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lux was the last to go. πΌ πͺ¦ π π
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bambi eyes ππ ΰ£ͺΛ Φ΄π
No guy will be able to match my freak
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and my jazz collection's rare πβ¨Ύπ’Φ΄ΰ»
i get down to beat poetry π―π
I hate when I say I want to be genuinely loved and someone starts talking about self love. No, I want to be loved by someone else. I want to know what it feels like when someone truly cares about you and thinks about you all the time. I want someone to be obsessed with me. I want someone to overthink when I don't text back in 0.0001 seconds. I want to be the person they're reminded of whenever they see anything beautiful. I want to be that person that makes their face light up when my name pops up on their screen. I want to be the person they call at any slightest inconvenience. I want to be someone they look at and wish to spend the rest of their lives with. I want to be loved the way I love others. Is that too much to ask?
If only he knew how many posts I reblog for him on Tumblr
Earth will never be a young girl again.
my dopamine menu β Λｑβΰ¨ΰ§β Λｑβ
i remember seeing this as a trend a while ago: people sharing their lists of little things that bring them happiness; i think itβs such a sweet concept βcause it reminds us to appreciate moments that quietly shape our well-being β itβs easy to overlook them, but they truly make a difference. so, i decided to make my own and i hope it inspires you to notice the tiny joys in your own life too! love you all <3
appetizers ~ effortless activities that bring comfort without requiring much energy
making boards on pinterest
lighting a scented candle
lying in bed, scrolling through tumblr girlblogs
doodling random stars and spirals in my notebook
drinking hot chocolate or strawberry milk
main course ~ perfect balance between relaxation and stimulation
spend hours creating stories that i plan to turn into films
everything shower and all that clean girl night routine stuff
listen to music with my earphones in the backseat of the car
organize my bookshelf
writing on my journal like sofia coppola would find it someday and make a movie about me
desserts ~ just like a sweet treat, i shouldnβt do it always β but they still make me instantly happy, even if theyβre a little indulgent
blasting to lana unreleased at 3am
listen to my tiktok saved audios and pretend iβm in an edit (i know you do it too)
buy something from my wishlist
when i forget to do my homework but the teacher forgets about it too so i feel relieved
specials ~ specific things that fill my heart with with joy
watching twilight on a rainy day
make fake freckles on my face (i feel like beabadoobee lol)
when i see a kitten in my backyard and they donβt run from me
listen to a whole new album for the first time and feel every emotion of the songs
All the darling buds of may they fall with no sound
You just don't love me and I just don't care
Love hates you
not my usual content i know but obsessed is an understatement
Mine is forever
omg courtney
her green guitar is like totally my roman empire
yall i finally found downloadable versions of some of hole's unreleased im unstopable now
angel dust gets in your eyes, your hair
i could be your nancy you could be my sid
sweet as honey, ill live forever, pure as first love
I've looked at clouds that way
choking on her candy flesh
for the pretty things you won't get back
i know that you don't love me anymore