trying to hide them
" I have seen everything else from you let me enjoy this new view! "
"I will never take off my socks again if you don't stop looking at them!" you laugh at his silliness walking behind every close furniture to hide from his view
"Too late, I saw them and you can't take it away from me" leaning over the sofa where you just run behind and clasping his hands under his chin, looking adorably dorky
"You're such a weirdo" laughing at him before running again from his gaze
"Just wait, the next time I'm even allowed to go into the bathroom when you're peeing" he calls behind you running after you into the bedroom
"Never!" You scream as he tackles you onto the bed and you hold a pillow over your feet
"Nothing is impossible now that I've seen your little potato toe" and hitting him with the pillow straight across the face
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I have this image in my head of Eddie sitting on the couch, eyes glued to the tv screen as he plays his video game. We try to seduce him but heâs so into it he canât stop. Because ultimately he is just an adorable nerdy loser boy.
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âHiii baby.â You sing as you walk into the living room to see your husband fully engulfed in his new fantasy game.
âHey sweet cheeks.â he smiles, glancing your way for a split second. You plop down beside him leaning in to kiss his cheek. He kisses the air in response making you giggle.
âHow long have you been on here, baby?â you tease, leaning back in, kissing his neck this time.
âUhhh, not long. Since lunch I think.â Eddie says, clearly not realizing it was already 5pm.
âMhmm.â you hum, nibbling up to his ear as your hand rests heavily on his thigh.
âBaby, this level is important.â he mumbles, barely looking your way.
âMore important than this?â you purr, running your fingers up and down his thigh softly.
âWell.. I mean. No but also-.â
âEddie!â you gasp, making him chuckle.
âBabe, Iâve been trying to beat this for weeks and Iâm so close. So close, gimme like 10. Then Iâm all yours.â he promises, a hint of laughter in his tone.
âUgh, youâre such a nerd.â you groan, standing up and heading for the kitchen, Eddieâs eyes remaining on his game.
âYou knew that when you married me, sweetheart!â he calls back making you roll your eyes.
âNo sex for you tonight.â you yell back, a smirk spreading across your face when his head whips around.
âYouâre evil.â he whines, his eyes now flicking back and forth between you and his game.
You reach in the fridge, grabbing a beer before making your way back over to him.
âPlay your game but you owe me.â you tease him, passing him the bottle.
âI love you. Have I told you lately youâre my favorite person ever? And look how beautiful you are. Prettiest thing Iâve ever seen. I just canât get enough-â
âOkay, alright.â you giggle, kissing his forehead gently.
It was too much.
The noise. The people. No personal space.
You were feeling a little more than burnt out from a weekend that was meant to be fun.
Morning walks for coffees and croissants. A few hours around the pool. A few at the beach. Riding bikes along the boardwalk. Games and rides. Eating all the food.
And it was fun, but you were tired.
Eddie was climbing into bed, your bed, with its dark bedding and soft pillows.
He yanks the hair tie out of his hair, dark curls falling from the bun it was in from the drive home, tossing it on the bedside table.
âFeels so good to be home,â he sighs as he sinks into the pillows, meeting your eyes with a smile lighting up his face.
Pulling the socks off your feet, you crawl into bed, immediately gluing yourself to his side.
Eddie pulls the warm comforter over you both, keeping his other arm tight around you.
Digging your face into his chest, you breathe in the scent there, Sandalwood mixed with something that is all Eddie, soothing the racing thoughts and nerves.
You tangle your leg with his, hooking your ankle in place. Your hand slides under his hoodie, traveling over his soft tummy and dusting of hair, making its way to where his heart beats steadily.
You close your eyes and feel the thumpthumpthump, breathing in time to the rhythm.
Silence fills the air for a while before Eddie breaks it with a gentle whisper.
âYou okay?â
âYeah,â you hum your reply as you lift your head slightly, bumping his chin like a cat seeking affection.
You press a kiss to his chest before laying your head back down, running a hand over the space where his heart lies, playing with the hairs there.
âIf you wanted to get your hands on me, all you had to do was ask,â he mutters with sleep filling his voice and a goofy smirk on his face.
You shove him playfully as he giggles deliriously, the lack of good sleep over the weekend finally hitting him.
He drifts off not even five minutes later, gentle snores leaving him with the occasional sigh.
With one final press into him, wishing you could crawl into his skin, to really be one with him, you close your eyes.
Hoping to meet him in the dream world.
itâs been so fucking hot outside and i am plagued with the fact that i know eddie is the type that has to touch you when he sleeps. itâs not even really something he knows he does, he just does it.
goes to sleep (and he is a hard sleeper, never wakes up) and is mouth open snoring, and itâll start with lifting his leg so his shin is touching you, or a foot touching your leg. then heâll roll and his side is pressed up to your body, sometimes an arm thrown over you. itâs kinda nice in the winter when youâre freezing and enjoy the extra body heat, but in the dead of summer, itâs misery.
you try to push him off, shove him only for him to roll away and come back stronger like a tidal wave, nearly laying entirely on top of you. heâll grab at you sometimes, try to pull you in while youâre pushing him away.
the room is too stuffy, the ac not working hard enough and the fans not cutting it. you end up fighting eddie until you wake him up with a tired, frustrated huff.
âwhat? what?â his voice is groggy, sleep ridden and spacey.
âscoot over.â you huff, pushing him with your foot for emphasis. âyouâre smothering me.â
ââm sorry, baby.â eddie mutters, lids already pulling closed with sleep, rolling over towards the edge and away.
youâd have time to try and wedge a pillow between the two of you, hopeful that it would keep him away for a little while. he always ends up rolled over on the pillow, hand on your head or your hip, just to feel you- even when you keep shoving him off.
Stargazing while laying on top of the roof of his trailer, giving to every constellations you see a new different name every time;
Holding his hand while he is at the dentist to prevent him to bite the doctor. You are the only one that can calm him;
Always sleeping while holding each others. Sometimes with him being the big spoon, sometimes the little spoon, other times instead just touching your hands while sleeping on your bellies;
FOREHEAD KISSES! FOREHEAD KISSES!;
Slapping each other asses at every occasion. You are brushing your teeth? He slaps your ass. Is he standing in the kitchen preparing something to eat? You slap his ass;
Waking up with Eddie leaving kisses on your back and then stopping you with his body from getting up;
Eddie constantly drawing doodles on your arm every time he found himself holding a pen. One time you decide to surprise him by getting one of his little drawings tattooed on you, leaving him speechless and horny;
Spending time by laying on his bed, you counting his freckles, him playing with your hair, music playing in the background;
I think your dates would always be very simples. Most of the times you would go to the movies and then eat something at Benny's (your favorite place). Instead, when you want to be just the two of you, you always have picnic dates near lover's lake;
Talking about picnics, you always sit under the same tree. The same tree where you befriended a nice squirrel that lives there, and always comes to you to be feed;
Kisses that takes both your breaths away;
Eddie always trying to win a new stuffed toy for you at every fair you go;
Constantly loosing him at the supermarket and found him 10 minutes later with his arms full of chocolate, cookies, ice cream and yoo-hoo;
Movie nights at your house ending, most of the times, by watching them in a building fort you built with sheets and pillows;
Holding hands? More like holding pinkies;
You climb into bed, Sukunaâs large body sinking into the space next to you.
You curl into his broad chest, making yourself comfortable. His four arms hold you tight against him, enveloping you in a cocoon of warmth.
âGood night, Kuna~â you coo, snuggling closer into his embrace.
âGood night, brat.â he mumbles, nuzzling his face into your hair. He waits expectantly, growing slightly irritated at your silence.
âHey...â he frowns, squeezing you tightâyour soft snores making him more frustrated.
How did he get stuck with such a disrespectful human?
He shook you gently.
âWake. Up.â His voice low and commanding, with a hint of impatience.
Your eyes flutter open from the rocking motion, you look up at your boyfriend confused.
âWhat happened?â You question, eliciting an eye roll and dramatic huff from the larger man.
âYou did not give me a proper good night.â He mumbles, gaze not meeting yours. Your eyebrow quirks up in confusion.
âI said good night⌠oh!â You reach up to peck his cheek, he grunts in response. âSorryââ
âNo.â He sneers, tightening his grip on you. âYou are forgetting something else.â
âSay good night⌠correctly.â You can almost make out a pout forming on his lips. Your eyes widen in realization, a grin spreading across your face.
âThe hellâs wrong with your faceââ
âGood night Kuna.. I Love You.â
He grunts, the tension in his body easing slightly, loosening his grip on you as he takes a deep breath.
âDo not forget again.â
âWhatcha doing on my side of the bed, sweetheart?â
Eddie moves on autopilot, trading his work attire for a pair of sweats and a well-loved, oversized hoodie. He folds up the black bandana, placing it on the dresser for tomorrow before yanking the hair tie from his hair, letting his curls breathe for the first time in hours.
He moves to his side of the bed, stood in a stance that mirrors the one usually seen used by Steve, smiling as you burrow deeper into the pillows and blankets.
You dig your face harder into the fabric of his black pillowcase, breathing in the scent of Eddie marked there, where itâs strongest.
Warm vanilla mixed with something woodsy, a touch of lavender and something that is distinctly Eddie.
âHm?â
He leans over, hair hanging in his face as he smiles down at you, dimples on display and nose scrunching just a bit.
You smile back, almost shyly, before whispering your reply.
âMissed you.â
His face softens even more, melting into a lovesick look before his mouth kicks up into another smirk.
He jumps back up, standing up straight with his arms spread wide, dramatically.
âWell, youâve got the real deal here now.â
You snort as he waves his hands, silently asking you to move over a bit to let him in.
He crawls in next to you, legs tangling with yours, arms pulling you close as he gives you a gentle squeeze.
âBig sniffs, baby.â
The sounds of his giggling, as your nose seeks him out like a cat investigating something new, is music to your ears.
LOVER BOY_headcanons.strangerthings
dating eddie munson headcanons
SUMMARY â relationship eddie headcanons
A/N â i just wanna say a quick thank you to everyone who liked my other eddie headcanons post, i wasn't expecting all the love, but i appreciate it immensely :))
MASTERLIST | BACK
when he likes someone, he thinks he's being really subtle, but he's not
him, a stuttering, nervous wreck; "uh hey, cool shirt"
you, deadpan; "it's your shirt, that you gave me to wear, because you thought i'd look cute in it"
always tries to impress you in silly ways
"wanna see how fast i can run?"
