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do y'all even know how much i hate being an "elder queer" at 40? a whole goddamn generation before me was wiped out by a plague that politicians deemed not their problem bc it was killing the "right" people. like. this was OPENLY STATED. i spent a large chunk of my childhood going to funerals. nevermind the fact that killing queer people for being queer wasn't codified into law as a hate crime until i was a junior in high school.

i should NOT be an elder queer, i should be middle at most. i am a middle aged queer. most of the elder queers died.

when i was growing up i didn't go to pride parades, i went to pride marches. because that's 100% what they were in the 80s and 90s.

from the absolute bottom of my heart, LEARN OUR FUCKING HISTORY. a generation was nearly wiped out so you young queers could be here. don't let that have been in vain, please.

I...tried to make a meme and got carried away and made A Thing that is like partially unfinished because i spent like 3 hours on it and then got tired.

I think this is mostly scientifically accurate but truth be told, there seems to be relatively little research on succession in regards to lawns specifically (as opposed to like, pastures). I am not exaggerating how bad they are for biodiversity though—recent research has referred to them as "ecological deserts."

Feel free to repost, no need for credit

North Carolina mentioned RAHH!! wtf if a bad state symbol????

Animals that should be pokemon

Finally figured out how to permanently disable google assistant on phone

One of the big differences is that Miku and other vocaloids aren't trying to sound like something else. They are Miku (or whatever other vocaloid). In the same way that getting your icon's guitar pedal and playing a guitar doesn't mean you're stealing their identity or music unless you play their stuff and call it your own.

Why are people so lax about AI voices, it's honestly way scarier to me than AI art

“I want to decompose in a bog” well you clearly don’t know the first thing about bogs. Clout chaser

Pain in the ass to find people who actually want to be in a band and make gay music on the road

You'd think being near the state capitol would make it easier but suppose not lol

Stoner music <3

Addendum, we have moved on to listening to Queen and it's a nice vibe

Old school mixed music just hits that mellow vibe so well

Doing shrooms and coming to a horrible conclusion...

I am willingly listening to The Beatles

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It gets worse...

It's scratching the exact musical itch I had

Doing shrooms and coming to a horrible conclusion...

I am willingly listening to The Beatles

.

.

.

It gets worse...

It's scratching the exact musical itch I had

beachy fun art for @jtnavart !

I dunno why this character spoke to me sm but I really enjoyed drawing them <3

New goal in life

Never buy a drink at a place that has a surcharge for people under 21

Dunno that's kinda bs

Blowing up Megaton just to get rid of Colin Moriarty, he deserves it

Detox products are so silly to me, you need to clear your system???

Girl I'm lactose intolerant all I need to detox is a tub of ice cream and a night off of work

I love Yoshi :)

Have you considered that I'm a swamp creature and I love the soupy air huh???

We should make it illegal for it to be humid

Not that kind of girl <3

In the 2000s, phones had quirks and class....

Pipeline punch is the correct answer I feel seen,,,

Also I will die on the hill that Fallout 3's color palette(s) were good. Is it very monochromatic? Yeah and???

It's washed out greens and grays in the wastes which is beautiful and full of decay

The Pitt is so gorgeous and orange and black and red it's amazing no notes

Mothership Zeta being all clean and futuristic is absolutely stunning

The white Alaskan tundra of Operation Anchorage is so isolating and different especially after being in the capital wastes

Yeah Point Lookout is basically just the monochrome of the wastes turned to 11 but it's so amazing and repressive

I just love the atmospheres and vibes and how they're subtly different and hostile and oppressive in different ways it's just art.

I think playing Fallout 3 awakened something in me as a kid. Explains a lot of my bullshit tbh.

Loving a good marauding through abandoned ruined spaces?

Check

Gratuitous Tarantino level bloody messes?

I love it (because it's fun Janice)

Happiest with an open playground with the ability to be a chaotic destructive gremlin?

Oh yeah

Best fallout game and it needs a remaster so bad. I need an elder scrolls level remaster that makes it more beautiful than anyone thought possible. Love that game sm

Gotta say can't wait to leave night shift. Shit got me fighting animal regression the whole night. Like I got that deer in me but she can't come out yet. Stay in there you beautiful little doe I got a couple more hours on the clock where I gotta be a person >:(

We should've known Gee's character was trans in the mv when they refused to swim tbh

ILLI'S GRIPPERS ARE OUT GUYS

AHH I LOVE HER SO MUCH

Does your therapist follow your blog?

imagine how good it must feel to press a gun to your temple after a bad day and just hold it there with your eyes closed for a few minutes before sighing and putting it away

It hit last night, the realization

The fact that this isn't some cruel joke

A nightmare I can wake up from

The Hitler salutes, stealing from his playbook

Being on the receiving end is our reality now

I'm terrified now, how could you not?

Last time a major country pulled this it ended in millions

Only a world war could stop them

Will it take that again?

They rip themselves apart, I tell myself

It's true on a long enough timeline

They either kill themselves or each other

But will I live that long?

I don't know

And that's the scariest part

Reblogging to listen later

going back to the last post. gerard's playlist which he played as a dj

Siouxsie And The Banshees - Peek A Boo

Joy Division - Love Will Tear Us Apart

The Dresden Dolls - Girl Anachronism

Depeche Mode - Shake The Disease

Head Automatica - Beating Heart Baby

Pixies - Velouria

The Hives - Abra Cadaver

Morrissey - Last Of The Famous International

Playboys

The Cure - Why Can't I Be You?

Gwen Stefani - What You Waiting For

New Order - Temptation

David Bowie - Modern Love

Elvis Costello - (What's So Funny 'Bout) Peace, Love And Understanding

The Clash - Spanish Bombs

Cursive - Art Is Hard

The Stooges - Search And Destroy

Echo And The Bunnymen - The Killing Moon

Violent Femmes - Add It Up

Christina Aguilera - Dirrty

Bauhaus - Ziggy Stardust

SOMEONE SPOOKY BOOP ME STAT!!!