don’t even joke lad… oh my GOD. he doesn’t need to iron his shirts i’ll do it for him
osc drawing practice!!! i diddd draw rhe hand but i decided against posting that version because idk what it is about the foreshortening of the hand in this pic but it is HARD to draw man
apologies as this is not f1 related but just wanted to rant for a little bit 🙏
the thing that rlly fucks me up abt autism is even when i think i’m starting to understand people, most likely my friends, i just get hit in the face that i really.. dont? like i’ll think i’ve got the patterns down on how someone works, how they operate, their humour, what they prefer in a friend and then i will realise i still don’t know. i’m constantly plagued by the idea that my friends don’t actually like me, that i’m unintentionally being rude or saying things in a way that to me sounds fine, but to others jt might sound mean. and i just feel so bad but there’s just no way to fix it- it’s either living blissfully ignorant and preserving my mental health, or overthinking and overanalysing my friends reactions to the things i say and not understanding if i’ve done something wrong- or if they don’t care. even with my friends that are neurodivergent or even autistic as well, i find that i am constantly reminded that i work differently to them and i can’t help but feel i will never fit in the way they want me to. even if they tell me that they like who i am, i cant help but feel like they don’t mean that all the time. i know i’ll never be perfect but i just feel like i’m less than good and i don’t know how to change myself to fix it.
lando edit coz some people don’t realise no matter what they say he still gets paid 🤩🤩
i had an idea and i roughly sketched it out :D
i’m so fucking dramatic but i am genuinely crying over lando planning SINCE BRAZIL to give up the sprint win for oscar. he was told repeatedly not to, that it was too risky and that they were to finish as they were but that wasn’t want lando wanted. he WANTED to give oscar that win, to thank him. and if that isn’t true teammates THEN IDK WHAT IS!!!
the only person who had a worse race than ferrari was oscar piastri – and when the leaderboard listed him as 'out', he reversed out of the grass and got back on track. he was not going to DNF at his home race without the stewards physically wrenching a front axle from his hands.
oscar piastri is a goddamn phoenix, and he will rise again and again and again. i love charles, and he is il predestinato - but oscar being a champion is not even predestined. it's literally inevitable.
final portfolio for the year hazzah!!! i hate like… majority of these but at least they’re done 👍
this is me coping with the vegas gp.