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Letting go of control

I have sent out about a dozen query letters in the past one week. I had a list of about a houndred agencies and this is what I've got. Not very many...

I know they are busy people in this business and I know, that probably I'm not contributing the best, that there is. It's my first book after all, and while I'm wholly satisfied and I know what deep intents there are buried in this book, it's completely clear to me, that I am not the smartest person living or the greatest artist ever. I'm just one guy, who gets excited very easily and follows surreal dreams...

But this all is because I trust in my Maker. If he wants to, I'll be having a new mail tomorrow, informing me about a contract offer. He can do miracles and He can help me out of being stuck in my life.

I have a wonderful girlfriend, who encourages me a great deal and who loves me all the time, through good and bad (mostly bad). I know we're young but I really know She's the One for me...

I know I'm having a lot presently and I shouldn't be greedy. I shouldn't be always complaining about how my free-education sucks and how I want things. Perhaps I shouldn't be wanting certain things... I don't know. There are matters, which I am overly fond of and I have unchangeable concepts but I don't want to be like this.

I know my life's going somewhere. I feel it in my bones, that tomorrow may be a different day from all my previous ones. And all I have to do for that is to actually not to do anything. To let go of control. To live life to its fullest and not try to shape it. I feel so loved, despite every hardships I go through. I guess I'll just have to let my life go according to where Love leads.

I may sound like a hippie or someone high. But I'm neither (though hippies can get kinda cool :P (sometimes)). I just know, that I have a God, who gives me something to look forward to :)

Control

God of myself, Demigod of my life.

Crisis/Uh-oh

Watercolors

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Doors and corners, kid. That’s where they get you.

so i uhh… i finished control in like 3 days and it was soooo good

The word that describes this is redacted. Repeat the word. The name of the sound. It resonates in your house.

Graphic Design Is My Passion

Desire

The warmest flames of deep desire

accompany my saddend soul;

Never thought it'd catch a fire

too powerful for my control.

by Weltenasche.

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Youth Talk. Inspired by my friend, Chang-Hee.

GAROCHE TARKIN AND RIVOCHE TARKIN PRETENDING TO BE THE INBRED PRODUCTS OF OTHER CRIMINALS CONTROLLING TIME TRAVELING CRIMINALS IN ORDER TO PRODUCE INBRED DESCENDANTS THEY COULD CONTROL AND IMPERSONATE IN ORDER TO ACCESS AND CONTROL SYSTEMS.

A little redraw!

@therealjacksepticeye

Here are some poetry, that I write during school. They just came into my mind and I wrote it down and I actually like it.

Well, when I was writing this in school, my mind was completely not in a good mentality. I felt again off and I questioned myself, what I'm doing in this school. But I'm doin' ok again and I'm happier now.

So yeah, maybe you gonna like it. Please tell me, what you are thinking of this kinda of stuff :3