"bet i can jump and hit that sign without running"
"i caught you a squirrel because you said they were cute that one time"
is touch starved
as such, he will always be touching you in some capacity; hand on your knee while in class, hand on your thigh or fingers interlaced with yours while driving, he will sit on you if there's nowhere for him.
when you hug him, kiss him, or cuddle with him he will hold on and refuse to let you go until you're late, like really late, you'd have to leave ten minutes ago late.
is big on pet names when you're alone, but mostly calls you by your last name or a shortened version of your name when in public
he's big on baby, sweetheart, dollface.
angel and prince/princess are reserved for when he's fucked up royally, or you're sad or sleepy.
will touch everything you own
perfume/cologne sitting on your dresser? sprayed himself in the face with it the first time he picked it up, but really liked how it smelled so he puts a spitz on every time you leave him alone in your room. just spent the day at the pool and he needs to shower at yours? he will use your shampoo, conditioner, body wash, lotion and even your deodorant "do you want me to stink? :(". every time he comes in he finds something new to play with. old stuffie under your bed? he's carrying it around/hugging it/holding it until he leaves. trinkets on the top of your bed frame? he'll make them talk to each other when he's bored.
has a hard time sleeping when you're not close
he and sleep have rarely ever been on the same page, so he finds things to do to occupy his time, so when he's in a relationship that usually means he's dragging you along with him; be it going for a swim at 2am at lovers lake, a quick trip to the gas for snacks, or just straight up falling ungracefully through your window and crawling into bed with you to try and grab a couple hours of sleep (while simultaneously scaring the shit out of you because you were already sleeping).
because of the above, he will constantly nap around you while you're hanging out
you're his safe space, he spends most of his time in your presence passed out; laying on his back on the floor with his legs tossed over the side of your bed with his feet tucked under your thigh while you study, arms crossed over his chest while you're head's in his lap as you read out loud to him â he swears he's awake but every so often he lets out a soft snore, sitting on the couch watching a romcom with his head on your shoulder as he struggles to keep his eyes open, literally any time you touch his head/hair he's out like a light.
100% is glued to your side and tells everyone you're his best friend as well as his gf/bf
he goes on errands with you and spends 99% of his free time with you, he drags you along to band practice â which you usually use as an opportunity to feed baked goods to his bandmates (who absolutely adore you for it), when he's working you usually sit around with him passing him tools as he needs them â "uh need 9/16 wrenchâ" and it's already in your hand like you read his mind.
when you're not around, brags about you to anyone who will listen to him, and carries a picture (that he switches out for newer ones he takes) of you in his wallet that he shows off constantly â "look how cute they are" "my girlfriend/boyfriend is hotter".
writes songs about you
sometimes he'll write them just for himself, or for your ears only recording them on a tape just for you to have a reminder of how much he loves you.
you better believe that wayne loves you for being a good influence on him
you make him eat all breakfast, lunch & dinner â before you he would forget to eat and usually pumped himself full of caffeine only, you get him a reuseable water bottle (which you bribe him to carry it around and actually drink from it) â to his credit he now drinks at least one full bottle, you make him wear sunscreen & a hat on sunny days, waterproof footwear and jacket on rainy/snowy days (he's shocked when he doesn't get sick as often).
at first wayne was wary of you, unsure of whether your intentions were genuine or if you were going to pull one over on eddie â which disappeared the first time he came home from work and saw you too cuddled up on the couch watching one of eddie's favourite movies (it was the way you were staring at him as he shared his favourite parts or something he read about it, or a fact about the filming/production â wayne tells this story at your wedding all teary eyed about his eddie being all grown up and so very obviously loved).
takes photos of you all the time
cutesy date night photos, spicy half-naked photos (or just straight up naked naked), you sleeping, you making an ugly face, you mid-sneeze, you smiling, he has it all caught on film and he loves each and every photo so much.
total softie for you and you alone
you've gotten him to do things he's straight up refused to do for his friends, and even wayne
does literally anything you ask, and even sometimes you don't have to ask, he just does it because he knows it'll make you happy and that's all he strives for, you being happy.
synopsis: eddieâs insecurities always make him question whether or not he really deserves you, but he knows he can count on you to continuously prove him wrong.
warnings: mentions of insecurities in terms of looks & relationship dynamics, few swear words, fem!reader in mind, reader has a mom, dad & little sister, established relationship, lil heated moments
note: inspired by role modelâs song âscumbagâ (if you havenât listened to his latest album âkansas anymoreâ go do it!!!)
âiâm a train wreck, iâm a cigarette. iâm the side that no oneâs rooting for. but you stand by me.â
âeds? did you hear me?â.
quickly blinking his eyes, eddie took in his surroundings & came back to reality. pressing a faint kiss to your hair, he nodded his head.
you both were having a movie night at his trailer with blankets & popcorn on his couch. you both werenât super picky, so the random cable channel playing horror movies did the trick.
âsorryâzoned out. what were you saying, baby?â he tried to recover from his mere moment of weakness, his arm tightening around your shoulders to pull you closer to his chest.
âi was just wonderingâŚâ you teetered, âwould you wanna come over tomorrow?â you nerves were taking over now that his attention was fully on you.
âitâs my little sisterâs birthday & my parents are doing a barbecue to celebrateâitâs okay if you donât wanna come, i get it,â you started to ramble, fiddling with the material of eddieâs shirt you wore.
âi just thought itâd be nice for you to meet my family, yâknow? b-but you can totally say noâitâs not a big dealâ you assured him, but you secretly hoped heâd say yes.
when eddie didnât answer immediately, you lifted your head from his chest to get a better view of his face, seeing a look of uncertainty on his features. it made you worry if asking this was too much.
âyou want me to your family? a-are you sure?â
nodding your head quick, your hand rose up to rest on his cheek, thumb smoothing over his skin. âiâm sure,â you smiled once you saw eddieâs face soften, his doe eyes twinkling under the living room lamps.
âyouâre my favourite person, eddie. plus, my mom has been dying to meet you since our first dateâ your cheeks felt warm at that little omission, & you could see a pink hue bloom on eddieâs.
pressing a kiss to the palm of your hand, eddie pushed aside his insecurities for a moment. âokay,â he exhaled, âiâd love to come overâ.
pushing yourself up on the couch cushions to thank him with a kiss, eddieâs hands tightened on your waist, sighing into your mouth the longer your lips were locked to his.
âby the way,â he pecked the corner of your mouth. âyouâre my favourite tooâ.
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tomorrow had come & eddie was freaking the hell out.
his room had become a larger mess than it usually was, turning into a something that looked like a hurricane with all the clothes thrown everywhere & on everything. all morning, he had tried finding the perfect outfit to wear that would be acceptable in the eyes of your parents, but nothing seemed to work.
so for the last ten minutes, he sat against the edge of his bed with his fingers tangled in his lionâs mane, eyes pinched & breath heavy in frustration.
at least, that was until his landline phone began to ring.
âhello?â he spoke into the mic, voice dropping with defeat.
âeds? whatâs wrong?â your voice was concerned, only causing eddieâs breath to hitch.
ânothing baby, itâs all goodâ.
you scoffed. âsure donât sound like itâ.
rolling his eyes playfully, he fully laid out on his bed, back growing uncomfortable from all the clothes sprawled across it.
âare you gonna tell me whatâs wrong or continue to mope about it?â you chided, only making him sigh.
âi have nothing good to wearâ. the statement made him seem pathetic in his eyes.
tilting your head (you knew he could tell your movements), you couldnât help but have a small smirk on your face while you twisted the phone cord between your fingers.
ânow i donât believe that, babyâ now you heard him scoff.
âyour parents are gonna think iâm a freakâeverybody does. i-i canât help itâ. he spoke softer now, insecurities flowing out of him & overtaking his being because he didnât want to be made a fool out of.
he wouldnât be able to survive knowing your family doesnât approve of him.
& your heart drops at the mere thought of it.
âeddie,â you spoke, trying to reel him back in from the negative parts of his mind. âno one is going to think youâre a freakâyouâre so much more than that stupid labelâ.
he continued to stare up at the client as you spoke, his chest growing heavy with anxiety.
âtheyâre going to love you because youâre kind, have good humour, extremely helpful, caring, handsome,â you could hear him let out a huff at the last word.
â⌠& because i love youâ.
you both havenât said those three words yet since you started dating a few months ago. so, now was the first time.
ây-you what?â
fear overtook you now, your heartbeat loud in your ears. did i say it too early you thought to yourself.
âi-i love you, eddie. i hope thatâs okayâ oh shit.
eddie almost dropped the phone from his hand, still somehow in shock that someone like you loved someone like him. heâs been known as trailer trash, a freak, a thrown out cigarette, a scumbag, a stain on the so called beauty of hawkinsâheâs been torn down for too long.
but by the grace of god (or some other being or universe or whatever), you saw past all the tarnished scuffs on him.
itâs something he still canât fully understand.
âeddie, i-iâm sorry if i just fucked everythingââ
âi love you too. sorry it took me so long to say itâ
his words took you by surprise, & you couldnât help but laugh happily into the receiver.
âyou donât have to be sorry, you just have to come over & kiss me to seal the dealâ you bit your lip at your coyness, hoping itâd be enough for him to pull through.
âiâll see you in thirty, sweetheartâ eddie said before ending the call, leaving you with a fluttering feeling in your chest. your head bumped into your pillow in a lovestruck haze, cheeks hurting from how hard were smiling.
you were so in love with that man.
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you waited at the front door while the party festivities took place in the backyard, hearing your mom yell that the food was almost ready from the back door. you tapped your sandal clad foot eagerly, anxious for when the doorbell would finally ring.
& it hit you like bricks when it chimed in your ears.
your hand (which was slightly clammy from nerves) held the doorknob, twisting it slowly until the door was open & your lovely boy was in view.
he dressed in casual attire consisting of a dark red t-shirt, dark blue jeans, & a new pair of sneakers he got with steve the other day. he still wore his rings & guitar pick necklace, dawning those pearly whites of his with a grin when he saw you.
his hands were full, holding onto things with a claw like grip. in one, he held three small bouquets of flowers from the supermarket & his van keys. the other held a purple gift bag stuffed with white glittery tissue paper, the specks of glitter shining brightly in the mid afternoon sunlight.
âhey, babyâ he said with a pep in his step, eying you up & down. you could tell he was still nervous, but he was trying his best to keep cool.
without missing a beat, your hands flew up to his face & you kissed him hard, taking him by surprise on your front door step. but who could blame you for doing such a thing after you both confessed your love over the phone?
âyouâre gonna,â *kiss* âmake meâ *kiss* âdrop everythingâ, he huffed, laughing into your lips when you refused to pull away initially.
âsorry,â you heaved. âjust love you so much is allâ you grinned harder at eddieâs flushed face.
âlemme put everything down & give you a proper one, yeah?â
you agreed, helping him inside your home for the first time, giving him a quick tour of the main floor as you headed to the kitchen to put the flowers in some water.
âmy mom is a gonna get all sappy knowing you got us all flowersâthank you by the wayâ you pecked his cheek with a pop as you placed the flowers into three different vases.
placing the gift bag on the counter, eddie just shrugged nonchalantly. âwell, itâs just what a gentleman doesâ he said, smirking when you smiled at him.
âyeah,â you made your way over to him, hands playing with the hair at the nape of his neck, chest pressing into his as his cold ring clad hands held your waist, squeezing it every few seconds.
