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im sorry i cant help myself i need to drop my entire life story in the tags of my reblogs

6/7 stuff from my sketchbook. couldn’t sleep so I defaulted to music + drawing my sad looking dogs at 3am. hail the artistic experimentation that comes with the sleepless mind!!!

“average person eats 3 spiders a year” factoid actualy just statistical error. average person eats 0 spiders per year. Spiders Georg, who lives in cave & eats over 10,000 each day, is an outlier adn should not have been counted

Good night Tumblr

Do y'all ever just wana bite your finger off and cry or is it just me

Happy 1 year Tumblr anniversary to me! here have a philza tired father of 2, as a treat >:D

Lil bit of semi-realism practice before sleep! (I used Applestruda's style and recommended brushes for inspiration! They have amazing art btw)

HOLY HELL? JEEZ GUYS I just saw all the notifs im glad you guys like the second part! <3 i wanted to drop some personally headcanons for the au

also if your seeing this my fic is here ! its about retired dads!soapghost and there newly adopted gn!reader

->Soap is hard of hearing! Being a demolitions expert was gonna catch up with him eventually. He used to try and hide it and avoid it altogether but nowadays he's a bit more open about too close family.

His siblings lighthearted tease him about it now since he's comfortable. It isn't totally hearing loss in his ear but its enough to need a hearing aid.

-> Ghost has a bit of a limp in his step now, There not that old but of course after years of fighting something was bound to give ad it did he broke his leg a few months into retirement while working on the roof that he of so stubbornly said he'd fix.

He wasn't comfortable with some stranger visiting there home and or multiple strangers coming to there home he felt like he could do it.

While he could admittedly despite it all he picked up a bit of interest in home fixing mainly the basics he learned even more as they came close to their retirement.

He wanted to be self-sufficient and wanted to be Johnnys' helpful husband.

But he had to fuck it up, Now that he's healed his leg gives him issues here and there but on some days he can get around just fine on others especially during the rain his joints act up.

-> Soap and Ghost have been happily married for 2 years now! Do you know who proposed first? Ghost!. He totally didn't want to pass out and throw up at the same time as he got one shaky knee and palms sweaty as he barely managed to make his words heard under his mask. Soap nearly barreled him down with how much of a mix of emotions he was trying to process as he said 'Yes'.

Ghost had been nervous through the weeks leading up to it, Asking Soap's Mother for her permission, Finding the perfect spot to pop the question.

There wedding was small stuck to Soap's immediate family even so it was pretty big (saving 2 chairs empty) , Of course they invited the rest of the 141 Laswell included inviting them months ahead.

They were able to stay for a while got caught up with each, drank, and just had fun. Simon had never felt so care free.

-> Simon and John of course went through a lot of therapy after retirement, Both of them having their own lucky little bottles of medicine in their shared bathroom. They had thought about adopting or having a kid through surogate.

They decided on adoption because it'd be cheaper plus they weren't sure if they were up to taking care of an infant, They went with adopting a pre-teen just around the age that they wouldn't do something like stick there finger or forks in outlets or burn themselves on the stove.

Soap still put outlet caps on them though.

-> Simon was nervous to be a parent he was just down right terrified that you would dislike him, think hes weird , or worse be afraid of him.

He's not a all a short or slender guy and that hasn't changed after retirement. His resting bitch face and his mask he'd traded his balaclava with a year back. He was sure he didn't look friendly to approach (which he appreciates sometimes) He wanted to look approachable to you.

But it seemed all that worrying was for nothing the first time you both met you asked about Riley albeit hesitantly, He guessed Soap told you about her.

He was open to talking bout her and you were open to listening.

(dsjvahhdadskaj sorry if there ooc </3)

https://youtu.be/zBbEReRdFj8

Farewell meme-

It's dark here and Idk what I gunna do now so Imma head out-

I forgot the credit---

Nightmare and Dream belong to @jokublog

Shattered belong to @shattereddreamsau

Error belong to @loverofpiggies

Ink belong to @comyet

In a land of work, and a time of capitalism the paycheck of a odd teen rests in the porcelain of a borrowed coffee cup. His name...

