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Behold, my first ever utmv oc!! I haven’t shown them here yet due to them not having a proper reference, until noww
Some more info under the cut :3
-they are able to sense both positive and negative emotions. negative ones make them glitch, which can get painful (applies to Mirage’s own emotions as well) -They will do everything in their power to make others happy, or at least keep them from becoming upset. But, the effort is pretty much entirely to avoid the glitching rather than anything selfless -They are able to create illusions, but they aren’t able to directly influence emotions with them. This power can drain them pretty fast so they try to cheer people up in other ways first -They also have the ability to greatly alter their voice, being able to mimic others perfectly (a lot less draining than the illusions, but will still wear on them if used too often)
Feel free to ask any questions about them, it would help with more character building considering I haven't focused on them at all for months now lmao
I CANT SLEEP
That's all
Has anyone else thought about how weird it is that we regularly get random strangers’ voices in our heads - singing/humming/whistling/rapping etc?
Bc I’m laying here hearing some random guy humming in my own head and it has struck me as odd all of the sudden
Does anyone else just unthinkingly and rhythmically move their foot at the ankle whenever they’re sitting or laying down or is that just me? I can’t remember ever not doing it and only tend to notice if I’m rubbing something raw or if someone tells me it’s causing noise
Does anyone else ever distinctly remember doing smth u have been meaning to do and then it ends up being a dream you had so you have to do it all over again?
Every day I find new ways in which to be disturbed
Imagine my confusion and disgust when, during a 2AM awakening from insomnia, I find a golf-ball-sized mass of s o m e t h i n g in my bed.
It’s half soft and half tacky and overall a very squishy and concerning organic shape.
It is my pain patch, which came off and balled up sometime in the night
✨️ This year, you will get SUCH good sleep ✨️
🛏 You will go to bed at a reasonable hour 🛏
🪄 You will be kind to your body and mind 🪄
💜 This year, you'll heal your sleep schedule 💜
feat. @markpheonix and @kellygrinz-blog. Additional vocals: @ford4d. Produced by Me. ♃ @acrylicstyle, always.
Its like something inside of me is trying to sabotage my life.
Why can't I sleep.
I just need to sleep.
I really really don’t want to sleep so I’ve been forcing myself to stay up until 1 am (like right now) even though I have to wake up at 6
When you realize the reason you can't fall asleep is because you're thinking about the deep complexities of life and you don't know why, you realize that life actually is complex!
Insomnia does great things to my motivation
Pretty please reblog, not repost <3
My insomnia is keeping me up late, so why not think about the peafowl that has been wandering my neighborhood lately. I first spotted it a week ago, and yesterday my brother and I followed it for 10 minutes or so. Some people keep peafowls in this area, but they are definitely not native or likely to survive for long outside of captivity or enclosures.
Only question is, has it been out for over a week and some how managed to stay away from the cats, dogs, and coyotes in the area? Or has it simply escaped from it's enclosure multiple times lately?
A fatigue mind with a restless body, or a body that’s tired with a wandering mind? ‘Insomnia’, an oil on wood panel quadriptych with each panel measuring at 2.5 by 2.5 inches. Currently on view at Thinkspace Projects for my solo exhibition ’A Beautiful Haunting’. This tiny artwork has been acquired but there are still a few paintings available for acquire.
Link to view available works: https://thinkspaceprojects.com/shows/jolenelai-2019/show-pieces/
Please email Thinkspace at contact@thinkspaceprojects.com for purchase inquiries.
On view: Sep 14 – Oct 5, 2019 Gallery hours: Tues to Sat, 12-6 PM
Insomnia voices. #joaogilberto #stangetz #aguasdemarço #bossanova #brazilianmusic #brazil #nightsofinsomnia #insomnia #music
Sleepless
I can't go to sleep.
About an hour ago I was hit with this huge wave of depression that seemed to come out of no where. It was this weight on my chest consisting of every fear, anger, and frustration I have about my life. It's not that I'm an unhappy person but for some reason I became terrified about the direction my life is headed in. I'm working a job that I can mildly stand, in a relationship I'm afraid to lose, and living a life that I've convinced myself will implode at any given moment.
The reason I can't go to sleep is because lying in bed will only serve to amplify the voices since there is nothing distracting me from thinking about them. They'll just get louder and louder until I finally pass out. These moods of mine aren't as frequent as they are for many people but they are starting to worry me.
It's 2:31 AM, my dear
And i am still awake
Thinking of our reckless words
On another restless night
Seeing you in every place
In the shadows of my room;
Your face
Smiling at me
Chasing away sleep
Like a childish game,
Of wolves and sheep.
It’s SO hot but I can’t take the blanket off because then the monsters will get me.
I just saw a spider crawling up my wall next to my bed. Well there goes my chance of any sleep...
Reasons Why You Should Never Live in the Countryside
No. 2
Spiders. Spiders everywhere. We found one the size of my palm in the dishwasher once. They sleep on your face.
"I can stay awake for just a bit longer!"
- Me at 3:00 knowing that my Maths Assessment is tomorrow
"You shouldn't be tired, you're a teenager!"
- Every adult forgetting that no sleep means no energy
Why is it that I am tired throughout the entire day, but I as soon as I get to bed, I can't sleep a wink and am completely awake?