âyou really are the bestâ you leaned closer to him, lips just about to brush his.
âhmm, is that right?â his breath fanned your face, smelling like spearmint gum.
you could only nod, unable to resist the space anymore until he made the final dip forward, capturing your lips in his for a proper kiss where he could hold you close. it was slow, saying all the things you both wanted to say, while being sweet & soft & rewarding all at the same time.
âi love youâ he breathed into your mouth, his thumbs fiddling with the smocked material on the lower back of your dress, being careful not to let them drift too low in case someone in your family caught himâ& god forbid itâd be your father.
âi love you tooâ you murmured, pulling apart to laugh & smile & take all of him in like this.
you took a mental screenshot of him, safely storing it away in your brainâs memory box for later.
âso,â you patted his chest. âready to meet everyone?â you asked, wiping away some of your lipgloss from his bottom lip while he sweetly tucked some of your hair behind your ear, fingers brushing over your earrings with a smile (because youâre wearing the ones he bought you).
eddie thought you tasted just as sweet as you looked.
âyeah,â he interlocked your fingers with his own, squeezing three times ânow i amâ.
âiâm a scumbag, iâm a scumbag (but you stand by me)â.
truly nothing more eddie munson loves than just feeling the weight of you on him.
loves it at night, especially, before bed when youâll hike your leg up, sling it over his waist. lying on your stomach, one leg kicked out in front of you, the other across him so he can rub your hip.
âhelps me fall asleep.â you told him once, lashes fluttering closed.
his hand would rub up and down, over the swell of your hip, down your lower back and over your thigh. sometimes heâd get lazy- caught up in his tv show or starting to nod off himself. youâd wiggle, a sharp pop of your hip up, always followed by a whiny huff that had him grinning lazily.
âsorry, baby.â eddie muttered, pulling your leg closer over his torso, rubbing your hip again.
when youâd finally go to sleep, body slack and heavy over his, heâd feel you settle, start to pull away only for him to pull you closer. arm over his chest, snoring lightly in his ear. sometimes youâd roll, half your body slotted over his, and heâd have to fight the urge not to wrap his arms around you and pull you more into him. he knew youâd wake up, whine and wiggle away, batting his hands away sleepily and muttering you were âtoo hotâ to cuddle. so heâd let his hand rest on you instead, feeling safe and content with the weight of you over him.
eddie doesnt let anyone touch his hair. ever.
it reminds him of his late mother, who had the same gorgeous untamed curls. She used to comb his hair when he was little, being ever so gentle and taking her time brushing out the knots.
his father made him feel less-than for just about everything about him, including his gorgeous mane. Called him awful names and always told him to âcut that fairy shitâ when it grew too long.
so, ever since she passed, and his father went to jail, hes been growing it.
unfortunately, she never taught him how to take care of it, sheâd always just do it herself. So, he doesnt put product in it, he doesnt cut it, he doesnt even brush it. And, stubborn as his mama, he doesnt let anyone else touch it either.
then you come along, happy and sweet, always loving to everyone. he falls in love with you so fast he hardly even notices. you certainly dont either.
one hot summer day youâre both in his room, you on his bed, him pacing, frantically explaining some sort of nerdy campaign idea. you dont know, you havent been listening for a while, too distracted by the way he keeps wiping sweat from the back of his neck. you cut him off rudely, he doesnt mind
âhey eddie?â
âsweetheart?â
âwhens the last time you got a haircut?â
he freezes, silent, which is very out of character, dude never shuts up.
âuhh. like a few years ago. why?â
its your turn to be quiet, suddenly all coy. he finds you absolutely adorable as you stare at his floor, trying to find a way to ask him without startling him. as if he were some wild animal, which, he basically is.
âjust.. immm noticinggg its kinda matted in the backâŚâ
you try to sound the least accusing as you can. he doesnt seem offended but you can tell hes thinking.
âwell, yeah, i. i guess i just havent touched it since. well my mom used to do it for meâ
you feel like an ass, touching on something you shouldnt have, making him all quiet and sad. you backtrack.
âjesus, eddie, im sorry i didnt mean to-â
âits okay angel, i knowâ
he sits next to you. you give him a nervous smile, still sweet, hesitantly reaching for his curls. you can tell heâs hesitant too, but he nods, granting you permission. you take a single strand between your fingers, twirling it.
âIts so pretty, eds. ..would you let me? take care of it, i mean?â
hes scared. but youre so sweet and youre asking so nicely. a part of him is scared if he lets you, he loses another part of his mom. but the other part is staring into your eyes and seeing nothing but genuine affection.
âi.. i guess you could.. try.â
his heart pounds in his chest. You absolutely beam, thanking him immediately and bouncing around the room, looking for a brush. he laughs, shaking his head. you watch as he rummages through his closet, before handing you a light pink brush. you think about teasing him for it but he already looks vulnerable. you smile sweetly instead, taking it from him.
âsitâ you point with the brush. he does as you say, running his hands up and down his thighs in a self soothing motion.
âits okay eds, you dont have to be nervous.. ill be gentle i promiseâ he gives you an unconvincing smile. you return with a guilty one, downturned. you kneel in front of him, in between his knees, brushing his bangs with your fingers.
âwe can stop whenever you want, okay?â his cheeks are bright red as he nods timidly
you move to sit behind him, and run your hands through his curls gently, admiring it. you take a part, hold it at the root, and brush gently.
âthat feel okay? tell me if it hurtsâ ever so sweet.
âmm-hmâ you can feel his nervousness. âyou- you remind me of her, yâknowâ
youre pretty taken aback, but honoured nonetheless. you keep brushing through the mattes in his hair as you talk.
âYeah? Wanna tell be about her?â youre not sure if its the right thing to say, but you figure he probably hasnt told anyone about her. you can practically feel his energy shift.
âshe was sweet. loving and kind to everyone, like you.â you both smile. âand she was pretty. beautiful. i really miss her.â you stop, rub his back a little.
âi can only imagine.. im sorry eddie.â he turns to face you, smiling.
âsâalright sweetheart. thanks for letting me talk about herâ he hugs you. you hug him back, tight.
âhows the ole hair going?â He asks when he pulls back, a joking tone to lighten the mood.
âgood!!! ive gotten the mattes outta this chunk here, it looks good. your hair is really beautiful, edsâ youre ecstatic and it travels to him.
âthank you. my mom had the same hair.â he smiles, turning back around to let you continue.
âi bet she was really gorgeous.â youre extra-extra gentle. He keeps talking and you keep working. He tells you about how she smelled, the softness of her voice, his favourite memories with her. he tells you about the last time he saw her. he tells you all the things hes been holding inside, everything he never got to tell anyone, never trusted anyone enough. and when hes done, his hair is untangled and soft.
you smile proudly, running your hands through his hair, marveling at your work.
âits doneâ he whips around, looking at you with wide excited eyes
âreally??â you nod, smiling wide. he runs over to the bathroom to see for himself. You stand behind him, peeking over his shoulder in the mirror. Hes surprised, looks like he might even cry. you wrap your arms around him, leaning your head against his arm.
âdo you like it? Its a little poofy, but you can wash it out and itâll look be-â he cuts you off by turning around and hugging you. he hugs you tight, lifting you up.
âthank you.â you can tell he really means it.
eddie munson x fem!reader
word count: [2.9K]
warnings: warnings: no use of y/n, established-ish relationship, eddie feeling like he's not good enough, mentions of financial difficulties, overall fluff goodness!!! loosely based off "i wanna be yours" by the arctic monkeys
summary: eddie's down bad for you and all he wants to be is yours â you thought he already was.
It should feel pathetic, the way Eddie dropped everything in a heartbeat and came dashing to you the moment you called out his name, but to him it was the greatest honor for your mouth to even utter his name â heâd simply come crawling if youâd ask.
âEds,â nickname made him go weaker for you.
Your voice was a small whisper and your hand grazed shakily upon his forearm, giving it a tender squeeze as you leaned in closer just enough for your breath the dance over his earlobe. His opposite hand didnât falter, binding around to rest on the small of your back staying there to keep you steady in the cramped position.
âSâthe matter, sweets?â He murmured loud enough for you to hear over the music of the party, brows pinching together, watching you intently.
He felt you pinch his skin again, your thumb and forefinger rubbing over the area apologetically, as you met his eyes, âC-could you come with me outside? Just need some fresh air and I donât want to go alone.â Your voice was almost saturated with regret for feeling like such a hassle.
But Eddie didnât want you to go alone, anyway.
It was a friend of a friendâs house party on the other side of town with plenty of people that you and him didnât necessarily know too well. Honestly, you didnât even have to ask. You couldâve just walked right up and grabbed him by the hand and dragged him out the front door and he wouldnât have asked any questions.
But the way you ask him as if heâd ever say no made his heart melt because clearly you didnât quite know how head over heels he was for you already.
There wasnât much to it after that. Eddie simply gave your back a small pat and begun to stand up from his seat, letting his arm wrap across your shoulders as he maneuvered the both of you through the sea of bodies.
âThanks.â You smiled tenderly up at him through the walk, encasing your hands around his biceps and following his lead out the front door that was propped wide open.
Eddie knew you like the back of your hand, the way your senses tended to get overstimulated when the music was too loud, chatter was too chattery, and the footsteps too heavy â he knew all of those things and he never minded that he was painstakingly aware because he wanted to be when it came to you.
These days, your comfort meant more to him than anything in the world. Tonight, it was an overload, and he wanted to curse himself for not noticing sooner.
It didnât happen all the time, but occasionally you just needed a minute away, far away where those things couldnât be heard at all. You didnât even have to ask him to walk with you a few blocks down in the neighborhood to get away from hearing the thump of the party. He just continued on, letting you cling to him as he gave your shoulders a squeeze every so often to silently ask you if it was all better now.
It was always better when it was just you and Eddie.
âSorry, it was just so loud.â You exhaled shakily, untying your arms from his muscles and instead hugging yourself to his torso, breathing him in â letting him fill your senses.
He found it heartening that you gravitated to him like that no matter where you were. Eddie was like your giant portable teddy bear, always near and ready for you to jump into his arms. His chin rested on the top of your head, draping his arms over your back and pulling you closer â the closest he can get you to keep you here and warm.
âSâokay, you donât have to apologize, baby.â His voice was soothing and ironing out any worries that lingered.
âBut you were talking to Rick then Iââ
You could feel his head rock against you, a puff of air exiting his mouth with a deep breath. âYou didnât do anything. Just stupid talk anyway. You know Iâd drop anything for you.â
The emphasis on âyouâ was endearing because you felt the exact same way for Eddie. The urgency to be at his side whenever he needed you and even when he didnât say it, you can feel it in your bones, because in soul you just knew.
âI know.â You said, dragging your face away from his chest to beam up at him, tiptoeing to press a kiss under his jaw before setting back into him.
