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Well, I know which one I’ll be choosing.
(Based on this post.)
I just ... I’m really sorry for all of the sad AkuSai stuff I’m usually producing. By the way, no, I’m still not dead. I hope you’re all doing great? :’)
AKUSAIMONTH: BERSERK Day 7: SET C - “Explosion”
I saw him coming. Never before had I seen anything like what he held in his hands, but I didn’t need to to know it was dangerous, that he was dangerous. I shouted out to you, reached for you in order to push you out of his way, but you grabbed me instead and held on to me. I don’t even know if that’s what you were planning to do, but you acted as a shield to me, the last thing I would have ever wished for.
I won’t ever be able to forget the pain I saw in your eyes as you disappeared without another word.
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AKUSAIMONTH: BERSERK Day 6: SET C - “Shapes (Silhouettes)”
“We've tried for years! If there was a way, we would have found it by now!” “We've got to try it anyway!” “Why can’t you just let it go? We won’t get in, accept it already!” “No, you don't understand! Things have changed! I saw those shadows!! I know, you don't believe me, but-” “I do believe you. That's exactly what gets me worried! If those creatures really did come from the castle, then who knows what's still luring inside there!” “Right, nobody knows. Because noone's been there, noone's seen it!” “That's not what I-” “But it's just what I mean!” “Lea.” “No, I'm going. With or without you.”
I don't know whether or not he went to the castle that day. He never told me. If he did, he failed, just as we had countless times before. The next time though I did follow him, and he didn't even need to ask. For the next time was when his warnings and my nightmares finally came true. When the world as we knew it, seemed to end.
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AKUSAIMONTH: BERSERK Day 5: SET C - “Lyrics (Hearts A Mess)”
[ Pick apart the pieces of your heart Let me peer inside Let me in where only your thoughts have been Let me occupy your mind as you do mine ] [ Hearts A Mess - Gotye ]
“We shouldn't. Something about the castle isn't right, I can feel it.” “All the more reason to uncover what's going on! We need to know what it is, so we can protect town!” “Protect town? And how on earth are we going to do that?!” “We'll know once we know what's the problem in the first place!” “... Seriously, you're such an idiot.” “Aww, come on, Isa, I need you on this! I can't do it on my own!” “Then how about not doing it at all?” “Uh, no. Bad idea.” “... I really can't talk you out of it, can I.” “So you are helping me!” “You knew exactly that I would.” “Hehe. I just know I can count on you!”
I kept quiet about the way I felt, all this time. I was happy with being near you, with being your friend. I couldn't risk losing you. Yet as time moved on I realised that your presence filled up more and more of me. Whatever I did, whatever I thought, you were always a part of it. At the same time I felt so distant from you. I know that I kept things from you, things you could never know, but were you hiding things from me as well?
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AKUSAIMONTH: BERSERK Day 4: SET C - “Affection”
“So, you're into astrology, right!” “It's astronomy. Astrology is -” “Yeah, yeah, whatever. I’ve got something to show you!” “…Wait, this leads to the roof, doesn’t it?” “Yup.” “Stop that, are you insane?” “No, you’re just boring. Come on, I’ve been up there like ten million times before. It’s safe, trust me.” "Yeah, because that sounds like a good idea." "Oi, I can hear you, you know." "Wouldn't make much sense saying it otherwise." "Heh, true enough."
I remember the moon's reflection in his eyes, that night. I remember the way he smiled, proud of his surprise for me. And I remember the warmth creeping up inside of me for the first time in my life.
It was the beginning of my personal demise.
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AKUSAIMONTH: BERSERK Day 3: SET C - “Friends”
“Why are you doing this?“ “Because we’re friends, why else?“ “… We are?“ “What?! Sure we are! Pft, so mean! Now you have to pay for the ice cream next time!“ “What?“ “Naaah, just joking, really, don’t take everything so serious. Come on, let’s get-” “I will.“ “Huh?“ “I will buy ice cream next time. Then I’ll show you my favourite.“ “You have a favourite ice cream?“ “Just what do you take me for? An alien?“ “Naaaa~ahaha. So, which one?“ “…Sea Salt.“ “Eww, sounds gross. Maybe you are an alien after all.“ “Oh, shut up.“ “…“ “Why are you grinning all of a sudden?“ “Nothing~ Come on, Isa, let’s get moving!“
It felt great. Having a friend.
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AKUSAIMONTH: BERSERK Day 2: SET C - “Only You or Except You”
Everyone knew to keep their distance to me. Just ignore the strange kid. It's impossible to talk to him anyway. Just what is wrong with him? He's creepy, isn't he? Everyone knew.
Except you.
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„What?! Again?! You’re cheating, just admit it!!“ „As if anyone had to cheat to win against you.“ „Oi! Now that calls for a rematch! Just you wait, you’re done for this time!“ „Well, 21-0 says differently.“ „Y-you --- STOP COUNTING ALREADY.“
(Headcannon: Isa has always been better at anything that has to do with computers or the like, including video games. He still is.)
Five more days till AkusaiMonth! I can’t wait! (Should I keep this one for it as well? Probably. But I’m not, huhu. Oh my … I’ve got a plan, wish me good luck everyone @_@”)
Thank you all very, very much! :’) I know 100 (or 113, which is the actual count at the moment!) is not much compared to other people’s blogs, but it feels so much for me! I’m so glad there are so many people interested in my stuff, even when I have those huge breaks, where I’m just gone for weeks.
Really, thank you all for your support!! (This was planned as a counterpart to this and actually for when my follower count would reach 87, but that happened way too fast then. ^^” Like, 5 days later.)
Everything's going to be alright, in one way or another. I promise.
"Sure hope you don't have friends like him." 11 Days.
The look on Lea's face in this scene hurts my physically. It gives me the urge to apology and the despair of knowing I wouldn't be able to do it. I love and hate this scene so much, haha.
78 Followers! SEVENTY-EIGHT!! (° A °)/ Wow, I never thought I'd really get to that number..! x//DD (let's see if we can make that 87? xDD) No, really, you and your notes and nice little notices/tags are what keeps me drawing! Thank you so much, all of you! <3
“Seems like you’re suddenly part of this, Blue Prince.”
Because the name "Blue Prince" made me laugh too hard. (And because "a long day" sounds very exhausting.)
To you, keybladess It's your fault after all. xDD
Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 24: Snapshot
... forever ...