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And Steddie has hit 1986 works!
Listen motherfucker okay the idea of the popular former jock and the punk metal kid actually getting to know each other and falling love has so much potential to be so amazing. Will we realistically get this? Probably not. Should we? Yeah. Will I be harassing creators, actors, or other people who just ship something different? No.
I am a firm believer that Steve is a horrible cook, like yes he had to fend for himself but he just make pizza pockets. He keeps trying to make dinner for Eddie but he’s soooo bad.
Eddie: Watcha doing?
Steve: Making dinner.
Eddie: I love you a lot, but please stop trying to cook me dinner, you suck.
Love that for them
Steve ’babe, catch’ Harrington
lil steddie blurb
nsfw 🚫
breeding/pregnancy kink stuff
steve ‘ovulating’ harrington thoughts :)
its bad.
really bad.
that man wants a baby more than any person he’s ever met or heard of and it gets maybe 200x worse when he’s ovulating. enter eddie munson. maybe steve always had an eye for him maybe he sees him and dustin playing and “he’d be a good dad…i want him.”
from then every time eddie does anything that could be even slightly considered paternal steve goes full mush to full horn in mere moments. he slides up to and around him like a sexy girl cat from a cartoon u know. he like metaphorically rubs his tail under eddies chin while he passes and purrs in his ear as he rolls on his back type stuff. and eddie looks so dumb every time. he follows after the smell and sound of him like he’s floating to pie in a windowsill.
steve is not subtle. the first time they have sex it’s:
“you’d be such a good daddy eddie.”
“fuck, you wanna make me one?”
“yes! yes eds please!”
eddie catches on eventually that its not all bedroom talk. not just a deep seated breeding kink for steve. he wants to actually be pregnant with his baby. hes on board quicker than he once thought he’d be but it just feels right. being with steve makes him confident they could do it. he could do anything with that smile shining at him. so they start trying.
after they get engaged steve becomes somehow more of a menace.
“wanna look so pregnant in my wedding dress, daddy. only have 8 months to go eds…it’s gotta stick this time…please please please.”
so forth and so on.
eddie who thinks he has a good flirty thing goin with his barista. he’s never weird and pushy or anything but there’s a vibe for sure. then he comes in one morning to see his barista /his steve/ giving the exact same treatment to another guy who looks just like him.
only, fuck, like at least 5 years younger. he watches the way steve daps him up and taps his thumb and even worse. he asks abt his family. steve never asked abt eddies family. he can’t hear the response but steve smiles and ducks his head and is he blushing?
eddie might kill himself in this goddamn hippie bullshit coffee shop. he really might. he gets up to the counter to order and steve kinda stumbles seeing him. clears his throat like he’s been caught- which is silly. eddie was obviously just imagining things and got way in over his head about something insignificant and steve is just a flirty guy, trying to be good at his job. so, he shouldn’t feel like this. he should be used to and over feeling this disappointment.
“o-oh hi eddie. that was uhm. that’s joel. a buddy from school.”
“ah. cool.” he hates how cold it sounds. he knows he has no right to be offended and steve’s brow creasing and lips quirking down only amplify the feeling.
“just the usual then?” it doesn’t sound like him. obviously guarded and eddie feels like such a fucking asshole.
“i didn’t know you went to school. but i guess that makes sense because i never asked.”
“yeah. i did. do that. school i mean. obviously.”
“so uh. what was that like?”
any anxiety he was feeling about sounding like an idiot fades from his body when steve’s whole demeanor relaxes at eddies soft tone. and eddie hates himself because he can’t stop thinking about how he wants wants wants. he wants that look only for him. he wants to make it happen every day all the time. he wants to press his thumb under his perfect cheekbone and-
“it was awful honestly. i made some good friends. gained some important knowledge. normal life lesson stuff i guess, but it was…hell, mostly. just too much pressure, i think? anyway, i’m way happier now that i’m out.”
“yeah i tried one semester in community college then dipped. def not for me.”
“that’s fair. what do you do? if you don’t mind me asking?”
“i don’t mind stevie. not at all. i bartend and play gigs on the side when i can.”
“really? that’s so cool. the bartender thing and the other thing. what do you play?”
“guitar mostly. i play for a few bands around here. lotta bar and basement shows. sometimes wedding gigs n stuff. nothing crazy. too old for all that.”
“you can’t be older than 25.” he scoffs.
“you’re such a charmer, sweetheart. i’m 31. can’t thrash around like i used to.”
and steve giggles, which is enough to get eddie trough the winter.
“you’re into a pretty heavy scene then, huh?”
“i dabble in a lot of stuff. but that’s home so yeah.”
“yeah. well i uh. here’s your tea and it was nice seeing you. as always eds.”
“yeah you too stevie. see ya.”
he’s conflicted. that was. it’s definitely not how he expected his morning to go. he’s still feeling lingering jealousy which he knows is out of jurisdiction but it’s there anyways. he’s elated that he got to talk to steve for that long.
it’s made his infatuation grow which isn’t a great thing bc its already unreasonable but steve is so pretty and he makes eddie feel so special and when he looks at him like that he can’t help but hope that it means something.
steve singing and dancing to material girl by madonna. he beckons for eddie to join and at first he shakes his head and walks off but steve’s whole demeanor shrinking has him twirling back into the kitchen and belting the bridge as best he can. he even does the little ah ah’s
the crinkles beside steve’s eyes, so happy they’re basically closed, are completely worth his own dignity being taken down a peg. he’s starting to think the munson doctrine can eat shit by the time he’s spun steve around, into his chest. just humming and swaying now.
“this is nice. you’re nice.”
“m’glad you think so.”
“i know so. big softie.”
“hm, me? yeah i guess you’re right.”
“i could get used to sweetie pie eds.”
“eh, worse things to be.”
“are you trying to make me fall in love with you?”
