S3lf Mutilation - Blog Posts

Real.

There’s a certain part of my arm I really want to cut but I can’t sense it’s to noticeable :PP

I cut my wrist often because all my brackets cover that without a jacket or under shirt but my upper forearm isn’t covered by bracelets

I normally wear jackets but sense the summer is here I’d like the option to wear my sleeves kinda up? Idk it sounds so pleasing to cut there :P

I really want more friends on here

like cause chatting but maybe like a Ana buddy?

To like encourage and motivate

keeping eachother on track and all^^ would be nice to have someone to talk to about these things :P

Pretty sure most my muts are just Ana but would anyone be interested in c^t pics???

In the mood to cancel everything and just rot in my bed 💜💜💜

I feel like I’m going crazy

like what do you mean I’m LOOKING FORWARD to laying in bed watching like 2013 animatics, crying while cutting myself?? Oh with the possibility of literally feeling nothing but my head getting dizzy from starvation

I’m so ready for bed rotting starving summer

like I want to start now but my friends staying with me until Sunday due to family issues

and I love them dearly but PLEASE STOP MAKING ME EAT

Why do you want to eat all the time and eat fatty foods

LIKE BRO WHEN I SAID GO FOR A WALK I DIDNT WANT TO SIT IN MCDONALDS AND WATCH YOU EAT

this this horrible

I want to lay in bed all day drawing and only leaving to go on walks

I love gripping my wrist tightly where I recently cut

makes my heart stop for a sec cause the pain^^

Everything is so wack

Like I don’t feel anything really it happens all the time

it’s so horrible

if I feel I feel horrible

and gross

and fat

and ugly

I need to die

I need to throw up

I need to feel

I eat to feel just to throw up to feel

Oh to feel again

I love saying “I’m so normal, it’s crazy!”

like bitch you just age ten bucks worth of snacks that you bought for your friends graduation THEN threw it all up. Proceeded to crumble whatever was left into said toilet that you threw up in, started giggling and then cut yourself a few times then heard a noise freaked out and flushed that gross shit up and brushed your teeth and went to bed. boy it’s 1am on a school night, you got finals tomorrow get your ass to sleep

Guys what’s the best kind of razor to use???

I have a shitty exacto knife blade and it dose NOT CUT DEEP ENOUGH

on a good day I reach the top of the bean layer and I need and crave it to go deeper

plz give suggestions 💜💜💜

Preferably things at easy access

It dosent even hurt when I cut anymore

I’m so confused how

What’s the sharpest kind of blade that’s easy to get?? I’ve been using shitty blades from a old exacto knife and if barley dose any real damage :P