He could still feel your lips on his skin, a sort of electrifying touch that should have had him running because it had to be too good to be true, yet all he wanted was more but only if it was you. Whether it was here on a shadowy sidewalk or maybe at the Hideout after one of his shows, and the end of the night and the start of the day, it could only be you and him.
All he ever wanted now was it for you both to be where you belonged â always in each otherâs arms.
âWanna go home?â He crooned, sliding a delicate hand through the ends of your hair careful not to let his rings catch.
You pressed another kiss this time to the center of his clothed chest, gawking up at him. âDo you?â You sought putting himself first instead of your own â good thing Eddie could read you like a book.
He grinned, cheeks tugging his knowing smiling impossibly wider. âYeah, I do.â
He led you to his van, shrugging off his leather jacket and dressing it over your body as you settled into the passenger seat. You often got cold on late night drives and felt bad for asking to turn down the air conditioning so in order to comprise, though he never minded, whatever jacket he was sporting always ended up acting as a blanket until you got home and he could he yours.
âFeeling warmer?â Eddie chuckled, darting quickly from the road to your body that was curled up in the seat.
You nodded with a hum, bringing the sleeve of his jacket away from your face. âBetter, but I really wanna take a hot shower when we get home.â
He let out a sound of agreement, reaching over for the air conditioning vents closer to you and flipping them up so less of the cold air was directed in your direction. It was a pure act, one that you picked up all the time even when you promised you were okay â part of you liked to think he had spidey-senses and could feel the shivers you tried to hide from him.
He could feel everything without you saying a word, a kind of connection you never thought was possible in this lifetime.
âGonna do an everything shower tonight?â He asked with a glint of humor in his voice.
He was familiar with your âeverythingâ showers: full body exfoliations, deep conditioning, hair masks, the whole shebang. Eddie was more than happy to sit outside the shower, keeping you company for the next hour that used up all the hot water.
Truth be told, he subjected to everything showers at least once a month â when he was all burnt out from work and just wanted to relax, youâd fill the bath up with epsom salts, sit on the ledge of the tub as you shampooed his hair, and the both of you would talk until the water turned cold.
You giggled, shaking your head tiredly at him. âNot today. Iâm too tired. We can shower together if you want? I like it better when you wash my hair.â
Who was he to turn that down?
âMy pleasure, doll.â
Home was Eddieâs and his uncle Wayneâs shared trailer â it was your favorite place to be, despite what Eddie thought of the quaint space. It had an even smaller bathroom, but you didnât care, pleased that it gave you the excuse to be closer to him in the most intimate way.
He always let you stand directly in the stream, letting the hot water cascade over your naked body while he received the backsplash of the droplets against his cool skin. His fingers worked through your scalp, the chunky rings shed for the time being, allowing him to be more firm in his movements, getting your scalp nice and clean.
You were humming a song, and he wasnât sure which one, your voice too quiet for him to hear over the water and the suds from the shampoo. He thought it was something from the new Madonna album he picked up for you on cassette, and he was sure it would only be a few more days before he learned all the lyrics and got them stuck in his head.
When lather foamed up on your head like a heap of bubbles and thatâs when he knew heâs done enough washing, nudging your shoulder with a kiss of his lips as he was mumbling against your skin.
âTurn around and let me rinse it out, sweets.â
You nodded, twirling on your heels as his hands instinctively grabbed at your shoulders making sure you didnât slip and fall. You shut your eyes tightly, letting the water flow over the back of your head, his fingers once again combing through the ends gently, doing his best to not let the soapy water travel down your face.
He took his time even though he clearly didnât see the suds running any more. He just wanted to admire your pretty face with your eyes closed because that meant you didnât try dodging away from his gaze.
He noted how you felt the suds wash away, face then relaxing and the pinching of your eyes eased and a tired smile took over like you were seconds away from dreaming.
Yet he knew he couldnât let you sleep like that, bringing you back with a gentle kiss upon your lips until you finally switched places, letting him be under the showerhead.
âYouâre running out of shampoo.â You pouted, reaching down to grab at his bottle and squeeze a dollop into your palm.
He shrugged, keeping his arms around your waistline as your hands wandered up and began raking the product through his hair. Your nails were a bit longer than his, scratching at his scalp just enough that it didnât hurt, but tickled in a pleasing way.
âIâll pick some up tomorrow. Do we need more conditioner too?â He proposed already peeking one of his eyes open to stare at the nearly empty bottle.
You thought he didnât know, but Eddie knew you hated when he spent money on you, even if it was a shared thing like conditioner or shampoo. He did a lot for his home, helping his uncle with rent with whatever tips he made from his share tips at the Hideout and when times were rough, pawning things just for the extra cash.
You wanted him to save some for himself, something he could call his own instead of giving it to you when you didnât need it.
But things were starting to get a lot better with Eddie picking up a job at the General Store after Joyce became manager and was able to hire him as a cashier. Heâd spoil you to cool thrifted jewelry and take you out on dates at Bennyâs where heâd let you pick whatever you wanted and promised that you two wouldnât have to share a single meal or a single drink.
In a lot of ways, Eddieâs love language was gift giving even if it was small acts. In all honestly, if Eddie could pluck every single star from the galaxy and give it to you in a bouquet sprinkled with flowers and love letters he would.
Heâd give you the whole world if he could.
But even then, youâd probably tell him how he didnât have to do all of that because all you ever needed was him. Same thing went for that silly bottle of conditioner that he knew youâd fill up with water and let last another two weeks before heâd pick a new one up without asking you.
Your fingers falter against his scalp before you shake your head, âNo, weâre fine. It should last us until next week or so.â
He called it.
âHmm, sure,â He grunted, wiggling his shoulders, âYou said you wanted to try that new brand right? The lavender and mint scent?â He urged, not trying to tease, but it came out that way with the smile he still wore.
âStop it.â You bite down on your lip, trying to hold back your guffaw as you motioned for him to turn around so you could rinse out the product.
You knew it no use trying to change his mind⌠if you were lucky, youâd say by the time he got home from work tomorrow heâd walk in with a bag of groceries and a new bottle of conditioner and shampoo in one of them.
And the both of you would probably end up here again⌠showering each other with love and suds of a new scent that will become your new favorite â he would definitely remember until you decided it was time for something new.
The two of you spent the rest of the shower with delicate hands roaming across bare skin, quietly conversating about any and everything under the warm water that was slowly running cold. When the water finally shut off, you both patted your bodies dry and standing in front of the mirror where Eddie watched you complete your skin care routine before helping him with his own.
You ended up dressed his oversized t-shirt and a clean pair of boxers as he settled for sweatpants that hung low on his hips. If you werenât so tired, youâd jump his bones and get dirty all over again, but for the sake of your energy, you could wait it out till morning, happy to know you got to jump his bones in another way that was just as good.
His room was pitch black, cascaded with the pale moonlight that peeked past the curtains with the slight breeze coming from the ceiling fan whirling above you. His blanket was pulled up to your collarbones, keeping you warm alongside himself who acted as your portable heater. One of your legs rucked over his hips as the other rested against his thigh.
Eddie could feel your breathing against his chest, cheek nuzzled up right under his head that thumped for you⌠always for you.
All of his being, every inch and ounce of him was committed to you but he despised himself for not knowing if that was what you wanted. There was never a talk or conversation about what the two of you were.
It just so happened that it happened.
He gulped, thumb caressing your shoulder in random patterns as he looked down at you. âBaby?â he called out, checking to see if you were still awake before you hummed against him, âWhat am I to you?â
âHuh?â You moaned out, brows furrowing with your eyes still closed, caught between being awake and drifting off to sleep.
âYâknow, likeâŚthis. Us.â Eddie shifted a bit, just enough to be able to move your damp hair away from your face, âWhat am I to you?â
You didnât give it much thought. The only thing in your head was the four letter word echoing because even in the dead of night on the brink of slumber, Eddie was always going to be the one for you.
âMine.â You said, voice stronger than before, as you fought your eyes open and looked up at him past the darkness.
âY-yeah?â
His voice seemed to betray his smile, like he still couldnât fathom you could see him in that light. The kind that didnât glare off his flaws or the things that he was afraid of⌠you didnât make him feel less than for having fears or not being the perfect person.
To you it only made him more human, the one that you wanted to spend forever with.
âYouâve always been mine, Eds.â You murmured, moving yourself up on your elbows just enough to look down at him.
Your palm came down to where your head had laid, pressing against his heart and letting him know you were right there with him all along.
âWhat do you want to be to me?â You whispered, keeping your eyes on his, swimming in them, trying to get a glimpse into his thoughts.
His fingers wrapped around your wrist, feeling your pulse that beat in sync with his. There was no doubt in his mind that he always wanted you to be his, but he was always afraid he was never enough to be yours.
Not until now.
âYours,â He breathed, finally letting go of the secret he held too long in his heart to try to hide any longer.
Smiling at him like he had plucked every star from the galaxy and laid them all out here for you. Thatâs when you knew what it was⌠what it had been all along. You leaned forward, resting your forehead against his, still smiling stupidly lovesick at himâ
âYou always have been.â
A kiss, a bond that sealed you two together forever because maybe all you wanted to be was each otherâs, in this lifetime and all the others ones that existed.
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a/n: this one has been sitting in my wips since forever and i finally got to finishing it up!!! i wanted this one to be coated with sweetness and everything in between!!! i haven't written eddie in a while so this was super duper fun and revisting his character took me back to my roots!!!
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thinking about how Eddie would love on you like no man has ever done before
thinking how he would say sorry for things he didn't even do wrong and you have to remind him that he is not always at fault
thinking how he would act in public with you, showing you off, kissing your hand, and even with friends with his arm around your shoulders
thinking how he would be loving when intimate, but also dominant and possessive if the night is right for it
thinking how he would be excited to move on from his past story to start anew with you
thinking how happy he would be by you just baking some cookies in the kitchen
thinking how grateful he is for having you in his life
thinking how he never thought he'd find someone at all, and yet there you were
thinking how he would risk everything for you, without asking for anything back
and the thing is, and he doesn't know, that you think, do and would do everything that was said above.
Summary: Eddie grapples with the realization that he exists solely in your imagination, while you cling to the fleeting moments you have.
Warning: I found this fic in my drafts from the end of last year. I completely forgot about it and reading it today made me incredibly sad. Why do I write things that hurt? Read at your own risk.
Word count: 744
Eddie stares at your hand resting beside his on the dock. He wonders how his hand can feel so real when it looks and moves just like yours. He can feel the wood beneath his fingertips. He can hear the water brush against the dock. He can see the moon casting a light on your face. Itâs all so real, but heâs not. Suddenly, he is acutely aware of his body and the self-awareness causes him to feel uneasy.
Breaking free from his thoughts, you ask Eddie what he does when youâre not around. His voice trails off as he searches for an answer, realizing that his memories revolve solely around you. He musters the words, âI don't knowâŚmaybe I only exist when youâre around.â
The weight of your gaze intensifies the ache in his chest, as he grapples with the paradox of your presence while feeling his own absence. You exist and he doesnât. How can he make sense of that when you're staring right at him, making him feel so alive?