“is it workin’?”
they aren’t dating :)
hammer and nail
eddie thinks steve is the hammer, he is the nail. he’s smaller and pathetic and a sniveling virgin loser who’d happily let steve beat him to hell just to feel his hands on him.
vs steve who thinks eddie is the hammer and his heart is the nail. he’s through with ‘casual’, his life was oversaturated with it and it’s not him. never has been. he’s tired of hiding his feelings. he can’t offer it. all he’s got is complete devotion. he’s done. eddie is it for him.
just eddie scared of steve physically but still willing to endure the pain anyway and steve being terrified of eddie emotionally but still willing to endure that pain anyway.
but yknow it’s fine, they eventually talk it out and all that angst is sinking sand through the grate in the floor. a cold wash of relief follows and sweeps all remaining doubt right down with it. they are in lourve.
(Part 1)
For the Mini Pride Bingo hosted by @genderthings.
[AO3]
Prompt: Lipstick | Rating: T | WC: 3999 | Relationships : Steve Harrington & Eleven | Jane Hopper & Maxine "Max" Mayfield , implied future Steve Harrington/Eddie Munson
Summary:
Max and El have fun with makeup at the Harrington's.
Steve is not jealous.
Steve took the cookies out of the oven and put them on a tray to cool down a bit while he cleaned up. He had prepared caramel pecan cookies, just because Max had thrown him the sweetest look she could muster while asking him. He had immediately folded when she had told him she wanted to share her favorite cookies with El. She was an absolute terror most of the time, but she was even worse when she went out of her way to look sweet. Her little tactics were rubbing on El, too, and her big eyes were even more effective than Max’s fake innocent smile.
Of course, Steve had caved. He had never really been able to refuse anything the kids asked before, but now, after everything that had happened, he had turned into a total carpet. The kids were walking all over him and he was letting them, too glad to see them walk around, happy, unhurt, alive. Max, especially, had spent way too much time in the hospital for Steve to refuse her anything. Especially when it was something as easy to make as cookies.
Once the kitchen was in order, everything cleaned and put in its place, he prepared a tray for the girls. He opened the fridge, hesitated a moment, then grabbed a few different cans of soda. That way, they could directly choose whatever they wanted without having to walk to the kitchen. He put the cans on the tray with the cookies and brought it to the living room.
At some point, his house had become the headquarters of the Party. He hosted Hellfire once a week, and a movie night at the same frequency, and was regularly invaded by whoever wanted a bit of space that day. Steve always complained about them coming without telling him beforehand and making a mess half of the time, but it was mostly for show. He had to keep a semblance of authority on the kids, even if seeing his house so full of life was one of the best things to happen to him.
Today his house had only been invaded by two gremlins and not the whole pack of teenage demons. Max and El were sitting on the ground against the couch, and Steve could barely see them, finding their location by following the sound giggles permeating the air. Seeing the kids mess around was one thing but hearing them laugh so freely was special.
He walked into the living room, announcing loudly:
“Cookies for the ladies!”
His arrival, or more exactly, the cookies’ arrival was met with even more glee.
“Are they caramel pecan cookies? Steve, did you make the caramel pecan ones?” Of course Max was checking if the merchandise had been baked according to her request. She was not Erica, but she was not playing around either when it came to cookies.
“Yes, Steve, Max said they were the best type of cookies, and you are the best at making snacks.” El said softly, aiming a big smile at him.
Steve was absolutely done for.
Were they constantly manipulating him into baking for them? … Perhaps. Were they the best kids in all of Indiana? The jury was out, and Steve had accepted a long time ago that he was biased as hell when it came to them.
“Of course I made your favorites, Max. Be careful, they’re still a bit hot.”
His warning fell into deaf ears. In two minutes maximum, all the cookies had been snarfed down, except for two they had generously put away for him.
“There are so good, Steve,” Max said, while still eating her last mouthful of cookies. She swallowed. “You brought them at the right time too, we were almost done with our makeup, and the lipstick would have smeared if we had eaten with it. Here, look,” She delicately grabbed El’s face and turned it toward Steve. “Isn’t she so pretty like that?”
Max had applied a really pretty purple eyeshadow on El, and she had definitely put other things on her face, but Steve couldn’t really tell what everything apart from the mascara and the blush. It was colorful without being too much, and she looked bright, happier than ever. Max, on the other hand, was sporting a heavy dose of black eyeliner, and for a moment all Steve could think was Eddie putting eyeliner on in his van just before a Corroded Coffin’s show.
Steve swallowed with difficulty. He felt strangely agitated, as much by the reminder of Eddie’s pre-show ritual than by the multitude of makeup products spread on his living room table.
“You’re both really pretty.” His smile was still reaching his eyes, but it was a close call.
“We’re not done yet!” Max grabbed a pink lipstick and applied it on El’s lips.
Steve’s heart fell into his stomach.
El frowned a bit, looking inside the bag open on the ground between them, and finally selected a dark red lipstick.
Steve’s missed a heartbeat, then felt as if his body was making up for it by beating fucking war drums in his chest. He took a slow, deep breathe, then another, trying to stay as calm as possible, or at least look the part for the girls. He didn’t want them to see him distressed, and he certainly wasn’t planning to tell them why he felt that way.
“I think this one would look bitchin’.” El put it on her best friend very carefully, visibly less familiar with the technique. She dabbed a cotton on the corner of Max’s lips to remove an excess of makeup and took a step back, clearly satisfied with herself. Then she turned toward him.
“Steve, can you take a picture of us?”
God. He wanted to throw up.
“Yes, of course.” The polaroid camera was in his hand before he had even realized it.
Snap. Snap. Snap.
“Here. One for each of you, and one for me. I’ll put it on the wall.” They looked so happy, he could not pass up the opportunity to have such a sweet picture to his collection of the Party's best moments. Even if his smile was tight and his eyes were burning.
“I’ll leave you to your girly things, alright?”
He fled the room, barely hearing the two teens screaming about the movie they were about to watch.
The house was empty, and Steve couldn’t sleep.