Caffeine.

some sketches ehe

the right one is supposed to be miwa btw:3

also i finally got em!!! a present from my parents:D

once i learned how to draw w acrylic markers it’s over for yall

first attempt of drawing eye and lips(ignore the lips)

My Cat Is So Stupid Silly

I Love Him

feeling tired in me bones

me skeleton. it be sleepy

My Obsession

Dom reader, drug and drug mention, stalking, unknown vouyerism, Yandere, dub-con, worship, hair pulling, anal fingering, rimming, thigh humping.

Eddie Munson well known freak and drug dealer. Long hair, funny personality and hot as fuck. You were popular among your peers you were well liked among teachers and students. Head of a student council top of the class a valedictorian. You two are opposites or that’s what people thought. You were enamored with Eddie the way you would look at him behind the trees as he sells his stuff, the way you bust him out of trouble with ease and his confusion. The way you would peak into his bedroom door watching him fuck his hand. 

He was all you ever wanted. Everyone who tried to start a relationship with him would have there life ruined. He was yours and yours only hell, he was lucky you even allowed him to have friends.

Eddie was sitting in detention bored as hell it was just him and the teacher. You knocked on the door and the teacher stands up answering your knock. “I was sent down to watch Eddie.” The teacher smile not thinking much of it. “Thanks kid I’ll see you on Monday.” You give a slight smile as the teacher walks out. 

You sigh as your hand lifts up to the door knob as you walk in. You set your backpack down on the floor as you sit in the teachers chair looking at Eddie. “Good evening.” You say with a proper tone with not much emotion. “Yo, where’s the teacher?” Eddie asks confused. “She has kids so I just relived her of her duties.” You say answering. “Cool, can I go now?” You look at the clock as it reads 4 pm. “You got till 5.” You say as Eddie sighs putting his head on his desk. 

“Do you have any water? I couldn’t find my water bottle today.” Probably because you stole it for this exact reason. “I think I have a bottle in here.” You state trying to not smile. You pull one out and he walks up grabbing it. “Thanks bro, appreciate it!” He says his usual attitude. He chugs it in a blink of an eye walking back to his chair. This was going to be easier then you thought. 

5 minutes passed and you could tell it was already effecting him. His breathing was heavier, he was whimpering quietly and his thighs were rubbing together with his flushed face. It was a sight to behold. “Eddie, are you alright?” You question knowing the answer. “F-fine!” He shouts trying not to hump his seat. You stand up walking towards him.You look down at him with fraud sympathy. “Are you sure your okay?” You place a hand on his shoulder and he moans out. 

You both look down as you see the wet spot in his pants. “I-it’s not what you t-think, oh fuck~” he moans out panting. He starts moaning out when you touch his face. “Do you know how long I’ve been waiting for this?” You question getting on your knees. “All those nights of watching you relax, study and jerk off?” You say as his eyes god wide and the blush on his face gets redder. You look down at his hard, throbbing cock. 

“Your so fucking hot I couldn’t resist and your gorgeous personality, fuck.” You say rubbing his thighs as his back arches slightly. “ I want your perfect body, your perfect personality and you.” You stand up as he groans in pain at his hornyness. “Y-you crazy bitch.” He moms out laughing. He pulls his fly down and his pants down along with his underwear. 

You look down at his perfect cock. “D-do your worse baby.” He moans out setting his head in your hand. You grab his hips picking him up towards the teachers desk he looks stunned as he sees you below him and his aching cock on your thigh. He unconsciously continues to hump it. “Come on baby keep going.” He grabs your shoulders and starts grinding even harder as he moans desperately. “F-fuck I’m already c-close…” he moans out after about 30 seconds of humping your thighs. “It hurts so b-bad ngh~” he creams on your thighs as his own tense. “I know honey it’ll be over soon.” 

