When You Say “it’s Too Much,” Drool Falling From Your Mouth, And He Says “I Know Baby. I Know”

"Suddenly, he wants to hurt her. Not in the way she wants him to. He has an idea of what she wants. She wants him to be brutal and present. She wants him to pin her down and choke her out. She wants him to slap her and shove his fingers in her mouth and say dirty, unforgivable things. She wants him to do what he wants, but she wants those wants to be her wants."

-from Trust by Larissa Pham

(In Kink, an anthology of stories)

Hace tanto tiempo que no sentía nada. El vacío era lo único que me acompañaba. Y ahora... ahora cambió. Quiero más de esto, pero sé que no va a suceder.

maybe it is time to disappear

Details from Garofalo’s Annunciation (1481)

yo creo que si

can u give me a moment i'm being tormented by my chemically imbalanced brain