It wasn’t because of the Upside-Down. The ache in his chest was different, both old and new, and turning in his bed again and again ended up being prodigiously ineffective.
Steve stared at the clock, the red numbers gleaming like a beacon in a tempest.
3:45 a.m.
3:46 a.m.
3:47 a.m.
Steve threw the covers down and stood up. He was not going to sleep tonight. He walked around the house without thinking, until he found himself staring at the mirror in his parents’ bathroom. The curtains were open, and the night was just clear enough to illuminate his tired face in the moonlight. Steve blinked, half-surprised to see where his feet had brought him. He started drumming his fingers against the tile behind him, keeping a bit of distance between the basin and himself.
His mother was not often here, but she liked to keep what she deemed as “essentials” in the Hawkins house, just in case. Her bedroom was full of clothes she liked enough to keep but didn’t care to bring on her travels, and her bathroom was fully stocked, from her favorite shampoo to all her necessary makeup.
And Steve was standing here, in this mausoleum of his mom’s life, staring at that damn bathroom drawer. The handle had been changed when Elizabeth Harrington had gone through her latest home renovation frenzy three years ago, but the furniture was still the same, if a different color. In the dim light, it looked eerily like the bathroom he had known in his childhood.
Shit.
With trembling hands, Steve opened the second drawer. A bunch of cosmetics had been left there, waiting in vain for the return of their owners. Most had never been used, and the others were still barely used. Steve reached in the drawer and picked up a red lipstick. Slowly, he took the cap off and stared at the vibrant color, muted by the relative obscurity of the room. The lipstick was new; Steve had the intrusive thought that if he tried it on, he would leave a mark, and his mother would know.
It was stupid. She wasn’t at home enough to remember which lipstick she had used or not.
Minutes passed.
He stared.
Finally, he put the cap back on, then threw the lipstick back in the drawer and left the room, flying both his pale reflection and the tube of makeup.
He didn’t go back to his bedroom. At this point sleep was clearly out of his reach for the night, and turning for hours in his bed for nothing was not very appealing at the moment. Instead, he took a turn, walked down the stairs, and set his course for the living room.
But between here and his goal, there was…
His dad liquor cabinet.
Steve froze in front of it, his brain working in slow motion. He had done his best to cut down on his drinking when he had started to date Nancy, but he had stopped trying when she had stomped over his heart like a herd of wild buffaloes. And he felt better now, with Robin, the kids and Eddie, but he could still remember vividly a time when he had beer for breakfast on weekdays to chase his hangover. Alcohol was… a difficult subject these days.
He opened the cabinet and picked up the first bottle he saw. Scotch. A good one at that, way older than him and probably worth more than the price of his battered liver on the black market. He swore. If his mom would not even realize it if he decided to ransack her whole bathroom, His dad would definitely notice his missing bottle. He had, before, and Steve never wanted to put himself in that kind of situation again. But even if the cabinet was off limits, there was still the wine cellar in the basement…
Steve shook his head and put the bottle back in its place, glass clinking. He took a deep breathe, his eyes closed. He wasn’t going to drink himself into a stupor just because he felt stupidly jealous of a couple of teen girls. He was better than that.
He fled toward the living room, stopping in the kitchen just long enough to grab a can of coke, then threw himself on the couch. Maybe a movie would be enough to lull him to sleep.
Back when he was eight years old, his parents had started going on longer and longer trips, and Steve had been left with a nanny. Linda had pretty blue eyes, pretty brown hair, a pretty smile, and was generally the prettiest person ever, according to little Steve. She had succeeded to Janice, who had only babysat him when his mother was busy, but had been mean enough that the idea of getting a nanny like her full time for weeks had been really scary. But after her, Linda was an angel, and Steve was in love.
She was so kind to him, Linda, always reading him a story before bed and telling him how strong and brave he was when she cleaned up his raw knees after a fall, just because he didn’t cry. She was the best, period. Steve wanted her to stay forever. She was way nicer than his dad, and Steve had decided quickly that he was not going to follow in his dad step and be a boring lawyer like everyone wanted him to be one day. No. Instead, he was going to be just like Linda, with her kind voice, her beautiful puffy hair and her pretty red lipstick.
One day, when Linda had been busy cooking dinner and he was supposed to do his boring homework in the living room, he had tiptoed up the stairs all the way to his parent’s bathroom, and picked up the lovely red lipstick his mom had left behind. He had tried to put it on just like he had seen her do it, making an “o” with his mouth and smearing the product on his lips.
Linda had found him there, with red all around his mouth, and had screamed at him for the first time. She had rubbed a hard cloth against his face to wash it off.
“Lipstick is for girls, Steve. Girls. Never do that again, do you understand?” Her voice had been hard, sterner than it had ever been, and her grasp on his arm had hurt.
He had promised her he would never play with his mom makeup again, and had been sent to his room without dinner. He had swallowed down his tears, and accepted her reprimand, because it was Linda, and Linda was always right.
She had been a bit more strict for a few days, but Steve was pretty sure she had forgiven him after that.
But then his parents had come home, and the first thing his dad had done had been to slap him, hard, and give him the verbal lashing of the century while shaking him. It had been worse than that time he had helped Tommy egg his neighbor’s house. Between his dad harsh words and his mom’s disappointed face, he had understood.
Linda had snitched.
He had been punished, again, and had spent two months without any sleepover at Tommy’s. After two weeks, his fury against Linda the Snitch had abated, turning into a deep hurt. He didn’t love her anymore, and he certainly didn’t want to wear pretty red lipstick like her, because she was a traitor, and he never wanted to be mean like her.
Lipstick was for girls anyway.
The kids were always squatting his house like a bunch of invasive little rodents, so, of course, Max and El came back two weeks later for a girls’ afternoon, just the two of them. They had asked for baking goods, again, but this time their alleged means of survival were brownies.
Steve, whipped as he was, made brownies.
When he brought the cakes to the girls, his nose was assaulted by a sharp smell.
“Steve!” Max raised her head, abandoning for a second the nail polish she was putting on El’s hand. “Come here, El needs someone else to practice using nail polish.”
