REAL, I Randomly Stop Studying Just To Scroll On Tumblr And Look Through The Tags. I Also Had A Phase

remember when I was so sick? I wish that you had believed me

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Hearing someone else say "I'm not hungry" while I'm eating floods me with guilt and kills my appetite. Every time.

I want to be able to hang out with my friends and not feel self concious abt my rolls

I'm such a pig

Now remember, sugar is your worst enemy

About me

Measurements

SW: 106kg

CW: 99kg

GW: 50kg

UGW: 45kg

Who am I?

Hi! I'm feather-wannabe :) I'm a 20 y/o uni student who struggles with an £d. My previous blog got deleted, so here am I. It lowk sucked cuz I got to around 1.2K followers and some mutuals (whose users I forgot ): ) but I'm sure that I'll make some new friends on here.

I post things here that I'm thinking of and it is not meant to have a negative influence on younger people. As you've seen others mention, please block instead of report. If you want to be mutuals/friends, I'm definitely down for that!

I love memes, writing, artist like Crystal Castles, Pastel Ghost and Billie Eilish and gaming! Welcome to my blog :)

DPDR core

Feeling like you're stuck in your body/brain

Feeling like this is some sort of dream you can't wake up from

Everything is overstimulating

Agoraphobia

Trouble sleeping

Not being able to function because you're so distracted by the feeling that nothing exists

"Am I really me? Is this body me?"

Overly anxious

Panic attacks

People thinking it's a funny quirky thing, not knowing it consumes every bit of you

using your phone or laptop as a distraction from existing

Feeling numb

Struggling with eye contact

Being restless in crowded places

Safe foods

I wanna vomit, I hate my lower stomach.