You grab his hair as he moans at the pain. You turn him around so he’s laying on the desk with his ass towards you. You grab his ass and pull it apart marveling at the sight. “Why are you spreading my as- AGH~!” He moans out as you put your tongue in his ass. “Y-y/n baby y-yes~” he moans out grinding his hips into your face. “Ngh close!” You stop licking at his hole as he groans out angrily. 

You bring your face up to his and start kissing him as he moans into the kiss. There sloppy, rough but passionate. You continue to kiss him as you bring your finger up to his ass rubbing the outside gently. “What are you doing..?” He questions smiling at you. You then push your finger in his ass and he moans softly. 

“Y-y/n another finger p-please.” He moans out as you shove another finger into him. “M-mhm~” You start rubbing your fingers against his wet walls trying to find his- “OH~!” He shouts out as you hit it. “Fuck! Y/n what was that?!” He questions “your prostate darling.” You say with a dark glint in your eyes as you nip at the corner of his neck. You look at the bruises as you pull out driving your finger back in. 

“OHHH~ Y-Y/N HARDER PLEASE!!!!” You drive your fingers into him hitting his prostate over and over again. You yank his hair pounding that spot as his eyes roll back. “C-CLOSE OH PLEASE!!!!” 

He moans out grinding against your fingers. His tongue sticks out his mouth as you start rubbing his cock. 

“That’s it big boy cum for me.” You say as you pull his hair with the hand rubbing his cock. “CUMMING OHHHHH~!!!!” He moans out as hot cum shoots out onto the desk. You bring your fingers to it dragging his cum and putting it in your mouth. He was still hard but a little softer. “You wanna keep going baby we still have 30 more minutes?” You question with a sadistic glint in your eyes and he already has his hand back on his cock with his usual smug smile. “Good boy.”

me the boys (my past versions)

.💤😽💤.

.🌌💤🌌.

.🛌💤🛌.

.⭐🌜⭐.

clingy

Steve Rogers x reader

A/N I'm sorry for not posting for a few days, I will catch up but my son has been ill and I've been focusing on him. This is a part of my 100 followers celebration. Also, all mistakes are my own, so if you see any feel free to comment them and other comments, likes and reblogs are appreciated.

THIS IS NOT AN 18+ FIC BUT I STILL FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE WITH MINORS READING MY FICS SO PLEASE DNI IF YOU ARE A MINOR

Summary whenever you come home from a mission Steve feels the need to be touching you at all times

DO NOT REPOST ON ANY OTHER APPS/WEBSITES. THE ONLY PLACE THIS FIC IS ON IS TUMBLR.

Warnings fluff

Steve wasn’t really a clingy person but when you come back from a mission, you saw a different side to america’s golden boy. 

As soon as the quinjet landed, Steve was running over, waiting for you to walk out. He picked you up and walk ed into the compound with your legs wrapped around his waist and your bag over his shoulder. 

He didn’t put you down until you reached the living room on your shared floor: he put your bag on the table and sat on the couch with you on his lap. 

“I missed you so much baby,” Steve mumbled into the crook of your neck. 

“I missed you too stevie,” you replied, running your hands through his soft locks of hair. 

You stayed like that for a while until your stomach grumbled. This made Steve chuckle and pick you up again.

“What do you want to eat darlin’?” he asked.

“I’m thinking takeout from that Thai place we went to before I went on this mission.”

“That sounds like a good idea babe. I’ll call them and you can go and get some blankets to make the couch more comfy,” he said, kissing your forehead and putting you down.

You walked into your shared bedroom and grabbed every blanket in sight (there were many since you loved to hoard blankets) and arranged them on the couch. Then, you grabbed the pillows off your bed and arranged them so both you and Steve would be comfy. 

A few minutes later, Steve walked into the living room and laid down on the couch with his head on your lap.

“They said it should be here in 15-20 minutes,” Steve told you with a smile on his face since you had started to play with his hair.

“That means we can start a film. What do you want to watch baby?”

“What was the film you said you wanted to watch with me before you went on the mission?” 

“Are you talking about A Muppets Christmas Carol?”

