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Nothing, just me crying over thierev again 🥺🥹😭
Farewell Song by Rachel Rose Mitchell is a painfully KawoShin song to me. Specifically from Kaworu to Shinji.
So I was trying to explain my otp to my friend and thought I'd share
KawoShin is "I only just met you but I already know you" I know you like we were supposed to be together from the beginning but it went wrong somewhere and now I have you but it's at the end of the story and there's no time left. It's "I know you because you're just like me and see you see and think and feel the way I do, and at the same time you're different from me". You're different but you see and feel and understand the way I see and feel and understand or at least are trying to understand me. This is the first time connection hasn't felt like an unbalanced fight.
It's "I only just met you and I already love you" I know it's too fast and we're too young and that this should have years to unfold slowly and beautifully and natrually but we're out of time and we only have today and I love you and I'm telling you that now because there is no more time and I need you to hear it and know it because I'm the first to give you that love and you're the first person to love me. And that's awful and not fair and not how it should be but that's how it is. And somehow it's still unfolding naturally even if it should feel rushed it doesn't. If we only have time for the most important things then I need to make sure I tell you that I love you because you deserve to be loved and I'm sorry no one has ever thought so before they were wrong for that. And I'm sorry that all of the people who actually wanted to love you were too hurt and in their own heads to actually do it but I'm here and I love you and that's enough even if it really isn't at least for today it can be.
It's "Every second of this day is making up for a year we don't get to have". It's "all of forever in one day". It's spilling my guts to you because you're the only person who has ever cared enough to listen.
It's "I know you and I love you because I never wanted to be here and you never wanted to be here and up until now life has been nothing but pain. But I'm here with you right now and for the first time I can finally see this beautiful thing that living is supposed to be and I want you to keep having that. I want you to live and keep living and be happy for the both of us because I can't be there with you." It's "my whole life I have had no choices and no point but now I feel like even if the whole point was this day here with you that's enough and I'm content with that. If I get to choose the meaning my life has I am choosing you. I'm choosing you and you're choosing me and we are choosing this day and all the happiness we can make in it."
It's "our story is already over but I am going to love you so hard that it echoes backwards and rewrites the narrative because 24 minutes is still enough time to undo everything that has happened up until now and open up a path to something better." "Because we deserve better, because you deserve better with or without me."
And it's "I will tear out the throat of fate and crack the spine of time as I bend it around backwards to give us another chance, a better chance, a chance at what we deserved to have at the beginning. Because trying is the hardest and most painful thing I have ever done but you give me the strength to try, you make me want to try again."
One of my all-time-favorite fanarts from one of my favorite fanartists.
<- I’m with genius
MORE STOBOTNIK HEADCANNONS BECAUSE THE LAST SET DID SO WELL FOR SOME REASON IDK!!
Stone has listened to Chappell Roan's "Casual" at least once thinking of Robotnik
Robotnik had a hamster as a child that he killed while doing some robot experiment on
Robotnik liked those robot dog toys but then would tinker with them to make them stronger
Stone had an emo faze at some point in time and it was either really hardcore or he wore a black hoodie and listened to like one MCR song (no judgement Stone understandable)
Robotnik tried to microwave mac and cheese (one of the kraft cups) at some point and burnt it, leaving smoke in the entire labratory.
Stone reads sappy romance novels thinking about Robotnik
Stone probably tried to write a romance novel about Robotnik but got too busy with work
Robotnik kills any house plant he tries to have completely on accident.
Stone likes Phantom of the Opera
Also all these headcannons are based totally on vibes and vibes alone.
