@slutsgalore

make the moment last...

drives me crazy...

@myheartinherhands

She could see and feel my anguish, but also my burning desire, lust and arousal for her. She is not a sadist but part of her understands and knows I’m a masochist the true definition of a cuckold like me. Only a cuckold who is masochist can derive such great sexual gratification from hearing his wife tell him she loves another man. Only he can support and encourage it. 

I knew before she told me. It was easy to see, the way she talked about him, the way she smiled when a message came through to her phone. Her distance from me but smiling in happy thoughts. 

Instead of happy for her, I felt so scared, neglected and wasn't sure if she still wanted me. I got angry and called her out, telling her she was falling in love with him.

I'm a cuckold though. So even though I was having all these negative emotions there were a lot of positive emotions too. It turned me on her having a relationship with him. I liked how much she loves fucking him and that she was feeling happy and giddy. I even was turned on they were messaging a lot.

 I had a nagging feeling in my gut if I agreed for her to go spend another night with him. To have that much emotional and physical time together. She would tell hime she loves him.

"Did you tell him you love him?”

"I did.."

It is like a bomb that goes off in the body. I am shaking and ask her "Was that the first time?

"Yes" she responds.

For many, a wife describing her love for another man is a betrayal to the husband. That is not the case with me. Her telling me is a sign of trust and intimacy. My wife and I have always been more than just husband and wife. We are also often like two girlfriends or BFFs. I am someone she can always talk to, even about things that may be painful for her husband to hear.

It was probably hard for her to tell me she told another man she loves him. Not knowing how I would feel about it. If it would hurt me. Especially for her when it changes nothing about how she feels about me. She tells me she still loves me and is very connected to me. I am the love of her life.

So it is not surprising when she told me she told him “I Love You.” I had one of the most intense and fulfilling orgasms I could remember. It’s the arousal and the pain that gets a cuckold off. 

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