âDo you think of me when we're not together?â He asks softly, feeling cracked open by his vulnerability. If he were to ask you what his lungs looked like, he'd swear you could simply peer down and tell him.
âAll the time.â
That eases the ache and he smiles. The cool night breeze envelops both of you as Eddie tentatively lifts his hand, feeling the air flow through his fingers. However, a tremor runs through him, and you reach out to steady his hand with a gentle touch.
âDonât get lost in it. Just stay with me.â You say.
Eddie tightens his grip on your hand, but his chest rises and falls quickly. He does not meet your eyes, because he is getting lost in it. The panic starts to set in. But then he feels your thumb brush gently over his hand. He hears his name on your lips, and it's as if you pulled him out of the hole he was falling into.
With his brown doe eyes fixed on yours, Eddieâs hand rises to touch your cheek. His fingers trace your face delicately, committing every curve and line to memory. He hesitates before asking, âIs this okay?â
You affirm with a single word, âYes.â
Noticing a change in your expression and your attempt to control your breathing, Eddieâs thumb caresses your cheek as he asks, âWhatâs wrong?â
A small smile appears on your face before you admit, âI think about this all the time. You have no idea.â
Curious, Eddie asks, âThink about what?â
âYou. And how your touch would feelâŚâ Your voice trails off, cheeks flushing.
Eddie gently tilts your chin up. âHow does it feel?â
Your eyes meet and he waits for your response, captivated by each of your breaths. But then, a tear falls from your eyes.
âBetter than I could imagine, which is silly because this is all in my imagination,â you confess, your voice breaking as you look away.
Eddie wipes away your tears, his face filled with sorrow. âIâm sorry,â he murmurs.
Suddenly, you envelop Eddie in a tight hug, surprising him but easing his tension. He reciprocates, pulling you closer. Holding you tight.
âI miss you,â You whisper.
The words fall from your lips. Eddie is filled with confusion because he doesnât know the pain youâve endured because of his story. He doesnât know how his fate ended, because this version of him lives on only within your mindâsuspended in time. You met him in the middle, where his story was still happy and he was filled with promise of it being his year.
He lets his unanswered question dissolve, softly assuring you, âIâm right here.â
And he is, yet he isnât. Time has passed, and the world has moved on from him, unbeknownst to Eddie. So, you securely hold him in your heart and mind, ensuring his existence continues.
âYou know,â he starts, stroking your hair, âIf I exist only because of you, then thatâs a life worth living.â
The lake stills, the wind ceases, and just before Eddie can comprehend you're gone, he smiles. The world darkens, freezing him in an eternal moment.
Eddie Munson ceases to exist, residing only in the mind of a shifter, between the pages of the writer, the pen strokes of an artist and through the words of those who read him back to life in every possible scenario.
For every moment you experience in reality, he waitsâuntil you meet again.
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thinking about how Eddie would love on you like no man has ever done before
thinking how he would say sorry for things he didn't even do wrong and you have to remind him that he is not always at fault
thinking how he would act in public with you, showing you off, kissing your hand, and even with friends with his arm around your shoulders
thinking how he would be loving when intimate, but also dominant and possessive if the night is right for it
thinking how he would be excited to move on from his past story to start anew with you
thinking how happy he would be by you just baking some cookies in the kitchen
thinking how grateful he is for having you in his life
thinking how he never thought he'd find someone at all, and yet there you were
thinking how he would risk everything for you, without asking for anything back
and the thing is, and he doesn't know, that you think, do and would do everything that was said above.
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âEddie is a shameless flirt. if he likes you then he's not going to be subtle about it. Although it can come across as shy and coy.
âEddie flirts both physically and verbally. He wants you to know his words are followed by action. He wants you to be able to distinguish his flirting and the friendship you've built.
âEddie boosts you up. He's pilling on the compliments, encouraging you, telling you he likes your outfit. Making blatantly flirtatious remarks. He's attempting to get you to engage in some flirtatious banter.
âUsing pet names, such as Sweetheart, Princess, Angel etc. They are nicknames that are reserved solely for you.
âEddie being a perfect gentleman, he's going to start holding out doors for you. He's going to carry you bag for you. He's going to help you into histruck if you need assstance etc.
âEddie is also going to begin to be more physically affectionate towards you. He's going to hug you frequently, going to press a kiss onto your temple etc.
âEddie wants to be in close contact with you. He wants to sit next to you whenever you're hanging out with friends. Sitting next to you at lunch etc.
Eddie âI am going to crush you with all my weigh when we cuddle â Munson
The bed shakes with another round of Eddieâs laughter, wheezing giggles shaking the bed with you lying beside him, trying your best to catch your breath and wipe the tears from your eyes.
Your hand finds his belly, still full from all the food you had at dinner, running your fingers through the dusting of just hair below his bellybutton.
âYou gotta catch your breath, baby,â you smile as your hand makes its way to his chest, rubbing a soothing pattern there as your own heart swells over the pure joy painting his face.
And that laugh. Your favorite sound.
âI havenât laughed that hard in a while,â he sighs happily, his hand rubbing his eyes before finding your hand, giving it a few squeezes before tilting his head to lean against yours.
âIt feels so good,â words whispered so softly you almost donât hear them.
Words holding so much weight.
You press a kiss to his chest with eyes closed, feeling the thumpthumpthump of his heart before snuggling even closer.
âI know.â
immortal sukuna who â in your first life (1).
immortal sukuna masterlist
immortal sukuna who has had to live multiple lifetimes with you.
immortal sukuna who became blessed with immortality as he nearly died.
immortal sukuna who was found by you all alone in the mountains.
immortal sukuna who is stunned when you took him in.
immortal sukuna who has never had anyone be kind to him before.
immortal sukuna who becomes fond of his life with you.
immortal sukuna who finds happiness in making you happy.
immortal sukuna who falls in love with you, the only person who cares for him.
immortal sukuna who feels the happiest in his life when you tell him you love him too.
immortal sukuna who lives a peaceful life with you.
immortal sukuna who dedicates his everyday to you.
immortal sukuna who realizes your mortality when you suddenly get ill.
immortal sukuna who begins to dread the fact that you will end up getting old and leave him.
immortal sukuna who cannot bear the idea of parting from you.
immortal sukuna who is devastated when you suddenly pass.
immortal sukuna who felt devoid of meaning the moment you left him.
immortal sukuna who realizes that he still wants to take care of you, even if its on a graveyard.
immortal sukuna who wishes you could meet again one day, if you get reborn.
immortal sukuna who tries to remember what you looked like or what you sound like.
immortal sukuna who prays to any god out there that they reunite the two of you.
immortal sukuna who thinks even one moment with you again would be worth his entire immortal life.
immortal sukuna who would wait forever if he had to, just to have you back in his arms again.
Eddie Munson x shy!fem!reader
summary: with a predicament, the boys beg you to ask Eddie to postpone a DnD session because they know he will do anything you ask
part two
The conversations that were happening throughout the cafeteria rang in your ears as you headed to the table that you always sat at. The usual suspects were all there and you were going to take your seat right next to Eddie just like always.Â
You were nervous to speak to him, not only because you were shy, but also because you had been meaning to ask him if the DnD session for that night could be postponed because you had a lot of homework. But you knew how he felt about that sort of thing so you were dreading it, hoping that he would agree just this once.Â
Before you could sit, though, you could see Dustin, Lucas, and Mike all arguing a little ways away from the table. From the looks of it, it seemed to be pretty heated and there was no way you were getting in the middle of that. You hated hearing people argue, the loud voices always making you feel anxious because you didnât have control of the situation. And you liked having control, craved it, even.Â
But as soon as you set your tray down on the table, Lucas waved you over. You didnât know what he was wanting, but you reluctantly made your way over to the boys, your curiosity piqued. You now had to know what their little spat had to do with you.Â
âWhatâs going on?â You asked and Dustin was out to speak before Mike cut him off. That was something that happened often considering that Mike didnât like how slowly Dustin would take to explain the situation.Â
âLook,â he said, looking you directly in the eye. âWe have a prior commitment and canât make it to the session tonight.â You just knew that they were only telling you that because they wanted you to ask him.Â
âCorrection: Mike was out late with El last night and got grounded so he canât go to the session,â Lucas corrected with a roll of his eyes.Â
âWe were wondering if youâd talk to Eddie for us?â Dustin looked at you with hopeful eyes and the smile on his face made you want to pinch his little cheeks.Â
âWhy me?â You knew exactly why, but you wanted confirmation that Eddie did feel how you thought he did. That you werenât just being delusional. Because that had happened so many times; you having a crush on someone and your feelings not being reciprocated in any way shape or form.Â
âAre you kidding? The man is in love with you.â You scoffed at the comment, but couldnât help but feel heat rise to your cheeks. Could it have been possible? You supposed you were going to have to ask, but you just couldnât get yourself to. Asking him to postpone the session was one thing, but asking he had feelings for you? Absolutely not.Â
âYeah, heâll do anything you say.â There was some truth to that and if you had more confidence, you would have tested just how far you could get by batting your lashes and putting on a flirty tone. âSo will you please ask him?â You were going to ask him anyway, but now there was pressure on you to actually make the move.
âWhy donât you ask him?â You didnât understand why it had to be you. Surely he would have postponed it for them, right?Â
Mike rolled his eyes and made a beeline for Eddie and you watched the conversation, barely picking up what they were saying, but Eddie definitely didnât look happy. He then waved Mike off and the boy gave you a look as if to say âSee?âÂ
âI told you, he wonât listen to us. But with you? I think we have a shot.âÂ
âI donât know,â you shook your head. You really didnât believe them, because why would Eddie have been interested in you? You had barely uttered a full sentence to the man in the few months that youâd known him so there was no possible way that he could have liked you like that.Â
âPlease?â Dustin begged one more time and the three of them jutted out their lips, their eyes pleading. God, you really were a pushover.Â
âWell, I do have a lot of homework to do tonight.âÂ
âI knew sheâd do it,â Mike nodded with a smile and you ignored him, taking a deep breath and heading over to the metal head who was sitting at the end of the table.Â
Eddie took no time to turn to you, a bright smile appearing on his face. You were so pretty that it was unfair and he kept wondering to himself what he had done to have been so lucky to have you in his life. He thought your shyness was adorable, the way heâd have to lean forward to hear what you were saying because of how soft spoken you were.Â
And the dresses you always wore nearly killed him. The way they swung when you walked and how everyone would stare at you in the school hallway, he wondered how you didnât realize just how beautiful you were. Surely you had to have known, but with the way you were always so surprised when he complimented you, it was clear that you had no idea.Â
âHi, Eddie,â you greeted him, trying your best to maintain eye contact with him, every time you caught sight of that beautiful brown color, you knew youâd be a goner. They were hypnotizing, so fucking pretty that it should have been a crime.Â
âHey, sweetheart,â he smiled, turning fully in his chair to face you. âTake a seat.â If he knew it wouldnât have made you uncomfortable, he would have offered his lap.Â
You hesitantly sat in the seat next to him and he could tell you were uneasy, your anxiety palpable. He let his hand inch towards yours underneath the table, letting his pinky stroke yours gently as if asking for permission to take it. Without a word, you wrapped your pinky around his, ignoring his gaze, unpacking your lunch with your free hand.