Steve froze.
“What?”
“She already did my nails. It’s not exactly perfect, but she’s doing better each time!” Max wiggled her hand in his direction, showing off her bright green nails. “Look, she barely put any on my skin.”
Steve stood there, staring at the two teenage girls seated on his living room’s floor, dumbfounded. They wanted to… do his nails?
Max must have read his trouble on his face, because she immediately started to argue.
“You know, El needs more experience in normal people’s activity. So you would be helping her.” El nodded vigorously. “And you know, plenty of guys wear nail polish.” Now, that was a lie. Steve was a guy, and he had plenty of male friends back in high school when he was on top of the food chain. None of them had ever used nail polish, because it was a girl thing, and would have ended with the dude stuck in his own locker. Max was so full of shit right now.
“Like Eddie!” El added.
Wait what?
“What? Eddie doesn’t…”
“Yes, he does! He painted his nail black with us once before going to Indianapolis!”
There was an implication there that Steve was not ready to think about. All he knew was that Eddie definitely didn’t wear nail polish in Hawkins. People would have made even more comments against him if he had, and he really didn’t need more hatred from every asshole in town right now.
Still. Even if Eddie didn’t really paint his nail on the regular, it didn’t mean Steve could not do it once, discreetly, for the girls. He would just have to remove it before going to bed.
“You know what? Okay. I’ll do it.”
Max and El cheered as he set the brownies on the coffee table and sat down with them. The girls rummaged in a bag for a minute, before El brandished a little blue bottle.
Oh shit. That was… a rather bright color. He winced.
“Are you sure about this one?” He asked them.
They both nodded. “It’s blue. Blue is a boy color, you’ll be fine.” Max added, rolling her eyes.
Steve tried to ignore the blue eyeshadow El was sporting and gave her his hands.
El took her time, carefully painting each of his nail blue, sticking her tongue out in concentration. It was always very sweet to see her do mundane activities with her friends instead of fighting for her life. Steve did his best to focus on the satisfaction he felt at seeing her this happy, and ignored the pit that was trying to grow in his stomach.
He was fine. It was just nail polish.
“Aaaand done!” El threw him her best smile. “What do you think?”
It was…
It was…
Well, it wasn’t so bad. A bit unusual, of course, but the color created a good contrast with his skin. It was eye-catching, and Steve found at his great surprise that he rather liked it.
“It’s lovely,” He said, a bit breathless.
“It’s my turn, now!” Max said, grabbing the makeup bag. Steve frowned. Everyone’s hands were already painted, what did she want to do? Steve wiggled a bit to hide his feet under himself. He was not letting her paint his toenails.
She brandished a pink tube.
Oh.
“Max, I’m not letting you put lipstick on me,” he started, voice stern. “That’s for girls. You know I’m not a girl, right?”
“Oh, come on!” Max said with a big smile. “Just for a few minutes. It’s not even a very colorful one. It’ll be very discreet.”
“And we’ll match.” El continued.
Steve felt the pit in his stomach grew.
“I… It’s for girls, Max.”
He watched, breathless, as they exchanged a pointed look. Had his reaction been that visible last time? Did they talk about it in his back?
They turned back toward him. Unexpectedly, El was the one to start.
“You know, I’ve seen lots of people acting like other people doing things differently than them is wrong. And at first it hurt, because I wasn’t like anyone else. Like at all. I still don’t understand everything people say, because I didn’t learn about a ton of things as a kid. But now, I don’t care anymore.” She took a deep breath, then smiled. “The most important thing I learned was to be myself, whatever ‘myself’ meant, and to try to be happy with that. Rules about what you should like or not are stupid. So don’t listen to the dumb mouth breathers who say only girls can wear lipstick.” El shuffled closer to him. “They’re wrong.” She whisper-shouted in his ear.
Steve swallowed around the lump in his throat. She… She wasn’t wrong. These rules were stupid.
“Okay,” he mumbled.
“Okay?” Max’s smile was soft. “So I can put lipstick on you?”
“Go ahead.” Steve closed his eyes tightly. “But if I don’t like the color I’ll take it off.”
He sensed more than he heard Max coming closer to him, but the weight of her hand on his shoulder made him jump anyway.
“You need to stop biting your lips, Steve.” Max’s voice was soft, and for a moment he felt like she was talking to a spooked horse. The wild staccato of his heart wasn’t breaking the comparison either.
Steve was acting like a total idiot. It was just some damn lipstick.
He let go of his bottom lip and took a deep breath, trying his best to relax.
“Here we go…”
The lipstick wasn’t cold. Steve wasn’t sure why he had expected it to be, but it wasn’t. The texture was dryer than lipbalm but it tasted vaguely fruity, and Steve had to refrain from licking his lips. The whole process was sort of underwhelming.
“Okay, it's almost over. ‘Max slipped a piece of paper between his lips. “Now, press your lips together.”
He followed her instructions, bemused.
“And we’re done! You can open your eyes.”
Steve blinked, disorientated. He didn’t feel anything. It was weird. He was wearing lipstick. Surely he should have felt different. Changed. Maybe less of a man, or something. But no.
Maybe it was just because he couldn’t see himself.
El picked up a hand mirror and waves it in his direction.
“Here, look at yourself! You’re so pretty!”
Steve caught the mirror and angled it toward his face.
Oh.
It was. Nice.
Very nice. El was right, he did look really pretty like that. Max had chosen a lovely strawberry color, and it matched well with his reddened cheeks. He ran his hand though his hair and tilted his head, admiring his reflection.
“Yeah, I think that color is really working for me.” He smiled at the mirror. “Damn. I look fine.”
El and Max started giggling madly.
“You do!” El said. “It’s very nice.”
“I think you should show it to Eddie,” Max continued with a plotting look on her face.
Steve blinked owlishly. Why? How? Did she really expect him to drive like that all the way to Forest Hill just to show to Eddie how the soft red of his lips complimented his face?
