Sometimes You Just Have To Let Yourself Be A Bit Neurodivergent.

sometimes you just have to let yourself be a bit neurodivergent.

i hate going out, it gives me a lot of anxiety and sensory input that i dont like, and i am often forced to talk to people.

so i do this thing on more difficult days, or sometimes just for fun, where i "bring a fictional character with me". i walk and imagine Fictional Character walking next to me. they talk to me, reassure me, hype me up, whatever i need them to do.

today dean winchester came christmas shopping with me. he went over the list with me of stuff i needed to get, told me i was doing a good job every time i finished in a certain shop, reminded me to take a deep breath when i got a little overwhelmed.

and yea. its kinda silly. and i know its just me talking to myself in a different voice, but it Works! especially since all of my special interests/hyperfixations tend to be tv/movie related.

so do what you gotta do to Get Shit Done. stop holding yourself to neurotypical standards. if you need Fictional Character to tell you you're doing a good job, do it! if you need Favourite Singer to walk you to school, do it! yea it might feel silly but you're literally fighting against your own brain to get stuff done every single day. you can have a little self indulgent daydream, as a treat.

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1 year ago

Naucious!

Naucious? Nouncious?? Naucheosu??!

Dottore x reader

Anon: its 11 pm rn and Im susposed to be studying but ive thought of a great idea to write! How about an established fic with the reader and dottore carrimg a child of their own ehheheh

Didnt reread this that much, more of a drabble, need to WRITE I'll practice more on how to write! please bare with me on how cringe this will be.

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In the wide halls of the estate where the 2nd Harbinger stayed, giggles can be heard echoing through it.

"You little annoyance! Pilin get over here!"

A segment of dottore's, Eon was chasing the child of Prime and his wife through out the maze of halls. He was holding her pants in his hands, that was susposed to be put on after taking her a bath . Well that backfired, and here they are. Bumping to some maids or employees here and there, Eon was amazed on how she had this much energy...

She was giggling to herself while also looking back at Eon at time to time, making sure he doesnt catch up to her. He was getting exhausted, feels like he ran a whole marathon. His speed was slowing down bit by bit, she turned around and noticed this.

"Hehe!!~ Yor suawch a slowww poke!!" she giggled, instinctively closing her eyes. Not aware of her surroundings, she bumped into a person. At first she thought it was another of her dads employee, clearing her vision she saw only a pair of legs (shortass).. rubbing her eyes, she tried to stood up and see who it was.

"I'm sorry I-"

She was dead. DEAD. It was the last person she would bump to in this situation..

"Miss Pilin (Y/Ln), what on teyvat are you doing."

"Mother! I can expla-"

She was cutted by Eon finally catch her. He lifted her up, making her face to him. "Hmph, I still dont know where she got this energy from." He sideseye the mother of the child thats beside him. She chuckled from his comment. She gently took the girl from his hands to her own. "Thank you Eon, i'll take everything from here" Eon handed her Pilin's pants. Feeling grumpy he looks away and crossed his arms "I expected a reward from running around the palace while also dealing with that annoyance" She looked at him with a smirk and raised her eyebrow knowing what his intention was. Deciding wether she should toy with him this time. "Was gonna give you a kiss but it seems you wanted something else *insert dramatic sigh* I guess I don't have anything much more to offer-" Eon looked at her with wide eyes and wanted to say something but stopped, not wanting to sound desperate.

"I'm just joking! thank you for everything" She kisses him in the cheek, Pilin in her hands made a puke noise but he didnt seem to mind her. She chubb his cheeks "Don't tell prime about this, but I love you" -----------

End


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2 years ago
It's My 1 Year Anniversary On Tumblr ๐Ÿฅณ

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1 year ago
 ๐”๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ๐ž๐ ๐†๐ฎ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ

๐”๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ๐ž๐ ๐†๐ฎ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ

After months of unsucceful attempts getting employed, Reader felt burnout and thinks its the end of their future. Keegan comes by accidentally to give them the comfort they need.