You felt your anxiety melt away as you felt his pinky squeeze yours gently, as if to tell you that he was right there for you. And he was. He wanted to make sure that you were okay, because at that point, you were his number one priority and he would stop at nothing to help you. He wished it was possible to go into your mind and quiet the voices that were always whispering to you.
âCan I ask you something,â you asked, feeling your hands shake as you realized what you were about to do. Your voice was barely above a whisper, but Eddie just leaned forward so he could hear you. His hearing wasnât that great, and he actually kind of liked that you were so soft spoken so he had an excuse to get closer to you.Â
âAnything,â he replied, giving your pinky another squeeze and you beckoned him forward. Eddie leaned closer to you with no question and you nervously reached up and tucked some hair behind his ear, cupping your hand around it before leaning in and whispering into it.Â
âI-I have a lot of homework to do tonight and I was wondering if itâs okay if we postpone the session tonight?â You asked and felt your heart hammering in your chest as you waited for his answer. You pulled away from him and bit down on your bottom lip and Eddie had to stop himself from staring, wanting to pull your lip from your teeth and kiss you, not giving a single fuck about who was looking.Â
You were so goddamn adorable that he felt his chest ache. Didnât you know that he would do anything for you? Just one bat of those eyelashes and he would have even been willing to commit murder if it meant that you would give him even a sliver of a chance.Â
âYeah,â he nodded his head furiously. âNo problem. You know flattery works with me," he winked, giving you a nudge. He hadnât even given his decision a second thought as he stood up from the table, his mushy feelings subsiding as he took on his authoritative role.Â
âAlright, everyone listen up,â he said, his voice a little too loud for your liking. âThe session tonight is being postponed until next week because y/n has homework to do.â You turned to the others at the table and they all groaned, digging into their pockets and pulling out money that Dustin was gratefully taking, thanking them all for the cash.Â
You could hear grumbles from the others, upset that not only was there not going to be a session that night, but also because they now were out five dollars. It was seemingly a lose-lose. You turned to Eddie who was already looking at you, a warm smile playing on his pretty pink lips.Â
He then leaned down and put his lips right by your ear, his hot breath on your skin making you shudder. His hand fell to your shoulder and the way his hair was fanning around you made your cheeks heat even more.Â
âI can help you with your homework if you need it.â He pulled away so that your faces were only inches apart, that stupid smirk still evident on his lips.Â
âI-Iâd like that,â you nodded.Â
âItâs a date,â he said, shooting you a wink before sitting back down in his chair. You lowered your head and began eating your lunch, you let yourself come up with things to do with Eddie because there was no way you were going to do your homework.
Jason Todd, who likes to see you borrow his jacket when it's getting cold
Jason Todd, who 'accidently' smudges the makeup on your neck, leaving the hickeys he made visible to everyone
Jason Todd, who holds your hand even though you're trying to pick up a book and need both hands to open the cover
Jason Todd, who comes up behind you to rest his chin on your shoulder while you're talking to a stranger (no, his gaze is not sharper than normal)
Jason Todd, who kisses you when he knows everyone's looking and doesn't pull back until everyone's looked away
Jason Todd, whose arm hasn't left your waist since the moment you exited your shared apartment
Jason Todd, who pulls your hand into his pocket to show you how soft it is and just doesn't let go even after you've agreed that it's soft
Jason Todd, who hauls you onto his lap at every opportunity because 'he doesn't want you to freeze'
Jason Todd, who hooks your ankles with his when you sit across from him at a restaurant
Jason Todd, who really, really wants to buy you a fancy ring
Jason Todd, who loves showing off that you're his, in all the big and little ways
A/n: by the time this is out my wisdom teeth will be gone but I heard itâs okay because they donât actually hold wisdom :(
Warnings: short, minor injury? Sedation mention and itâs after affects, not proof read, rushed
Your body shakes as they turn on the IV drip. Your eyes search his for reassurance.
âIâm right here sweetheart.â His hand is big, and steady as it holds yours.
âJay Iâm in love with you so much.â You weep softly, words muffled by the gauze.
âOh I know sweetheart.â His strong hands look so good working the wheel, driving you both home.
âDid you know youâre so beautiful?â Your voice quivers.
âMhm. Youâre beautiful too.â His voice is gruff, and soothing.
You gasp all too dramatically, âI am beautiful?â
âMhm.â
âOh wowwwwâŚâ
By the time you get home youâre half asleep. His big arms scoop you up with ease, you feel like youâre floating.
The massive bed cradles you. Jason makes sure your head stays elevated on the mountain of fluffy pillows.
Youâre technically asleep but you feel him leave, and youâre weeping again.
Canât control the waterworks.
âOhâŚoh sweetness you okay? What happened?â He carefully thumbs the tears beneath your eyes away.
âW-where did you go?â Your voice feels as broken as it sounds.
âJust went to get you some things baby.â He holds up the special ice pack he bought you, gentle hands wrapping it in place around your swollen cheeks.
âSâthe pink one? I love pink.â
âYes I know.â He coos.
âI donât deserve you.â You sob.
He rubs a hand on the back of your neck, âOh yes you do,â he leans down to catch your gaze, âSweetheart would you mind doing me a favor?â
You wouldnât mind doing him all the favors, âHm?â
âLetâs take a breath, get those waterworks to stop yeah? Being dehydrated doesnât feel good.â
Heâs right, it doesnât. That doesnât stop you though.
âHeyâŚsugar look at me please.â The anesthesia doesnât change how willing you are to follow his gentle instructions. âThereâs my sweet thing. No more tears okay? No more tears.â He whispers against your temple.
âIf I canât have tears what can I have?â You sniff.
âYou can have some mashed potatoes yeah?â He seems to grab a steaming bowl of it out of nowhere.
âOhâŚyeah thatâs good.â
He chuckles. âI mixed âem with some broth.â He holds up the spoon to your lips, âGood?â
You carefully swallow. âMhmâŚJason my teeth feel big.â
âYeahâŚâ heâs careful not to comment on how swollen your cheeks look from the surgery.
âAnd they feel badly.â
âI know babyâŚI know. You were so brave today.â He runs his fingertips over your brow, keeping the urge to cup your cheeks at bay.
âIt hurtsâŚâ
He nods thoughtfully, immediately pulled into action finding your aftercare instructions. He opens a couple pill bottles, offering each pill to your mouth in turn.
âSwallow fâme.â
And you do. And then you giggle.
âOh Iâd swallow for you alright.â
But he doesnât laugh? He justâŚlooks at you.
His green eyes hold the golden rays peaking through a heavy forest; his love is the first breeze of spring, and the last chill of winter.
âYour eyes are the green sunlight, and youâre fresh.â Gosh arenât you a romantic. Some words might be missing there though.
He smiles. âYou, my sweet love, are the bed that makes a home. Now hushâŚdonât want you hurting that pretty mouth.â He kisses your forehead.
But he wanted to say more than that. You are my reprieve.
He stays with you until you fall asleep.
Eddie Munson x shy!fem!reader
summary: You and Eddie think that your feelings for each other aren't reciprocated but you both couldn't be more wrong
cw: hurt/comfort
This is part two to Flattery Works With Me
You sat in the front seat of Eddieâs van picking at the skin around your finger nails as a metal song played from the speakers loudly. You had been in his van many times since he always gave you rides to the DnD sessions, but this was different. He was going to come into your house. He was going to see your room, and that terrified you. You knew he would never make fun of you for anything, but you were still embarrassed considering that you still had some things left from your childhood, like some boy band posters and stuffed animals that you couldnât get yourself to get rid of.Â
Eddie, though, was looking forward to seeing where you lived. The place always looked cozy when he drove up to it and now he was going to see if it actually was. He was looking forward to seeing your room, wondering if it was as sweet as you, if it was what he had been imagining. He was looking forward to helping you with your homework, honestly anything that meant he got to spend time with you. Alone. Those twenty minute car rides were the highlight every week and now he was going to hang out with you as long as you would have had him.Â
âYou okay over there?â Eddie asked, drumming on the steering wheel to the beat of the song that was playing. He then reached over and turned the volume dial, making the music a bit lower so he could hear you when you spoke.
You slowly turned to him just in time to see his warm smile before he turned back to face the road. You thought about his question, wondering how you should have answered it, trying to figure how to word it without spilling the entire truth. That you had a huge crush on him and were nervous to be hanging out with him alone because you were concerned that you were going to tell him the truth and he was going to reject you.Â
And you couldnât have that, you just couldnât. He was the best friend you ever had and there was no way that you were going to bring feelings into the mix. Everything was great and you werenât going to ruin it by telling him that you liked him romantically. So, you swallowed the confession down like a large pill then turned to him, plastering on the best smile you could muster even though your heart was breaking a little.Â
âIâm good,â you nodded. Eddie wasnât buying it, but he was going to press you on it. If you had something that was bothering you, youâd tell him. At least, he hoped that you would.Â
âAlright,â he replied as he turned into your driveway and your heart rate picked up. âGood.â He got out of the van then rounded the front of it before opening the door for you and helping you out of your seat. You led him to the front door, very aware that you were still holding hands, but you wouldnât dare let go. His was soft and rough and there was something about it that made you instantly feel comforted.Â
You let go of his hand and reached for your backpack, opening the smallest pocket and pulling out your keys. Eddie watched you, wondering why he was falling in love with you as you were doing something so mundane as unlocking your door. But there he was, looking at you like you had hung the moon, feeling like he was going to throw up from how overwhelmed with the feeling he was. He wanted to tell you the truth, but he didnât think it was right. He didnât think there was any way that youâd be interested in a freak like him. He was lucky enough to have you as a friend and he sure as hell wasnât going to push it by telling you that he was totally and completely head over heels for you.Â
The door opened and Eddie followed you inside, kicking off his shoes as he watched you do the same thing. He followed you into the kitchen like a lost puppy, getting distracted by all of the decorations that lined the walls. He was about to enter the kitchen when he spotted a framed photo that was hanging by the entrance. It was a photo of you from when you were about seven. You were reading a book, facing your palm towards the camera as if you didnât want to have your photo taken. He shook his head with a chuckle since seemingly nothing had changed.Â
âDo you want some orange juice?â You asked and Eddie stepped into the kitchen, seeing that you already had two glasses out along with the carton. He wasnât really a big fan of the beverage, but there was no way in hell he was saying no to you.Â
âIâd love some,â he smiled and you poured him a glass before handing it to him. Your fingers brushed his and your were beginning to panic at the way your hands were touching, deciding that you needed to move away as soon as possible.Â
You watched him bring the glass up to his lips, wondering what they would have felt like slotted between yours, if they were as soft as they looked. He finished off half the glass then set it down on the counter and you couldnât help but notice that some of the juice had dribbled down his chin. You stared at him, wanting to wipe away from him, but not quite having the confidence to do so.