“Yeah, that one.”

“We can watch that baby, I just gotta find it on Disney+ first.”

Not many people knew this but Steve loved musicals, he didn’t know why but theres something so magical about them that always captivated him. He doesn’t tell many people this fact about him though since he’s a bit embarrased about it (he was almost too embarrassed to tell you but a few kisses sorted that issue out.)

You pressed play on the remote and saw a smile creep onto Steve’s face. You loved to see him so happy. 

15 minutes into the film you were alerted by F.R.I.D.A.Y that someone was at the gates with a delivery for you.

“I’ll go and get it darlin’” Steve told you, smiling.

It wasn’t long before Steve was back. You grabbed you food and sat on the couch. Steve walked over to you but he didn’t sit on the couch, he sat between your legs- you had already put a few pillows and blankets there on the floor, knowing Steve would sit there. He rested his head against your left leg while he ate his food and watched the tv.

Once the both of you had finished eating, Steve wrapped his arm around your left leg and gave your thigh a kiss. This didn’t look like anything special, but to Steve it was a perfect level of intimacy for him and his slight clingyness.

This being accompanied by you constantly running your hands through his hair made him feel happy and content that you where home but also that you were ok with his need to be touching you at that moment.

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Can't sleep

Bucky Barnes x reader

A/N this is day one of my 100 followers celebration series. If you have sent an ask I am working on it. I'm sorry this one is short and so late but I didn't know I would have so much to do today. Also, all mistakes are my own so if you see any feel free to comment them and comments, likes and reblogs are appreciated.

THIS IS NOT AN 18+ FIC BUT I STILL FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE WITH MINORS READING MY FICS SO PLEASE DNI IF YOU ARE A MINOR

Summary you can't sleep (I wrote this based on my own issues with sleep and I hope it comforts anyone with the same struggles)

DO NOT REPOST ON ANY OTHER APPS/WEBSITES. THE ONLY PLACE THIS FIC IS ON IS TUMBLR.

Warnings fluff, slight angst (kinda)

You don’t know how long it's been since you first got into bed, but at the moment it feels like forever. You have been tossing and turning, unable to get comfy. You look over to Bucky who is fast asleep. 

He looks so peaceful. 

You huff before getting out of bed in hopes of tiring yourself out. You trudge into the living room where you grab your laptop and the blanket that has been left there from your movie night with Bucky.

You sit on the couch and put the blanket on your lap. Then, you open your laptop and begin to get on with some work that you need to do. 

After a while, you look at the time in the corner of your laptop and sigh. Its 4:01 am which means you’re not going to get to sleep any time soon. 

Then, you are startled when you feel a cold hand on your shoulder. You look up to see Bucky, his eyes barely open and his hair a perfect mess. 

“Why aren’t you in bed doll?” he asks.

“Couldn’t sleep,” you reply.

“You should’ve woken me up. I would have come in here with you so you aren’t alone,” Bucky said, walking around the couch to lift you and put you on his lap.

He wraps his arms around your stomach and pulls you flush against his chest, his chin resting in the crook of your neck.

“I didn’t wake you because you looked so peaceful and I didn’t want to disturb your sleep if you’re not having a nightmare,” you look down at your hands as you pick the skin around your nails. 

“Doll, I've told you a million times now, I don’t care if you wake me up, even if it's for something small, but I especially want you to wake me up if you can’t sleep. You know I can’t sleep properly if you’re not in bed with me anyways,” he kisses your cheek.

“Sorry,” you turn just enough so you can kiss Bucky on the lips.

“No need to be sorry doll, I just don’t like the idea of you being awake alone if I can help it,” Bucky responds and kisses the back of your neck.

You both stay in a comfortable silence until it is broken by the alarm on your phone going off. You reach over and grab your phone to turn the alarm off.

“I guess it's time to start the day,” you say to Bucky, getting up off his lap and going into the kitchen to make s drink for the both of you. 

A few minutes later, you feel two arms make their way around your waist. 

“I love you so much doll,” 

“I love you too baby,”

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