“Why would I do that?”
The giggling resumed.
“He likes makeup.” El said.
“Yeah, sometimes he put some eyeliner on.” Max added.
’ I know, but I don’t think I ever saw him with eyeliner unless he’s playing with his band? That’s part of his rock star persona. Like ABBA’s crazy concert clothing.” Then again Steve wasn’t spending all his time with Eddie. Maybe the guy had hobbies he shared with other friends. Like the ones he met in Indianapolis.
“No, I saw him with eyeliner on weekends too. I think he’s a bit shy about it.”
“Eddie? Shy? Have you met him?”
“He probably thinks you would react badly if you saw him with makeup in a sort of normal setting? You did just imply makeup was only for girls…”
Steve sputtered. “I wouldn’t have said anything mean to him if he had shown up to a movie night with eyeliner!”
“Yeah, but he doesn’t know that. And you have a huge jock vibe, so that doesn’t help.”
El nodded. Traitor.
“So if you showed him you’re not against wearing a bit of lipstick, he should appreciate another guy who does nonconforming things, like him.”
Steve took a second to really think about it. Eddie was always very vocal about non-conformity. They were probably right. He should show him how he looked right now. Show him how he wasn’t just a former jock. Eddie didn’t need to go all the way to Indianapolis to find interesting friends. Steve had dept. He could be unconventional if he wanted.
“You know what?” He stood up. “I’m going to Eddie’s.”
“Wait, what? Right now?” In Max’s defense, he had decided to never leave the kids unsupervised in his house after the carpet incident. But it was El and Max, they were not like Mike and Dustin. He could trust them with the furniture.
“Yeah, why not?” He briefly turned back toward the girls, one shoe in his hand. “Are you going to destroy the house if I leave you alone?”
“Of course not!”
Okay, I’ll be right back,” Steve said, walking out.
He closed the door, nearly missing Max’s last comment.
“You won’t!”
For the Mini Pride Bingo hosted by @genderthings.
[AO3]
Prompt: Tattoo | Rating: Gen | WC: 1230 | Relationships : Steve Harrington/Eddie Munson
Summary:
Steve wants to marry Eddie and wear a wedding ring to show the whole world they belong to each other, homophobic laws be damned. But Steve is a nurse, and hospital rules are hospital rules.
It’s not that Steve dislikes jewelry. Honestly, it’s kind of the opposite.
Take Eddie’s rings, for example.
His boyfriend has a few of them, all bulky and impossible to ignore, and he barely takes them off to shower. They are always on his hands, even when he plays guitar, even when he sleeps. And he is so full of life, his man, always waving his hands around, rings catching the light with each movement, gleaming.
The way he touches him is no better, warm hands and soft metal sliding across his skin, gripping, grabbing. Loving.
Steve likes rings. Especially Eddie's.
He’s just not allowed to wear jewelry at the hospital.
Becoming a nurse had not been easy, but after the whole mess that happened with the Upside-Down, after breaking Eddie’s ribs, each snap resonating like thunder in his arms when he was trying to breathe life back to Eddie’s lungs, after everything the nurses at Hawkins Memorial had down for them, strong and caring when the whole town had wanted to crucify Eddie… Steve had known.
He loves his job. He has finally found his place in the world, one where he can help people in need. No day is really easy, but the rewards are worth the long shifts and the random hours. Being a nurse makes him feel useful in a way he had been craving for years.
He just wishes he could wear a ring.
Some of his coworkers are married, and they either keep their wedding band on a chain around their neck or take it off before their shift and store it in their locker.
He could do the locker thing, realistically.
But he can’t get out of his head the absolute panic in his coworker Mary’s eyes, the high pitch of her voice, her harsh breathing and her shaking hands when they had ended their shift at the same time and her ring wasn’t in her locker.
She had found it, eventually, because, of course, she had left it at home and had forgotten all about it in the frenzy of hospital life, but the fear had lingered. She had stopped wearing her ring, keeping it in a jewelry box on her bedside table. Just in case.
And the thing is. Steve and Eddie can’t get married. Not legally at last. They have been talks of backyard wedding, one day, maybe, but the ring… The ring is a problem.
It eats at Steve. Days and nights.
He can’t imagine getting married and only having a ring to prove his devotion to his husband. Not when he can’t wear it all the time and could lose it at any given moment. All his wedding dreams end with his ring disappearing and Eddie looking at him through tears, asking if he doesn’t love him anymore.
When he finally opens up to Robin, she’s kind about his fears. Understanding in a way that speaks about years and years of feeling out of the norm. Different. Kept from enjoying so many things that other people take from granted.
“It’s okay to feel like that, Steve. It’s scary to realize your love is not something people are going to accept, especially when another typical married couple thing is out of your reach.” She squeezes his arm. “You have coworkers who wear their wedding ring around their neck, right? Maybe you should do that when you finally take that step with Eddie.”
Steve swallows, his throat tight, fighting through the burn in his eyes.
“Northwestern Memorial has a very strict policy about jewelry. The only pieces nurses are allowed to wear are wedding bands on necklaces. And you have to provide a wedding certificate for that.”
“So, they wouldn’t…”
Steve loses the fight against tears.
“No, they would never let me wear any ring given by Eddie.”
“Oh, babe…” Robin arms wrap around him as he sobs.
“Say, Stevie…” Her voice is wavering. She seems so unsure of herself, in a way that differs from her usual anxiety-fueled ramblings. “I could maybe marry you? Legally, I mean. Then you would marry Eddie, and you’ll be able to wear your wedding band around your neck.”
Steve’s burrow deeper into Robin’s embrace. He can’t deal with not being held right now.
“Thank you, Rob. But it wouldn’t be the same.”
They hug for a while, before Robin manages to make him laugh with a crazy anecdote about her least favorite coworker. They end up playing a drinking game in front of Star Wars, and Eddie is woken up at 2 a.m. by his very drunk boyfriend sliding in his bed.
“Hey, Eddie, Eddie?”