Pairings : Keegan P.Russ x GN!Reader

comfort,fluff

๐Ÿ’Œ๐Ÿฆ‹A/N: I need comfort from work so I wrote this. Didn't check much mistakes so bare me if theres any you find :3

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On the sofa you sat, blankets covering your back and a pillow on your lap. The light emits from the laptop ever so slowly burning your eyes. You scrolled through your emails, hoping to find that one acceptance letter for a job. But alas there was none.

The only background music you have is muffled rain. You can't help but feel anxious about how ruined your future will be when your work flow is like this. Being a procrastinator, unmotivated at some days, and having the worst mental swings affecting greatly on your progress. Your felt tears drying on your face, maybe you should do something to get the stress off your mind. You sat up, blanket dropped on the couch. Making your way to the kitchen to brew some nice hot coffee.

After a while, a sudden knock on the door interrupted your thoughts. You looked over to the clock on the wall

10:30

At this time really? Who could possibly come here this late. You made your way to the door being slightly annoyed at the ruined silence. โ€œHey, it's raining hard outside. Mind I stay here for a while kid?" It was Keegan, your old pal. โ€œCanโ€™t you just wait downstairs in the lounge area?" You gave him a irritated look. "I would, but since you're here why cant I come over and say hi instead" He grins. You wouldnโ€™t call him a friend really, more of an acquaintance. You sighed and let him in, "Don't go anywhere you're dripping wet" . You swiftly went over to the bathroom and handed Keegan back a towel to dry him off.

As he dried himself, he sat comfortably on the couch, taking most of the space all to himself. His gaze flickered between the messes on the coffee table and your laptop. "Still no luck applying for a job?" Keegan asked, you sighed nodding, "degree going to waste.." Keegan just chuckled at your words. "Don't say that, I know you will get one sooner or later. You just haven't found the right one" You shrugged at keegans words, while cleaning the mess on the desk โ€œI know.. but the bills say otherwise.โ€

When you finished cleaning the mess, he scooted over abit to make room for you, patting the empty spot. You suddenly had that surge of sadness again, trying your best not to burst into tears right here and then.

"Wanna watch a show to get off your mind?" โ€˜This dude just came in randomly interrupting me in the middle of a crying session and decided to watch TV?? Of course my answer is no-โ€™ "Sure, pick any" He goes over to the remote and selects a show to watch.

In the midst of watching the show, somehow you and Keegan were snuggling together. Your head laying beside his side, crossing arms to keep at least some private space. He can't help but notice how you tear up every so often. He wondered how long you have been stressing about work.

A few minutes past, you fell asleep while Keegan was still wide awake. He gently lay you down on the sofa, covering you with a blanket. He stayed by your side till the rain died down. As time passed, the rain started to stop. He went over to you one last time and planted a kiss on your forehead. "I'm proud of you, seeing how far youโ€™ve come" He stood up and made his way out. The moment Keegan turned his back and face towards the door, a small thug on his arm stopped him.

"Mind you, stay here for a while?"

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1 year ago
Finally The Mutual Understanding ๐Ÿ’˜

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1 year ago
Clothing Representing The 11,500 Palestinian And 36 Israeli Children Who Have Been Killed In Gaza Were
Clothing Representing The 11,500 Palestinian And 36 Israeli Children Who Have Been Killed In Gaza Were
Clothing Representing The 11,500 Palestinian And 36 Israeli Children Who Have Been Killed In Gaza Were
Clothing Representing The 11,500 Palestinian And 36 Israeli Children Who Have Been Killed In Gaza Were

Clothing representing the 11,500 Palestinian and 36 Israeli children who have been killed in Gaza were laid out on Bournemouth beach this week.

The 5km line of second-hand clothes was created by activists were laid out to illustrate the scale of child deaths in Gaza.

Each set of clothing represents a child who had been killed.

So urce

1 year ago

Top 10 disabled representation in media:

1. The Eraserhead baby

Top 10 Disabled Representation In Media:

2. Doc Hudson I guess

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8 months ago

โฃ๏ธI'm back!!!

Back from my hiatus! I'll be back continuing my fanfics (theres around 10+ dottore drafts I haven't finished) and I heard capitano is finally showing love! I'll also be continuing that Captain Price Fanfic I've made a poll about so stay tune! <3


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1 year ago

I would like to thank you for the incoming support I received! this motivates me alot to make more content for you all <3

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