âWhat?â He asked with a chuckle. âDo I have something on my face?â You pointed to the spot on your own chin and he stepped closer pointing his towards you, wanting you to get rid of it for him.Â
You reached up and wiped the juice away from his chin with your thumb and your hand was removed from his skin before he was ready. He wanted you to pull him towards you and press your lips to his. He wanted to taste your lip gloss, desperate to know what the flavor was. If there was one.Â
His gaze dropped to your lips and they parted, your eyes widening ever so slightly.. Just when he was about to make the move, you stepped away, smoothing out your dress to distract yourself. You then looked back up at him, clearing your throat as you did so.Â
âHomework?â You asked, the volume of your voice even lower than it usually was.Â
âSure, doll,â he nodded. âHomework.â
Eddie grabbed your backpack from where you left it leaning up against the island then let you pass him, leading him out of the kitchen and to the stairs. He slung a strap of your backpack over his shoulder as you ascended the stairs, feeling very out of place considering that the only reason why ever went to a girlâs room was to sleep with them. And you werenât going to sleep with him. That wasnât the kind of girl you were, not that it would have mattered if it was.Â
And you were also shameless about your friendship with Eddie. All of his hookups made him sneak in through their window and make him leave the same way because they were ashamed. They just wanted to have a fun time with Eddie âthe freakâ Munson and then make him swear to not tell anyone. He always said he didnât mind, but that kind of treatment does something to a person. Not that Eddie would have admitted that his feelings were hurt by it.Â
You got to the door of your bedroom and opened it, heading inside with Eddie hot on your heels. You stood in the center of the room awkwardly as he took it in, deciding that it was exactly what he was expecting. He set your backpack down by your desk then pulled out your desk chair, planting himself in it, making himself at home the only way Eddie knew how to do.Â
He opened up your backpack and pulled out your book, splaying them out of your desk before turning to you, resting his hands on his lap. He patted the spot, inviting you to take a seat and you hesitantly made your way towards him. You turned your back to him and gingerly sat in his lap before he turned the chair back around to face the desk.Â
âSo whatâs first?â He asked as he rested his chin on your shoulder, looking down at your assignments that were on the desk in front of the both of you. You usually liked doing your homework, but this time, you had no interest in it.Â
You wanted to lie next to him in your bed, to have him pressed against you while you stared into his eyes as you played with his hair. You then wanted to kiss him. Nothing crazy, just a little peck. And then heâd chase your lips, deciding that he needed more. And then the two of you would make out for hours, your homework completely forgotten.Â
âSweetheart?â He asked, his hands moving up and down your waist gently, trying to get your attention. Mission accomplished.Â
âHm?â You asked, avoiding his eye contact, knowing that if you looked at him youâd do something that you knew you shouldnât have. That would have changed your friendship forever and you couldnât risk losing him because you couldnât keep your hormones in check.
âI was wondering what you wanted to do first.â His hands were still rubbing against your hips and your mind was reeling of all the things he could have done with those hands. His rough fingers gliding up your soft thighs as he kissed you senseless, but stopping there since he knew that you werenât comfortable with going any farther.Â
âUm,â now your brain was short circuiting. There was no way you could focus on anything being that close to him. Feeling his breath on your skin, smelling his cologne that was mixed with the cigarette smoke that lingered on all of his clothing. It was absolutely intoxicating and driving you mad.Â
You pushed away from the desk to free yourself then stood up, trying to put as much distance between the two of you as possible. He had to go and right then. Your feelings for him were getting overwhelming now that you were alone with him and you were starting to feel sick to your stomach, seeing the worried look on his face.Â
You turned to face your window, not wanting him to see you like that. It was all too embarrassing. That you had fallen for the boy who you thought was out of your league. The one who definitely only saw you as a friend and now you were mistaking his niceness for attraction and there was no way in hell that was what was going on between the two of you.Â
âY/n?â Eddie asked softly as he approached you gently, as if he was trying to show a spooked animal that he wasnât a threat. He was blaming himself for your sudden mood change. He had gone too far by asking you to sit in his lap and now he had made you uncomfortable.Â
His hand gently rested on your shoulder and you whipped around, putting your hands out as if to tell him to back up. He put his hands up in defense and did what he assumed you were silently asking.Â
âStay back,â you commanded, your voice the loudest he had ever heard and now he knew that he had fucked up. God, he was always screwing up and now he was sure that you were going to kick him out and never invite him back. Youâd tell him that he didnât need to pick you up anymore and youâd stop coming to the DnD sessions. And youâd stop sitting with him and the others at lunch, finding another group to sit with. And itâd be easy for you because you were so likable and a sweetheart.
âWhatâs going on?â He asked, his voice now getting small. âWhat did I do?âÂ
You had no idea why he was asking that. He hadnât done anything wrong. You were the problem and now you felt even worse for allowing him to believe that it was his fault.Â
âNothing,â you shook your head. âI-I just need you to leave, okay?â
âY/n, what-â he tried to speak, but you were making a beeline for him, pushing him towards the door. So this really was the beginning of the end. Your friendship really was.Â
âWhat are you doing? Why are you kicking me out?â Eddie sounded so hurt that you had to tune him out, not wanting your heart to break any more than it already had.Â
âBecause you have to go. I canât have you here.â
âWhy?â You made the mistake of looking into his eyes and could have sworn that you could hear your heart crack as you saw the sadness take over the pretty brown color, the absolutely heartbroken look on his face. Why did he have to make it even harder to say goodbye?Â
But you still opened the door and pushed him into the hallway, watching dejection take over his features. You couldnât stand to look at him anymore and it was getting frustrating that he wouldnât just leave.Â
âBecause I canât look at you without wondering what your lips would feel like against mine. I canât stop wondering what itâs like to be cuddled up with you on the couch as we watch a horror movie, knowing that youâll let me bury my head into your neck when they get too scary. I canât help but wonder what it would be like if you reciprocated my feelings, but you donât so you have to go.âÂ
With that, you slammed the door in his face and waited for him to come back. To tell you that you were wrong and that he did love you. But he didnât. You just stared at the closed door, feeling tears well up in your eyes as the seconds passed, further proving that he wasnât coming.Â
You turned away from the door and stared out your window, watching the leaves fall from the trees, wondering why you had to go and fuck everything up. If you hadnât said a word and just pushed down your feelings, Eddie would have still been there. Your friendship would have still been intact and you wouldnât have been crying because you had fucked up.Â
The door was ripped open and Eddie made a beeline for you, grabbing you by the wrist and turning you around to face him. Before you could even process what was happening, his lips were slotting between yours in a passionate kiss. You gasped into his mouth, but quickly melted into him, wrapping your arms around his neck while his went to your waist.Â
Your lips slotted together like two puzzle pieces and his were a little chapped, but still as soft as you had imagined. You honestly couldnât believe it was happening. That after months of pining for him, he had actually reciprocated your feelings. That you were both standing in your room, kissing, and it was everything you had dreamed it would be.Â
âPlease donât kick me out again,â he whispered against your lips. âI love you so much that I can't stand being away from you.âÂ
âI wonât,â you whispered. âStay as long as you like.â
Eddieâs lips found yours again and this time, his tongue swiped along the seam of your lips and you quickly opened up, letting him inside as you pulled him towards you even more so that your bodies were touching, wanting to leave absolutely no space between the two of you.
âStrawberry,â he mumbled against your lips.Â
âWhat?â You asked through a breath, having no idea what he was talking about.Â
âYour lip gloss,â he replied, reaching up and pushing some hair behind your ear. âIt tastes like strawberry.âÂ
âMhm,â you nodded. âWant another taste?â
âOf course,â he smiled, pressing another kiss to your lips and you pouted at how short it was. âAlready canât get enough of me, hm?â He chuckled.Â
âNo,â you shook your head. âIâm going to need to kiss you all the time now.â
âOh, sweetheart,â he chuckled again, resting his hands against your cheeks. âFlattery will get you everywhere.â With that, he pressed another kiss to your lips, that being your third of many of the night. And even though there were plenty more where that came from, he still felt the need to savor them, wanting to go as slow as he could just so he had more time. Now that he had a little taste, he just knew that he was going to be kissing you any chance he got.
Hi Starr Iâm in desperate need of a jotaro fic anddddd
Iâve seen things here and there abt star platinum being super sweet and lovey towards the reader and I love that dynamic
Like like star platinum being super clingy and affectionate toward reader Bcs jotaro refuses to show it (itâs ok hubby I still love u)
Hi ! :] I absolutely LOVE this trope with Jotaro. Ugh. So I will feed your addiction as a fellow addict myself, I hope you enjoy Starlight <3 Hehe, Starr writing about Star
Jotaro with a gender neutral reader and a clingy Star Platinum
Jotaro was used to Star Platinum coming out on his own in dangerous situations. Faster than his mind can think.
Faster than a bullet at point blank range, Star could catch it in the air. It was a hard adjustment, really, but one he had to overcome in the end.
He just doesn't think he could ever get used to him coming out around you. Especially when he seems so damn clingy.
Sure, a stand is a manifestation of one's soul, and he cared for you, so of course, his stand would as well.
But he swears Star has a mind of his own every time it sees you.
It's not like he didn't show that he loved you, no, it's not that at all. Jotaro, at the very least, is a blunt man.
So he just shows it in different ways, like giving you the last water, checking up on you first, he'd even offer his jacket if you needed. Never hesitating to do anything to make you as comfortable as possible.
Even if he would hit you with a 'good grief' each time before, pulling his cap over his eyes.
Star Platinum? He braids your hair with the utter most precision compared to the amount of strength his strong hands holds.
He pulls you into his lap when the group is traveling. Wrapping his arms around you, just enough it didn't hurt.
A smile can't seem to leave his face, and Jotaro just can't control Star Platinum to stop.
If he's honest, he doesn't want him to...
Simply because of the phantom touch he experiences through his stand.
It comforted him knowing you were so close, in a way he could protect you if anything were to happen.
The most embarrassing time had to been when Star picked you flowers at a rest stop, and you thanked him.
Making him start grabbing you things he'd think you'd enjoy. You have a whole collection at this point.
Which is impressive considering you don't travel with much due to constantly being on the road.
Star Platinum absolutely loves you and shows it every chance he appears, and as the journey goes on. Starts being a lot. Especially since Jotaro only falls for you more.
Lucky for him, the rest of the Crusaders don't seem to mind. Even if he has to deal with the constant teasing of his grandfather and Polnareff... even Kakyoin sometimes joined in. That's when Star started to pout. What a child he was.
It's like you don't know that he can feel every touch, every kiss you place on Star's cheek as a thank you, every hand running down his arm. Fingers threaded together... He's always wanted to hold your hand.