“Wot?”
“You know I love you, right?”
“Mmmrrr.”
“I love you a lot, Eddie, like… like an insane amount. Scientists cannot quantify how much I love you, and…”
He is stopped by a kiss.
“Love you too, sweetheart,” Eddie tiredly wraps himself all around his boyfriend, octopus-style. “But please, go to sleep.”
_______________________
They’re celebrating Nancy’s promotion in a gay bar when Steve has a revelation.
The girls want more drinks, and Steve grumbles but leave the warmth of Eddie’s arms to bring them cocktails.
“And a beer for your humble servant, please, my liege!”
And a beer for Eddie, apparently.
The bartender is only vaguely familiar, and he is pretty sure the guy wasn’t there two months ago. Steve flags the man down, and watches with a smile as he shakes Nancy’s elaborate cocktail. He is putting on a show, but Steve can tell it’s not really meant for him, not with the wedding band glistening on his left hand and the wink he throws at the new waiter.
The wave of jealousy hits him unexpectedly. It must be nice to wear proof of your marriage in front of everyone like that, and to be able to flirt with your husband at your own place of work without having to watch your back. Maybe he should hang up his scrubs and go into bartending.
Steve shakes his head. He loves his job. He is being ridicul…
He frowns.
What’s that just underneath the guy’s wedding band?
The bartender winks at him this time, playing with the ring.
“Had this one for almost two years now.” He points at the waiter. “It goes with that one.”
“What’s that?”
“Hum?” The bartender blink, then smiles again. “Oh! Look.”
He leans over the bar and shows Steve his hand, palm up. He pushes the ring out of the way, and just underneath, the initials S.W. are written in black ink.
“Scott Williams. That’s my man.”
“It’s a tattoo.” Steve says numbly.
“It sure is, darling.”
“I can get a tattoo.” Steve cannot breathe. He can have that. He can etch Eddie’s name into his skin, keep him there forever.
“Hey, don’t forget your drinks!”
Steve turns back to the bar, disoriented, and grab the tray the bartender is nice enough to give him.
“You okay, man?” He asks, visibly worried.
“Never been better.”
He walks past the crowd without seeing it and reach their group. Robin’s head shot up at his arrival.
“You’re alright, Dingus?” She frowns. “You look a bit shell shocked over there.”
She yelps when Steve put down the tray heavily on the table, drinks splashing.
“Hey, what are you…”
Steve climbs on his boyfriend’s lap.
“Eddie,” he cradles his face with both hands, reverent. “Will you marry me?”
for @steddiemicrofic | rated R so mdni | wc: 555
Prompt: Fool
“There’s nothing you can do, Eds,” Steve said, as he threw his last bag in the back of his car. “I’m leaving for Chicago tonight.”
Eddie was heartbroken. He fell in love with Steve Harrington and now the King of Hawkins was waving goodbye to his kingdom and abandoning his jester. His one and only fool, who was dumb enough to develop feelings for someone he knew deep down wouldn’t last a lifetime in his arms. Why did he always seem to torture himself so? “There must be something I can say,” Eddie protested, following Steve back into his house like a lost puppy dog.
“No, there isn’t.” Steve turned to shut the front door behind them and crossed his arms over his chest. “The job pays well and the reputation it’ll give me is even better. I don’t have to be a loser who works for his dad thanks to my mother getting me this position.”
Steve gave Eddie a grim expression. “I thought you’d be happy for me.”
“I am!” Eddie replied with glee, even though it pained him to do so. “I am so happy for you, Stevie. I just-” “You just what?” Steve asked, dropping his arms to his sides and frowning.
“I hate that we have to leave each other.” Eddie dropped his face into his hands, feeling that familiar burning in his throat. He didn’t want to cry yet, not while Steve was still here in front of him. What kind of fool does something like that? He supposed it was the don’t know what ya had til it’s gone or rather slipping away trope.
“Eds,” Steve cooed softly, lifting Eddie’s head by his chin and cradling his face in his hands. “I haven’t left just yet.” His hands traveled down to squeeze on Eddie’s ass, causing him to perk up and laugh.
“You are something else, Stevie,” Eddie scoffed and shook his head with a smile.
“Yeah, I know.” Steve shrugged and sunk down to the floor on his knees, unbuckling Eddie’s belt.
“Whoa there, cowboy! Right in the breezeway?”
“Yeah, why not? You’re acting like we haven’t had full blown public sex before,” Steve snorted out as he yanked Eddie’s pants and briefs down to his knees.
“You’re a damn fool, Harrington,” Eddie sighed as the brunette put his warm mouth around him.
Steve pulled away after a minute of getting Eddie off just to smile up at him and flash those pretty brown eyes through his lashes, causing Eddie to shove his head back down onto him.
“We’re both fools,” he moaned out, “because I can’t live without you.” He knotted his fingers into Steve’s hair just before he came down his throat, thrusting his hips forward several times like a bull bucking its hind legs.
Steve got to his feet once more, wiping his mouth clean.
“How do you do that so well?” Eddie asked breathlessly.
“I just know what makes you tick, Munson,” Steve laughed, watching him pull his pants back up and look around wearily.
“Oh, would you relax? The maid isn’t here.”
“Really? Then what the hell are we still wearing our clothes for.” Eddie scooped Steve into his arms bridal style and carried him upstairs to his bedroom where the fool and his king made love until the sun went down.
Chapter 1: The Dreadful Implications of a Pizza Delivery Man
Steve dropped his keys on the table when he entered the apartment. Robin was nestled on the couch fast asleep under an afghan, with the tv mindlessly droning on in the background. He took the remote from her hand and turned it off, startling her awake.
“Ya gotta stop falling asleep with the tv on, Robin. It’s gonna rot your brain with subliminal messages from infomercials,” Steve said sarcastically, dropping the remote down onto the coffee table.
“Wow those are big words for you, Steve, don’t hurt yourself now,” she retorted, tugging the blanket over her head and rolling away from him.
