Who are you? I am Death. Have you come for me? I’ve long been at your side.
THE SEVENTH SEAL (1957) dir. Ingmar Bergman
Say anything you want against The Seventh Seal. My fear of death - this infantile fixation of mine - was, at that moment, overwhelming. I felt myself in contact with death day and night, and my fear was tremendous. But when I finished the picture... the fear went away. I have the feeling simply of having painted a canvas in a great hurry - with enormous pretension yet bereft of arrogance.
- Ingmar Bergman
So I’m leaving the city. Maybe the country. Maybe the Earth.
Don't you know you were born to die poor man? Don't you know that you're gonna do yourself in? And you'll always wake up tired Cause there's nowhere we go from here. They say that these are our exciting days. At least until they ask our age. Now I'm just a walking tragic ending. Fuck. I don't want to be the last one standing.
La Strada (1954), dir. Federico Fellini
La Strada (1954), dir. Federico Fellini (followed immediately by this line)
La Strada (1954), dir Federico Fellini
Wake up and fall apart Wig out and fall apart Sleep in and fall apart Stay down and fall apart Feel good and fall apart Forever fall apart I still fall apart I still fall apart I still fall apart
I still have your heart
Fiddlehead – Grief Motif
i carry your heart with me. i carry it in my heart. i am never without it. anywhere I go you go. 🌸 #fiddlehead #betweentherichness #vinyl (hier: Bayern, Germany) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPdASM_tVS5/?utm_medium=tumblr
Vivre Sa Vie (1962), dir. Jean-Luc Godard
Bicycle Thieves (1948), dir. Vittorio De Sica
Tell me that you’re struggling, tell me that you’re scared, no, tell me that you’re terrified of life. Tell me that it’s difficult to not think of death sometimes.
All Our Bruised Bodies And The Whole Heart Shrinks – La Dispute
Monica Vitti in L’Avventura (1960) dir. Michelangelo Antonioni
I was kinda hoping you’d stay
Passing Through a Screen Door - The Wonder Years
Star Trek TOS S01 x 29
“Say I don’t mind you under my skin, I’ll let the bad parts in, the bad parts in.”
Degausser//Brand New
Left: Sencha in the park, September 2022
Right: The last sip of coffee with a friend in October 2022
Bringing a little tea set to enjoy in a shady patch of grass is one of my fondest memories of the year 🍃
Say Anything… (1989) (Longer version after the break)
Say Anything… (1989), dir. Cameron Crowe
Say Anything… (1989), dir. Cameron Crowe
La Peau Douce (The Soft Skin) (1964), dir. François Truffaut
Hey (with the intention of dancing with you in the kitchen while we cook dinner)
Vivre Sa Vie (1962), dir. Jean-Luc Godard
Inge Morath, New York City, 1957
Diane Arbus, Woman in Black Dress
Reading Junji Ito’s Hallucinations series collected in Frankenstein on a day off in October 2022
The Hotelier — “Among the Wildflowers,” from their incredible 2014 emo record, “Home, Like Noplace Is There.”
Buffy The Vampire Slayer — "Welcome To The Hellmouth (1)" (S1E1)
Alphaville (1965)