Jotaro doesn't bother telling his stand off anymore. He's so comfortable around you. You make it easy for him to crack a smile in such desperate situations.
Even if he doesn't do it himself, and he has to rely on his stand, Jotaro absolutely craves your touch, the little praises ment for his stand, ment for in a way him. Or at least he hoped it was for him.
Writing Masterlist
Star shows that he loves you, in a way Jotaro can only dream of compared.
heâs going to the vet to get his shots >:0
Does anyone else think about being curled up beside Eddie on your shared bed, nestled against his chest as the sun dips away into night and youâre listening to the steady beat of his heart as it lulls you to sleep?
No?
Just me?
Am i the only one who imagined the first meet like this?? *swooon*
visits to uncle waynes house
Jason Todd who loves when you're lazing about and your shirt rides up, exposing your plump stomach. Who tries not to be too obvious, knowing the moment you become aware of it, you'll readjust your shirt.
So he pretends to focus on the random show playing on the TV in the background. Staring at you from the corner of his eye as you looked so damn cozy sitting on the cushion next to him.
With a knee propped up and the other leg outstretched. Growing restless, Jason finally rests a hand near your belly button. 'Jay?'
'You're so soft.' He whispers, rubbing his hand across your skin. He doesn't care that there's blemishes or bumps. He finds it rather interesting when he comes across a happy trail.
A curious explorer of your body even though it's not his first time seeing it. 'So pillowy.' Squeezing the bits that spill over to your love handles. All his movements made the fat jiggle.
His calloused palms were a stark yet welcomed contrast. As the touch had no malicious intent, exposing the softer side of the dangerous man.
Caught up in the moment, Jason dips his head. Causing you to think he's going to kiss you. Just for him to leave a slobbery raspberry on your stomach. 'Jason! You goof!' Laughing as you fail to sound mad.
Summary | You and Eddie embarrass yourselves in front of each other a lot, but thatâs okay, it only seems to make your relationship stronger
Contains | Fem!Reader, Established Relationship, Embarrassing Moments, Cursing
Word Count | 1.8k
Currently, You, Eddie, Jeff, Gareth, and Grant, all stand outside the fence surrounding one of the abandoned houses in Hawkins. Itâs not a very tall one, but it did slightly ease you, putting distance between you and the sketchy house.
âDo you guys really think this is a smart idea?â Jeff asks, looking over to you and the boys.
âNo, actually. I think this is really fucking stupid.â You answer in return, agreeing with Jeff on the fact that this wasnât the one of the smartest ideas your boyfriend has had. Youâre not entirely sure what good could come from this.
âItâll be fine⌠Itâll be fun.â Eddie reassured you, lightly putting his hand on your shoulder and giving it an affectionate rub. You only side eye him.
Grant is already making his way closer to the fence when he asks, âWhoâs going first?â And when no one answers you narrow your eyes at your boyfriend.
âWasnât this your idea?â You ask
He rolls his eyes, âFine, whateverâŚâ He approaches the fence. And in an attempt to impress, he begins climbing over the fence with ease. Trying to be all slick and suave about it, heâs about to jump off the fence, and be successfully on the other side. But once he does, his jeans catch on the fence⌠and they rip.
And you cringe once heâs back on the ground, having unfortunately ripped his go-to jeans. His face falls immediately when he notices, but the boys behind you are giggling.
âDudeâŚâ Is all Jeff mutters out between giggles, but Gareth has always been one to make it worse.
âAre those Bats?!â Heâs now cackling at his boxers, and even though Eddie's glare would usually make him shut up, the fence between them has made him brave.
âShut up.â he doesnât dare look at you yet, cheeks aflame. Itâs nothing you havenât seen before, so youâre not sure why heâs so flustered.
âMaybe itâs a sign.â You shrug your shoulders, looking over to your boyfriend, whoâs now currently trying to get a better view of his ass, trying to make the rip less noticeable.
Without looking up at you he says, âWeâre going in.â You roll your eyes and make sure way over to the fence. Climbing up carefully as to not be in the same predicament as Eddie. He holds his hands out for you, helping you get down safely.
âLet me seeâŚâ You say, now that you can get a better look, hand on his back to turn him so you can see. The other boys begin climbing over the fence as Eddie lets you examine the rip in his pants.
âIs it fixable?â He asks softly.
âOh, Yeah. Weâll have these fixed right upâŚâ You pat his shoulder, âBut for nowâŚâ You place your hand on his ass right over the rip with a smirk, âThis will have to doâŚâ
Last night was the first night sleeping over at your boyfriend's house. It was a domestic night of bliss, dinner was eaten at the table together, skin care was done, and you both brushed your teeth as you looked at each other through the mirror with a smile.
It was perfect, and the night was concluded by snuggling into his side, head resting on his chest as you both passed out, faster than you ever had. It felt right.
But the next morning was a different story.
You were woken by a soft shake to your shoulder, with eyes scrunched almost closed, you lifted your head from Eddie's chest and felt a stickiness on your cheek. Cracking your eyes a bit more open youâre able to see a wet patch on his shirt. You now know what the stickiness was as you violently tried to wipe the embarrassment off your cheek, then the same to the patch of drool on his chest.
âShit, Iâm so sorryâŚâ You grumble, and Edide canât help but smile at the pleasant sound of your morning voice.
âNo, donât worry about it, I just was wondering if you were hungry? I thought I could go get some breakfastâŚ?â
âYeah, that sounds niceâŚâ You say softly, cheeks a little flushed.
âK, letâs go get dressed and brush our teeth and get rid of that morning breath.â He says with a smile, and your eyes go wide and to your mouth in an instant.
âOh my god.â You whine out turning away from him, and he chuckles, following right behind. Pushing himself up against your back.
âHey! Donât be embarrassed, at least itâs not as bad as mineâŚâ He says, lifting himself onto his elbow to get a better advantage on you as he begins blowing his breath into your face. You canât help but giggle as you squirm away, cause yeah, at least itâs not as bad as that.
âEddie, stop!â You now move your hand to cover your nose, a smile evident on your face now.
âLetâs go brush our rats' nests out and our morning breath away together, BabyâŚâ He smiles cheekily as he takes your hand to pull you up with him, as he attempts to rake his other through your hair.
He then leans in to try and kiss you, and you pull away with a scrunch of your nose, âIs that really a good idea right now?â You tease.
âI canât think of a better one.â Giving you the sloppiest kiss you had the honor of receiving.
You and Eddie had been in his bedroom when he acted upon his urges. He always thought it was so much fun to wrestle and play around with you, and he was happy to find out you had just as much fun.
But today, he took it to another level. An unfair level.
He had you pinned down on the bed, and he was tickling you relentlessly. And after having a pretty fulfilling dinner that wasnât really going well with your stomach.
Giggling as you beg him to stop, losing your breath as he continues, the unfortunate happens. And a small fart escapes you.
You freeze under him, and heâs frozen too as he hovers over you. You can only imagine the shade of your face as Eddie stares down at you. Heâs not even laughing, honestly that would feel better than the intense staring he seems to be doing right now.
Wanting to get out of this vulnerable and embarrassing position faster you sit up quickly and shove him off of you.
Heâs falling onto his butt on the bed, with a slightly offended, âHey!â And heâs pushing you back down so heâs on top of you again, moving down to kiss you fiercely.
He pulls away with a teasing smirk, âThat was your first fart with me, Babe. Feel proud.â
You roll your eyes, but feel the blush rising to your cheeks again, and heâs leaning back down to kiss you again.
Tonight was special. Usually when Eddie invited you to his shows it consisted of his band playing covers of theyâre favorite artists and bands. Lately, theyâd been feeling bold enough to start playing some of Corroded Coffin's originals.
Those were your favorites.
But tonight Eddie wanted to do something special for you.
He had made the guys practice âHead Over Healsâ, he knew it was your favorite. He hoped youâd think this was a romantic gesture, cause heâd never play such a song for anyone else.
He was putting his metalhead dignity on the line for you.
The guys had tried to tease him about it, but he was quick to remind them that he was the only one who actually has a girlfriend and that shut them up pretty quick.
That Tuesday as he saw you sat in the record breaking crowd of 10 drunks, he felt his nerves start getting the best of him. There was a small pit in his stomach at the thought of making a fool of himself.
And when he starts playing the song that has had him worked up since he started practicing it, his eyes find yours, widened and surprised. That doesn't help his nerves much as the first words he sings are slightly high and scratchy, and he cringes to himself slightly. Pulling himself together for most of the song, but unfortunately a few more voice cracks and off tone notes were sung.
After they had finished and went backstage, he plopped himself down on the rickety couch with a loud groan.
âThat was totally shit man.â Gareth said as he made his way backstage too, earning a punch to the shoulder from Jeff, big eyes signaling him to shut up. But Eddie was feeling too distraught to give a single ounce of a shit about what Gareth thought.
âI think you sounded sweetâŚâ Grant admits, trying to make him feel better.
âYeah, donât listen to Gareth, heâs a dipshit.â Jeff glares over at the boy.
Eddie, only wanting to be romantic for you, but who would swoon over a nervously high pitched, scratchy rendition of their favorite song?
He lets out a groan into his hands. âEddieâŚ?â A soft voice causes his head to snap up. There you stood, a sweet smile on your face, and he watched the other guy scramble out of the room as you approached the couch he was sitting on.
You sat yourself down next to him, so close, your bare thigh pressed to his denim clad one. âYou sang my favorite songâŚ?â At your words he looks over to you, and your eyes somehow are able to hold the most affection that's ever been directed to him. He knew you would never judge or make fun of him for something like that, but that doesnât mean it wasnât a humbling experience for him. âI thought you said youâd never stoop so low?â You smirk.
âYeah well, look what that got meâŚâ He scoffs and looks straight forward, and you can tell by his tone this might be a bit more serious.
âI thought it was greatâŚâ
âI sounded like an idiot.â He looks over to you.
âNo, you didnât. I thought you sounded sweetâŚâ
âSweet? I sounded tone deaf.â
âWell, we both know that you arenât, I think you were just nervous, Eddie. But, just because it was a little pitchy doesnât mean I didnât think it was the best thing Iâve ever heard anyone sing.â
Youâre smiling so sweetly at him, and he canât help but chuckle, âDonât be a suck upâŚâ
âIâm not, like really, that was the sweetest and most romantic thing anyoneâs ever done for me. I loved it⌠I Love youâŚâ You admit, feeling your own rush of nerves. It was the first time either of you had said it, but it felt fitting. He was vulnerable for you, you can be vulnerable for him.
He stares at you for a second too long, and you look away nervously, âSorry, that was weird.â You say, but he vigorously shakes his head.
âNo! No, itâs not weird⌠I just didnât expect that shitty performance to pull an âI Love youâ from youâŚâ He chuckles again, âI Love you tooâŚâ And heâs leaning in now, kissing your lips softly.