“Haven’t heard that one before.” Steve rolled his eyes and went to the kitchen.
It was a barren wasteland in the fridge besides some fresh vegetables they’d gotten from a local farmers market for no apparent reason, a single jar of jam, and a few beer bottles. He took one and shut the door.
“Pizza for dinner?!” He called out. Robin’s hand came into view with a thumb up in approval and disappeared again. He laughed and leaned on the counter, sipping from the bottle in his hand.
For three years, since he moved away from Hawkins, Steve’s been living with Robin in Illinois. She had been accepted and enrolled in some private university. At first he was upset about her leaving him all alone after everything they’d endured. In the end though it was nothing but a blessing in disguise. He pitched the idea of them moving in with each other and how good it would be for them. Robin wasn’t too keen on it at first because she wanted to make new friends, or even meet a girl she could really connect with, and suspected he’d get in the way. That was a pretty deep cut to his ego at first, he wouldn’t lie. However, with much annoying pleading and begging on his end, she eventually agreed.
His parents had opposed, especially his father on the premise that Robin and Steve were dating. Steve never fully expressed why that would never in a million years happen but all it took was a, ‘she’s not my type, Dad,’ and that was the end of it. His mother had been the one to fully convince his old man that this was a good thing for his son. Somehow, that worked.
Now here they were. They stayed about 5 miles off campus in a rundown neighborhood. The rent was low and the standards of living even lower. Everything in their apartment was broken. The ceiling leaked, the floors creaked, and the walls were made out of paper machete. Yet, Steve never felt more at home. He’d rather live here in this dump than step one foot back in their hell-bound hometown. In fact, it was his worst fucking nightmare. This was paradise in comparison.
He worked a pretty simple office job in a marketing company. It wasn’t ideal but it paid well and didn’t require him to have a degree. He’d gotten lucky, he was aware of the privilege that living in the city provided. Also, who his parents were and his surname did help too. Regardless, he no longer felt like a nobody failure the way he did in Hawkins. There were so many opportunities and options out here. He could truly flourish without second guessing himself anymore. Hawkins had nothing left to offer him and all it took was an outside perspective. He was happy he’d left. He hoped and prayed, for whatever reason there may be, he never had to go back there.
That was wishful thinking.
About an hour after Steve had called in their pizza order there was a knock at the door.
“Robin, pizza’s here!” He called from his bedroom down the hall.
“I’m busy! Get it yourself!”
Steve groaned, pausing the movie he was watching and rolled off his bed.
“You’re so lazy!” He threw the front door open. His eyes grew wider than saucers and it felt like lightening crackled under his skin as time seemed to slow.
A pair of brown eyes like rich soil after heavy rain, brown curly hair to match in contrast to skin as fair as moonlight. A smile with dimples and lines in the cheeks that caused creases under the eyes that made them light up like fireflies. Steve was dreaming. He had to be. No way this was real. He wanted to reach out and touch his soft skin, when he knew he shouldn’t. He needed to ground himself and stop the impending spiral but it proved to be too late for that.
Oh fuck. This is bad.
Steve’s brain malfunctioned and he couldn’t form a single coherent thought let alone any words. His mouth moved like a fish out of water as he tried to form a sentence or even a sound. He simply gaped at the person in his doorway for an uncomfortable amount of time.
“Uhm, sir?” The man waved his hand in Steve’s face. The cadence and pitch in his voice was all screwy. Not right at all. It snapped Steve clean out of this mortifying stupor.
He blinked rapidly and swallowed hard, throwing the money at him, snatching the pizza, and slamming the door. He turned and leaned on it for support, trying to catch the breath that was steadily running further and further away from him.
Robin came sprinting from the bathroom with damp hair and a shocked look on her face.
“What the hell happened?!” She asked, Steve couldn’t respond, he was paralyzed. “Steve?” She approached him slow with her hand out.
“Robin, he looked like him,” he managed to say around the lump in his throat. “He looked just like him.” He slowly hugged his knees to his chest and fought the tears that threatened to fall.
This couldn’t be happening. Everything was going so well. Maybe even too good to be true but he didn’t care. There wasn’t a damn thing out of place and this was the landslide he’d been anxiously awaiting to fuck him over. He was cursed, he was sure of that. There was no other rhyme or reason for it.
They moved to Robin’s room when Steve found the courage to even stand up. They sat on her bed with the pizza box wide open. The smell of cheese, tomato sauce, and garlic nauseated him despite the fact he was starving.
“I mean, doppelgängers do exist! They say it’s dangerous to come across your own. It’s really fascinating. I guess it makes sense though because how can we have all these billions of people on the planet and not have someone look exactly like us, you know?”
Steve didn’t say anything. He let her ramble on as if it would help when it certainly didn’t. This dug up memories he’d presumed he’d buried forever. He was certain he’d laid it all to rest along with his dead boyfriend. After this whole hot mess, he felt like he’d regressed to square one and all it took was a similar face. He didn’t want to throw himself a pity party but damn he couldn’t catch a break.
“Steve…Steve!” Robin flopped on the bed next to him. “Am I doing it again…with the talking too much thing?”
Steve sighed and picked up a slice of pizza, biting into it hesitantly and watched the cheese stretch.
“Kinda,” he said with his mouth full.
“Shit. Sorry. I’m not good with this sorta thing. Comforting people isn’t my forté. But I’m a decent listener…sometimes.”
Steve stared at her for a moment, then mustered a smile. A mask that was quick to falter and dissolve away at any moment.
“It’s fine. There’s really nothing either of us can do in this situation.” He set down the half eaten slice of pizza. His appetite was gone. “You’re right about one thing. I guess we’re bound to see someone who looks like someone we know or knew eventually.”
“Yeah, but…I’m just- I’m so sorry.”
“Don’t be. It’s nobody’s fault.” Steve could hear the strain in his voice. “Would you mind if I uhh-“ He signaled towards the door and Robin nodded encouragingly.
