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It's finaly summer break! For me the best part abt this that my toxic class mate did't make the grade. I'm finaly freee! From that stupid b****! (if eneyone is wondering why i hate her sm, just ask)

<3

just a quick shetch i edited

Another commission by @fem-anakin-skywalker, thank you so so SO much for patience and understanding during the creation of this project I really appreciate it!

So here’s a very grumpy Fem!NYAnakin on some stupid undercover mission she’s not enjoying at all 😾

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Software: Procreate

Lady Vader - Commission

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I very much enjoyed working on this piece (not just because it’s my first actual commission) I learned quite a lot from it actually. Like how symmetry works in Procreate, developing lace brushes, skin tones and so much more that I probably don’t even realize.

Thank you Adri for the support and looking forward to more projects like this! 🥂

Commission by @aniisnotokay

Software: Procreate

Time: 20h 38min

That car crash couldn't take me, Green haired angels all around me 

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Just a little doodle / rgrk thing! same ideals with the time moves slow post from a while back.

she's the most girl ever and I love her! The animal is a pika, they tend to form relationships with rabbits in the wild, and it just makes me think of her

I'll probably repost this with her tattoo at some point

Really can’t seem to catch a break lately.

I’m exhausted.

I want to be someone’s favorite person.

I want to be loved unconditionally.

I want to stop feeling like I’m too much.

I want to stop feeling like I’m never enough.

I want to stop always being the person who never has anybody.

I’m tired of always feeling forgotten.

I’m tired of feeling sad.

I’m tired of feeling bitter.

I’m tired of always feeling like I don’t deserve love.

I’m tired of constantly feeling abandoned by the universe.

I’m tired of being tired.

I’ve had enough lessons.

I’ve had enough of sitting on the bench.

I’ve had enough of things never working out for me.

I’ve had enough of one-sided bullshit.

When the fuck is it going to be my turn?

I know this post isn’t going to go with the usual vibe I want for my blog, but I don’t have anywhere else to say this. So my apologies if it’s a bit of a downer. Just keep scrolling. We’ll be back to our regularly scheduled programming later. This is mostly for me. But anyway…

I’ve been feeling so incredibly lonely lately.

I can’t talk about these feelings with anyone anymore. It’s pointless. I’ve realized that people just don’t want to hear it. Which I totally understand. If you’re experiencing all of these happy milestones (career, love, health, family, etc), the last thing you’d probably want to listen to is an unhappy person who is struggling with the very things you’re thriving in. It probably brings you down. But I really don’t have anyone left at this point to talk to and who would understand. I’m so fucking unhappy. And I feel so fucking unloveable.

I know I’m not a terrible person but sometimes it feels like I am. Otherwise, why is my life like this?

Maybe it’s karma from a previous life that I don’t even remember. Maybe I, unknowingly, crossed a voodoo witch or something. I don’t really know. All I know is, I really want this feeling to go away.

No amount of therapy, self love, going outside and “touching grass,” etc seems to help. I feel like such a shell of a human being right now. I’m so tired and lost.

For any mutuals who see this, if you’ve ever felt this way, has it gotten better? What helped you? Because despite doing everything you’re “supposed to,” I don’t feel any better and things haven’t changed at all for me.

Some days I fear things will never get better for me.

I keep holding onto hope but it’s hard.

It’s even harder when you have to go through something like this alone, because you don’t want to bother anyone anymore.

That’s all I guess…

Until later.

Lovers

Dibujé a Emma de the promised neverland , éste vendría siendo mi primer dibujo de diciembre espero les guste!

•.¸♡ ◦•●◉✿ 𝑰 𝒎𝒂𝒅𝒆 𝒂 𝑪𝒐𝒍𝒊𝒏 𝑴𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒂𝒏 𝒘𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒑𝒂𝒑𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑴𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒊𝒏 ✿◉●•◦ ♡¸.•

▀▄▀▄▀▄ it's the first time i make a background, i hope you like it!! ▄▀▄▀▄▀

OUTDOOR/S (Backstory Summary)

Skyler, Derrick, and Herald were once just kids playing in the corridors of their luxurious manor, their futures bright and untainted. However, their mystical family were massacred by machine-mutated burglars one dreadful night, leaving only the children as captives for unimaginable experimentation.

Their once-gentle guardian, Uncle Willard, came back from the edge of death with a soul tormented by an unimaginable hunger and a body distorted by dark occult practices The children were saved after he found their kidnappers, but they had changed. Caught between power and the past, they bore the wounds of what had been done to them, reborn with the combined legacies of Griffins and Dragons.

Willard's demonic blood would eventually demand a price, an unspoken fact that hung over them as they chased those who preyed on the weak. He offered them the option to either choose to live forever in his shadow or to forge their own path before his hunger took them.

The latter was their choice. But life is never that easy.

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OUTDOOR/S (Backstory Summary)

Skyler, Derrick, and Herald were once just kids playing in the corridors of their luxurious manor, their futures bright and untainted. However, their mystical family were massacred by machine-mutated burglars one dreadful night, leaving only the children as captives for unimaginable experimentation.

Their once-gentle guardian, Uncle Willard, came back from the edge of death with a soul tormented by an unimaginable hunger and a body distorted by dark occult practices The children were saved after he found their kidnappers, but they had changed. Caught between power and the past, they bore the wounds of what had been done to them, reborn with the combined legacies of Griffins and Dragons.

Willard's demonic blood would eventually demand a price, an unspoken fact that hung over them as they chased those who preyed on the weak. He offered them the option to either choose to live forever in his shadow or to forge their own path before his hunger took them.

The latter was their choice. But life is never that easy.

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©hyvnkeit_//infxmouskeit/keishxnstrator// [DON'T REPOST WITH NO CREDIT]

Kris [Deltarune]