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Y’all ever just need to put on deodorant before sleeping because you can smell yourself… or is it just testosterone?
So, I am about 4 month on T (yay man juice) and I love public speaking.
My current problem is that I am not comfortable with my voice dropping, not because I don’t want it too but because it’s new and I don’t know what it sounds like so I don’t know what sounds good
I used to have a very certain way I would pick certain ways to pick monologues and speeches that included finding parts that I liked in my voice and “fixing” the parts that don’t.
But now it’s like I’m trying to relearn how to talk
Testosterone really said: you are expecting acne and pimples on your face, well, how about no! You get a pimple on your thigh and nothing else!!!
I SHAVED MY UPPER LIP A WHILE AGO TO GET RID OF MY BLOND ASS BABY HAIRS AND THEY ARE GROWING IN DARKER!!!!!!!
TESTOSTERON
I didn’t expect it to start working this fast
1 WEEK TILL GENDER CLINIC APPOINTMENT!!!!
1 WEEK TILL I FIND OUT IF I CAN GO ON T
Any other trans people feel really good about their body at one moment then want to rip their skin of the next
Tw: rant
I love people who try to comfort me when I’m dysphoric but saying shit like you’ll be on t soon or at least you are almost able to get top surgery is not very helpful. Or when people say that once I’m on t it will be better.
I have gender dysphoria, lots of the stuff I’m dysphoric about won’t be fixed when I go on t. Being on t won’t change my interest, being on t won’t change that I’m hyper verbal. Being on t won’t change the size of my hands or my feet
Being on t won’t change that all my friends are either gay or women.
Does any of this stuff make sense to make me dysphoric, no, but it does and saying that going on t will solve the problem is wrong.