In his bedroom, Steve curled up under his blankets and laid there in the dark for what felt like an eternity. The tears that spilled from the corners of his eyes had finally dried but it wasn’t over. Especially since now all he could do was torture himself with nothing else but the thought of Eddie.
He meant the world to Steve and taught him so many lessons he wouldn’t have learned otherwise. His mind had never been more open than when he was with Eddie. He was someone everyone could rely on but nobody wanted to put their faith in. Steve did and it was so worth it right up until the very end. He still kicked himself for the period in which he regretted even meeting Eddie. Or that he wished they could swap places. It was only because the visceral pain of letting him go and moving on was something he could hardly handle. The wounds tore open so often that he let the memories of Eddie die, too, just to get some release from the heartbreak.
It was like he didn’t exist anymore in Steve’s world and he preferred it that way as opposed to living the rest of his life in agony. There was no other way to let go besides that. And tonight, that man at his door, instantaneously destroyed walls he’d put his blood, sweat, and tears into building to free himself of Eddie and everything they’d shared. To put it lightly, this was a slap to the face and a boot to the gut.
He was gone. He deserved to be here but he wasn’t. He was never coming back. Steve had come to peace with that, and his grief, before he’d left Hawkins. It was one of the things that helped him cope the most. Now he had to pick himself up all over again and he hoped it wouldn’t take as long as the first time around, or both him and Robin were doomed to suffer.
****
Steve didn’t remember falling asleep. He woke the next morning to a migraine, swollen eyelids, and the phone ringing off the hook. He shoved a pillow over his head and waited for it to stop. He had work today but he didn’t want to go. He felt like shit after last night. He rolled onto his back and stared at the ceiling for a long time until the phone started up again and forced him out of bed.
“What do you want?!” He answered gruffly. He sounded like garbage and felt even worse.
“Well, geez. Hello to you, too.”
“Dustin!” He sighed in relief. “Wait, shouldn’t you be in school instead of bothering me at 8 in the damn morning?”
“The city has changed you, Steve. I don’t like it.”
Steve rolled his eyes. “Yeah, yeah. Get on with it.”
“Okay, okay. I’m not at school right now because I have something important to tell you. I couldn’t wait,” he paused for a beat. “I think he’s back, Steve.”
Steve’s heart lurched and plummeted hard into his stomach. His sadness was overpowered by fear. His throat tightened up as panic rose. The room started to spin and he lost his balance, stumbling back into the wall.
“Steve? Talk to me, man! Are you okay?”
“I’m- good. I’m good.” He rested his head in his palm and slid down to the floor in defeat. “Tell me everything.”
now this one is for the shifting community. imagine Eddie is famous and Steve loves him so terribly bad that he shifts realities for him but not as his rockstar persona just regular ole Eddie Munson. When he shifts back to his original reality he ends up meeting his idle Eddie as well and the chemistry they have is too hard to ignore for Eddie so he asks Steve out. There’s just one little problem you see, the Eddie is in Steve’s desired reality misses him (he knows Steve’s a shifter so he misses the personality he brings to the Steve that’s in his own reality). So that Eddie cooks up an idea to shift to where Steve’s original reality is and ends up living the life of a rockstar but having to find out that Steve abandoned him for another version of himself??? he keeps it a secret to try and see if Steve will mention anything about shifting but when he doesn’t Eddie gets angry and blows his cover sky high and breaks up with Steve. He’s forced back into shifting so he can time travel and try to fix his mistake and win the Eddie in his desired reality back.
steddie brainrot got me thinkin nefarious things
“You want to kiss me?” Steve asked breathlessly, eyes bright and wide with wonder.
Eddie Munson stood in front of him, on his doorstep, drenched by the rain relentlessly pouring outside. The man was thinking to himself how he hated being soaked to his bones but he loved watching as Steve’s eyes lit up like shooting stars at the idea of them sharing a kiss.
“Nah, Steve. I only drove 20mins in a thunderstorm to tell you that I wanted to kiss you.”
Steve tilted his head back and laughed that wonderful singsong melody he always did when he found something funny. It made Eddie’s heart palpitate.
“Then what’re you waiting for, hmm?” Steve prompted, putting his hands on his hips and cocking his head to the side.
Eddie smirked, moving in a bit closer to decrease the gap between them.
“Nothing.”
He grabbed the back of Steve’s neck and wrapped an arm around the man’s tiny waist, dragging him out into the rain with him. Their lips melted together and moved as fluidly as the drops of water that fell from the sky. An explosion of emotions all at once came flooding over them both. It came out in a mess of arms tangling in a seemingly everlasting embrace and gentle gasps for air that made them sound so desperate for each other. They were, to put it lightly.
Steve was the one to break the kiss first. If only for a moment just to tell Eddie:
“I’ve been waiting for this.”
“Have you, Harrington? Or are you just yankin’ my chain?” Eddie laughed.
Steve smiled and shook his head at Eddie’s sarcasm, leaning in for another taste of cigarettes and the obvious mints Eddie must’ve chewed on before knocking at his door. Arguably not the best flavor mixture but who the hell cares. He was finally kissing the man of his dreams. The person he’d never imagined would even ask him for one in the first place. He wasn’t just going to deny it no matter what. Even if they both got sick out here in the rain, it’d all be worth it because Eddie Munson wanted to kiss Steve and, man, did that feel fucking fantastic.
okay hear me out Steve Harrington as a stripper and Eddie as the rockstar that appears at every single one of Steve’s shows because he’s obsessed with the way that man can work a pole. he always sits front and center to watch from the best angle and when Steve catches his eye he always winks, maybe it’s because Eddie is constantly throwing 100s and 1000s or maybe it’s because Steve was attracted to the metal head. Either way, Eddie loved the attention that was only directed towards himself. so much so that he wants to book a private show with the dancer and when he does he’s in for the ride of a lifetime, quite literally if you catch my drift.
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A STEDDIE PLAYLIST WITH THE SONG “LOVERS ROCK” BY TV GIRL
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