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Well hell yeah
repost if youre an active ed blog as of june 2025!!
The girl I work with is chubby and always gives me jealous stares when I get full with a small meal and she keeps eating during the whole lunch break
Aight life update
Guess who got a job and been eating out for the last week and gained 2 kg
Yep me, now I decided to meal prep and eat oatmeal at work, but I'll eat between 1000-1200 so I won't faint cuz I keep running around all day therefore I burn lot of calories
I'm so back at losing weight again, I feel terrible rn
The jealous stares I get on a daily basis since I lost 10 kg feels better than any food
Well I have an ed I've been 'dieting' since I was 12, it's obv
If I'm not 'normal' then I refuse to look like it so I'll keep doing what I'm doing
Thank you and bye
Real
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
I feel the fat touching my bones
Doesn't matter how pretty your face is, the skinny one will
WIN.
Cringe culture is making y'all soulless
Go out and be cringe life is short
I keep maintaining at 51 kg for the last week because it was eid and I didn't want my relatives to get suspicious lol so I had between 800-1200 calories some days
I'm so back at starving tf outta myself btw
I hate this whole sad ed culture cuz I like being this way and I enjoy starving myself
I had 700 calories today but my brain convinced me it's actually 3000
New diet unlocked: Only eat enough to prevent fainting
Smoking and vaping at the same time like I have an another body to live in
Ate chocolate today for the first time after a month
It was SO delicious I almost passed out from joy
Edblr is my antidepressant so tumblr can delete my account for the thousandth time but I'll still come back, like I lost count of how many blogs of my that got terminated, as soon as it gets popular
Hunger disappearing the more you restrict and the more you lose the weight> Any delicious food
Yesterday we had an eid festival and my sister's husband's family and other relatives kept making comments about how much weight I lost and that I look sick
They told me my waist looks like about to break and I should put on weight
It was a lovely day tbh I felt like the damn Cinderella LMAO
Trigger warning but
The days I cried myself to sleep because I was so fcking hungry but didn't eat was so so worth it
Now everyone compliments me, wants to be like me, I get 'skinny shamed' out of jealousy
My parents acts worried but always compliments my waist and the way clothes look on me
I don't care, I love life so much rn. I failed so much for years and now I'm finally so frickin' happy at 23 years old.
I'm currently 1 kg away from BMI 17
I'm so fricking fucking happy y'all cuz I've been trying and failing for years:") Life is soooo good rn
Ending today at 120 calories because there's an eid festival tomorrow and I want to be 50 kg by tomorrow morning
I got a minty vape it was expensive asf but it was worth it
In conclusion I'm not suicidal today😜
Today's calories: 490
Kinda focused on protein today
Since I lost 10 kg everyone around me stopped being mean to me and even my existence is enough for validation, wow
Today I wore a dress for eid then my dad said 'Your bones poke out from the dress, wear another one'
Did I win chat
Gonna keep posting with them dangerous tags 'till fucking tumblr gets this one banned too
Until then we cool
I had 614 calories today because we had dinner outside
It feels like a binge but I was so damn hungry😔