I Am Constantly Haunted By The Fear Of Making Myself Infertile. Dont Know What I Would Choose Between

I am constantly haunted by the fear of making myself infertile. Dont know what I would choose between my children and my dream body xx

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whitespeachez

2 months ago

I relapse in my 3d and no one knows. No one cares. Like the usual. It's always pretending in my life. It's always lying to everyone and everything in my daily life.

I have a huge secret and it's my relapse.

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whitespeachez

2 months ago

The validation and panic when someone notices your weight loss/eating habits

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whitespeachez

2 months ago

My objectivs are to e4t less than 500 c4l$ per days. For the moment, I think I'm good ! To be honnest, I don't think I'll e4t like that much longer, my health is completly fxck up but I'll try btw !

Take care of yourself. You deserve it. <3

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My Objectivs Are To E4t Less Than 500 C4l$ Per Days. For The Moment, I Think I'm Good ! To Be Honnest,

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whitespeachez

2 months ago

Help. I'm suffering so much. I'm worried about my legs I think it'll broke up everytimes I walk. I have so much cramps too, like, why ?? I fainted two times yesterday.. 😭

My health is so fxck up and it be worser and worser. Maybe see a doctor soon btw. 💔

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My legs, my arms and every bones I have on my body :

Help. I'm Suffering So Much. I'm Worried About My Legs I Think It'll Broke Up Everytimes I Walk. I Have

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whitespeachez

2 months ago

quick reminder: take your vitamins ✨

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whitespeachez

2 months ago

eating less than 1 000 calories in a day >>>>>>>>>>>>

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whitespeachez

2 months ago

I love having this little secret no one knows about

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whitespeachez

2 months ago

Hi loveliez !

I hope everyone is fine. I wanted to give you some news about my recovery, hehe. For the moment, I don't taking weight, even if eat mucher than before. I feel happier, I can move, I can go outside with friends without fear ( a little bit lol but yea, I can ), I can live ! My constipation is almost cured too. Everything is good except the guilt and the desire to excercise myself because of it.. I'm proud of me and of you all for trying to save you ! <3

Take care of yourself first.

XoXo. <3

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whitespeachez

2 months ago

it won’t happen overnight

but if you quit

it won’t happen at all

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whitespeachez

2 months ago

Hi loveliez !

It's time for the little recap' of the day ! Today I 4t3 less than 200 c4l$ !! I feel proud of me to be honnest, lol. I drank 1.5 L of water today ! That was a good day with a sunny weather. 🥰

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