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no hard feelings but men who like lana del ray are greener than taylor swift. some men definitely know how we adore taylor and some are using the fact.

Manchester By the Sea is one of the best films ever. I don’t even have to watch it twice it’s too good and too painful and real.

im currently watching mindhunter (again) and just finished s1 (again). we’re all in this holden, you’re not alone. my doctor thinks im a fucking psychopath and my ex boyfriend wanted me to sympathise and have empathy bc im too cold which i don’t agree about. (i dumped him without hesitation of course.) i get panick attack frequently that makes me feel the death is creeping up on me from my toes to head while i get drowned by my own thoughts, what my doctors and therapists have told me, what should i do and what if it gets too late. whole world keeps collapsing until i get fainted. im just like ed kemper and holden ford and wendy carr. there’s no clear borderline that keeps criminal and “normal people” separated. just my opinion.

so sad the show ended like this. anyway, i can’t wait to watch The Killer!

50 Things that Top Students Do

Listen to everything they’re taught, not just hearing

Take notes

Listen to opinions they don’t like

Be open to having their minds changed

Don’t listen to music with words when studying

Practise

Commit

Keep a regimen of self-discipline even in the face of a lack of motivation

Take breaks

Sleep regularly and more than expected

Work very hard during the day

Exercise

Plan in advance

Get small tasks done when there isn’t time to do bigger ones

Engage

Take failures as a learning curve

Think positively

Do their best work at the start of the year so they get more slack later

Talk to those who teach them

Debate

Do a little every day instead of all at once

Ask for help

Help others

Drink water

Work hard but work smart

Know what study setup is their most productive

Hold themselves accountable

Figure out which work is a priority

Don’t waste time re-reading as a form of studying

Find out things they don’t understand

Test themselves frequently

Work backwards through things to understand why something works

Learn more than they need

Have more interests and hobbies than just academics

Find out the most important concepts in a course

Learn the most important 20% of the course to get 80% of the grade

Don’t complain

Tailor their courses to focus on what interests them the most

Play hard after working hard

Read in advance

Know how to say no but don’t say no unless they have to

Take every opportunity they can

Eat well

Defend their personal beliefs

Don’t use other people’s successes/failures as an excuse for anything they do

Don’t let studying become the main part of their life

Understand that everything is temporary

Set goals, short- and long-term

Put their phones away/on silent when studying

Don’t expect any results immediately

June in Tokyo

I used to think to myself that this is not the life I wanted. That I failed my life. Now I don’t really think in the same way. I just wish I had never been myself. My life would be a better game if I wasn’t the player and I am sure of it.

all paintings by Vincent Van Gogh, titles in order :

Bank of the Seine (1887)

Sunset in Montmartre (1887)

The Harvest (1888)

Seascape near Les Saintes-Maries-de-la-Mer (1888)

Field with Poppies (1888)

Fiels with Irises near Arles (1888)

Garden with Courting Couples : Square Saint-Pierre (1887)

Wheatfield under Thunderclouds (1890)

Square Saint-Pierre at Sunset (1887)

Field with Irises near Arles (1888)

the show came to end and i never liked jules🫠

euphoria s3? seriously? I can’t deal with any bigger chaos than we already had. I’m full.

me dying to watch Euphoria s2 bc it’s still not available in japan: *open tumblr*

tumblr: cassie: i’m in love with nate!!

i’m literally still in 2019

Last night, I told my mother "I wish I was dead" in a fit of rage and winter clouded her eyes. But it wasn't white and it wasn't quiet, it resembled something like helplessness and rage. She was in pain and I knew I hurt her. I wanted to say something, anything, but how do you withdraw a declaration of war? How do you stop the bombs that already destroyed homelands? In that moment I remembered how she always told me that when she was a kid, she was too afraid to sleep with the lights on. Not because she was afraid of monsters, but because she feared her grandmother would die. Because when you're a kid, not seeing it means it doesn't exist anymore. I saw the winter in her eyes again and I knew I had switched off the light, she wasn't angry, she was afraid.

And I also remembered how she always told me I'd always be 3 years old for her, always a child, and for the first time, I heard in the voice of a three year old "I wish I was dead". My heart broke. And I wanted to hug her and hold her, tell her I was sorry, that I didn't mean it. Before I could move a hand, she left the room. The entire evening, I saw myself as she saw me, a 3 year old child. I saw the child hurt herself and cry herself to sleep every week, fight her friends with her tiny hands and two ponytails, I saw her depression and her anxiety, I saw her yell "I wish I was dead" and I knew. I knew. I wanted to shout through the walls, yell and cry and tell my mother that now I KNEW, but I didn't. I wept and wept until I heard a quiet knock, and a soft familiar voice whispered, "Dinner is ready".

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The world is a sphere of ice and our hands are made of fire

Akira (1988) dir. Katsuhiro Otomo

Vincent & Theo Van Gogh 

Hannah Gadsby in Nanette (2018) // At Eternity’s Gate dir. Julian Schnabel (2018) // Loving Vincent dir. Dorota Kobiela & Hugh Welchman (2017) // Vincent Van Gogh in a letter to Theo Van Gogh (1880) // Almond Blossoms by Vincent Van Gogh (1890); painted as a gift for the birth of his brother Theo’s son named after him

https://www.instagram.com/p/BgDgLEkhBmC/

https://www.instagram.com/p/CKl7gEvh9yS/

Various Blur tickets through the years [x]

“I don’t mean that to sound Homer-phobic. I mean, I like The Iliad. And The Odyssey.”

Naked (1993) dir. Mike Leigh

dreamy tulle, sequin dress @ reem acra fall 19

Paterson <3

died and went to heaven<3

https://www.instagram.com/p/Bov2wxHFKs5

https://www.instagram.com/p/CCWMAkjJcev/

there’s a little girl ( i think she’s 2 or 3 years old) sitting in front of me and she just keeps saying “ i love you mummy” and cuddling with her mum🥺 where did i go wrong

The rings of Saturn, observed by the Cassini space probe on May 3, 2005.

(NASA)

mierum on Instagram

“Show me the most damaged parts of your soul, and I will show you how it still shines like gold.”

— Nikita Gill